KARMA FIRST LOVE

Slapped

(Roman)

I don't understand why Lyra's attitude seems cold after she finds out I know who she is, it's annoying to see her pretend to be a professional and even ignore me.

I don't know why her gestures always piss me off, not because she's not pretty or anything like that.

But he kept ignoring me, and gave me no chance to discuss why he disappeared the day after I sent him that message.

He couldn't have forgotten my message so easily, especially if it turned out to be what got him out of school.

Is it really not important to him?until he forgets that ???

I don't know why my heart was angry when I thought about it, so all that came out was the words of saccharism from my mouth for him.

And it didn't make him react or make him angry or scold me, for the measure he said was obsessed by me he seemed patient and self-aware.

The words of his upperclassman named Rose seemed like a mere joke, if I were to compare with his personality.

He and I were never close even though they were in one class, but he was always shy - ashamed when he was near me didn't even dare to look me in the eye.

I should have been able to apologize for having misunderstood her and told her to leave a long time ago, but the opportunity never came because of her attitude.

Until this morning he made a mistake and made me so angry that I left him at the meeting place, if indeed he wants to be professional why not do it right!I was patient because his performance improved, but because I never saw an opportunity to talk about it and he kept being so professional I was angry... so angry that he ignored her scuffed and swollen legs.

And now I end up regretting my exploding anger again - the explosion fired it ...

Why am I upset for no reason?

I was also upset every time I went home to see him and the man was joking at the cafe cheerfully.

Yes that guy, who he said was very close to his time in High School !!!

I want her name to be Sendy

My daydream broke as someone barged in and roughly stored a cup of espresso on my desk until it spilled.

Sendy looked at me full of anger, her hands clenched tightly as if about to hit me.

I stood up, no less fierce looking at him.

"Please enjoy your favorite Espresso, do not pretend to like caramel machiatto if it turns out you are a lover of espresso, it does not respect the coffee maker!"

Said Sendy with breath still half breath

"Why did the owner of the Cafe suddenly come up in such a disrespectful manner?"

I said cold

His voice was blaring to the corner of the room.

"Lyra works here because she needs money for the treatment of her sick mother, she works hard here even to forget herself to prove to you she really does, without wanting to bother you"

His words hit my heart.

It turns out Lyra was serious when she said she would be professional, she put everything aside to work here.

"You must not play tricks on him, that fool to this day withholds his joyful feelings on you for the sake of his family!And because of one mistake he was in the law to walk for three and a half hours with feet blisters and swelling and the condition of his body that is not healthy!even you fired him when he got here!!!"

Sendy looked at me furiously

So Lyra didn't lie about her wallet being left behind?

"The fool has long since relented because of your desire to always want him to leave!What's wrong with liking someone?!What's wrong with that feeling?!!!!"

Overflowing was Sendy's anger in front of me, he passed from before me.

"Where is he?"

Stopped his steps

"The nearest Hospital from here in Room Bougenville 1, he even kept crying I couldn't even comfort him.This is your last chance to correct your mistake, you know,I won't let you get this chance again!"

Sendy left me and slammed the door of the room rudely.

His words seemed to slap me repeatedly, I shouldn't have behaved like this in the first place.

Lyra has the right to like anyone, Lyra never harassed me she never once dared to express and make me uncomfortable.

The rumors that make me uncomfortable until I decided to date Rani so that the gossip disappeared, even I told her to get away when Lyra was rumored to confess - ngaku as my girlfriend without asking first.

Now that I'm angry I can't apologize properly, I'm angry and fired him for one mistake at work.

Is that so naive of me?

Even now Sendy looks more gentleman on Lyra than I am...

I want to see him, I want him back to work here.

At least I can make up for my guilty feelings for her, at least her mother got a fee for treatment.

Unconsciously, my pride and selfishness became hell for Lyra.

Lyra who never asked for back for all her feelings for me...