Longsuffering

Istikharah

While I was hounding the miss

you just need to shut up

embrace the light and dawn of your life

- Vishnu

Jakarta, Vishnu-Andra

Lunch in the midst of the fatigue of the capital accompanied the restless and restless Vishnu today. He cannot remain silent at this point. Stepping was the path he had to choose. His mind has been muddled since Andra said that Wita now looks thinner and.. What did he say just now?, taking sleeping pills? just imagining it is really not possible.

"Four months away", Andra now whispers between the sound of a spoon and fork he uses. "Returned from the originally planned time", he continued.

"Why?", asked Vishnu who suddenly stopped his movement. "his male family is not ready?", he continued.

"Not bang, don't you!", Andra immediately replied. "Wita's mother asked for a time delay, meaning to rewind their wedding plans", Andra's explanation gave her a slight sigh of relief. He has the opportunity and the time to change everything. I don't know what is the reason why the mother suspended the marriage of Wita from her mother's choice, but Vishnu will step up his legs to move to bring Wita on the path of healing. Yes..it will be!!!.

What will he do going forward? Vishnu does not yet have a bright path. Where and how he will take is really a tangled and intangible black map.

But he can no longer go wrong. Her happiness is now at stake. What will be the best path for Wita, will be a priority for him.

In a third of this evening, he was on a stretch of prayer, spreading all hope and anxiety to the Power. Remembering mom's message moments before she decided to go to Switzerland. "Seekharah Vishnu!!, Allah will choose the best for you. So that what you decide becomes the right step towards the blessing of your life!".

In the past, he was so angry and bragged to God. That the fratters he kept tight incised an endless trail of grudges. Until the hard slap he received today had torn apart the arrogance that Vishnu had kept. His woman was now at the weakest point in his eyes. To have to sacrifice himself to a fate that he taught with hate and self-knowledge.

In the silence and gentleness of his Istikharah prayer he breathed a breath of sincere supplication.

"O Allah, I ask for guidance of Your goodness with Your knowledge, I ask for Your judgment with Your judgment and I ask with Your great gift, Thy great gift, for thou art in power, and I am not in power. You are the All-Knowing, and I know nothing, and You are the All-Knowing of the Unseen. O Allah, if you know that the Vita is good for me in my religion, my life, and the end of my work, then do it for me, ease it, and then bless me for it. O Allah, and if you know bad for me in my religion, my life, and the end of my work, then keep me away from it, then do me no good whatsoever, and then give me pleasure with it..,

o Allah. If someday Wita is not the best destiny for me, send Your love and affection to him, for You send the best man for him, his happiness, his healing.

With all his self-dwarfness and deep servitude to the Dzat of the Ruler of his Life, Vishnu shed his tears tonight, bearing witness to the helplessness of self-sustaining all the life he had.

Aamyn

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Bandung, Vishnu-Satria-Andra

"Would you like to meet Satria, Bang?", asked Andra who looked surprised by Vishnu's request. Without any previous talk this afternoon Vishnu ordered Andra to cancel all his agenda that he had arranged in such a way. Meeting in the discussion of grand design property real estate capital should he mandated to Alex this afternoon.

"I've never been this confident as Ndra" Vishnu answered in the passenger seat of his car. "Have you called Teh Rumi?".

"Had bang, Mang Ujang later who brought Rumi Tea with Adhis. Home school immediately rolled to Bandung he said", replied Andra.

The photo of Satria that Andra showed on her phone yesterday opened up her good past with Wita. At the same time opening a statement about.., Satria is a friend during Wita High School who so wanted Wita to be in a cafe full of memories 7 years ago, Vishnu was met with the story of slap wounds received by Wita from the girl named Sinta.

Love is so, do not know the word tired and give up. So deep is Satria's love for Wita? Even if the love he has is juxtaposed with the love Satria has, he feels very small and dwarfed.

In the office building of the Law Firm is now standing Vishnu. He gathered all his strength to meet Satria. Let this day be his greatest day in the history of his life.

"Good afternoon.. Mr Vishnu?", Satria stepped from his chair to the guest sofa in his room. "I hear you from Jakarta?, what can I help you with?" he asked again when Satria had sat straight facing Vishnu.

"Vita.".", Vishnu paused. "I want to borrow the time you have with Wita before arriving at your wedding date". Vishnu's words perfected the cold air of the room.

As soon as Satria's face was shocked and hardened, who was that presumptuous man before her? how dare to make an unreasonable request. Without aling-aling suddenly being present in front and asking for time with Wita? Does this man not know if Satria is a young lawyer with a myriad of achievements will easily drag him into the realm of law at his ridiculous request?

"Who are you, Vishnu, dare to disturb my life and my future wife?"

.....

"I. her boyfriend. 7 years ago..".

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Satria has not been able to digest well what Vishnu said. Meaning what?... Wita's sick?, traumatized?, what's this madness?

"I only ask for permission so that I can meet Wita in the near future intensively. Say I was presumptuous, but I had to do something to bring Wita back to what it used to be. I certainly do not want there to be a no-no guess from you about Wita. Because Wita is a woman who always keeps her promises well". Speak Vishnu firmly. A request from Vishnu's decision that is considered irrational, about giving way to healing Wita and letting Wita walk towards his life choices.

Even Andra said something that he had never heard before Vishnu entered the building of the Law Firm earlier, "I did not expect, the heart of my brother and this seikhlas. May God always bless the brother of happiness".

The tense atmosphere of this room has continued to flow since the beginning of Vishnu set foot here. Then firmly Satria said, "what is the guarantee that you do not have bad intentions on me Mr Vishnu?"

....

"If I had bad intentions, I wouldn't have met you today... Satria".

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