KARMA FIRST LOVE

Just pests

It turned out that my laugh with Sendy that night did not let go of the awkwardness between me and Roan.

I who try to be ordinary and even more awkward to face his words that are always cold or getting colder, I am even afraid he is uncomfortable after knowing who I am from my own mouth.

Because of that I had trouble sleeping, and my appetite worsened.I only drank the machiatto that Sendy brought or just bit the sandwich that Sendy gave me every morning.

That morning the employee elevator broke down, and I was almost late because I fell asleep in the morning before being forced to walk down the emergency stairs that I felt were closest to my desk on the 9th floor.

I don't know how many stairs I climbed until I stopped stepping to regulate my breathing that began to fatigue.

"You know Lyra ? the new Boss secretary???It's rich he came in here because he wanted to get the Boss!"

I don't know whose voice it is, but I'm curious to say my name.

"Njokeletin?don't you think a lot of people want to get the boss?!"

"Yes .. but he said the school management of the boss and he used to love the boss!"

"Then anyway? who did you say?"

"That's a word said the Rani Centil whose nose is rich in TK slides!!!Rani also dated at school with the boss"

"So he was chasing that Boss? sampe became his secretary so that he could hold the same boss Roan???"

"That's not like it, but it's obsessed.don't let him stalker again!"

"Merinding deh, it looks innocent but it turns out stalker"

"Boss Roan knows for sure...but who's in the morning huh?!he said he would not let Rani into the office"

"Don't don't be in the pellets again with Lyra!!"

"Hiiiy is ah. So serem!"

Degs...

I sat down on the stairs listening to the babbling of people I didn't see in his face.

Gossip again...

I just want to live a quiet life without bothering anyone, but why is simple hope so difficult in my life?

I went down the rest of the stairs limply, exhausted of my energy this morning.

With my heart and body crumbling I walked over to Roan who was looking at me impatiently while occasionally glancing at the watch in his hand.

"You're 10 minutes late !"

He welcomed my arrival

"I'm sorry Sir"

My words are not powerful

"Let's go to the hotel, it's almost too late!"

He preceded me who instantly snatched the draft on my desk.

***

The meeting almost made Roan's face crumble in front of investors if Roan did not take the initiative to open a percentage slide on google drive.

My wrongful folly of carrying files almost invalidated the great cooperation of Well's company.

I occasionally closed my eyes unable to imagine how angry Roan was at me.

Even when he returned to the company, Roan did not take a single glance at me and told the driver to leave me alone in a hotel that was a good distance away from the company.

Whether my bad luck on this day turns out I don't have a wallet, my phone is my last hope.

It turns out that the balance in my bank m is not enough to top up in the online ojek application,buntu already ...

I looked up Sendy's name in my contacts hoping she would answer, but it looks like Sendy is busy at this hour.

I had to step my foot down the sidewalk to the company, not even half the way, even my feet were swollen and scuffed because of my cheap higheel.

I had to just plow higheels while holding the shame of being noticed by passers-by.

It felt like crying out loud, there was a feeling of tightness gathering in my throat.

But I'm holding all that...

It took me three and a half hours to get to the building that now looks like slaughter for me.

I don't know what else awaits me, but I strengthen myself and put my higheels back on despite the pain I try to walk normally and wipe the sweat that soaks my face.

"Where have you been?!"

Roan yelled at me just as the elevator door opened, I came out resignedly before him.

"Sorry, my wallet is left behind"

L'm limp

"You know?! what made a mistake?!"

Still with high notes

"I'm sorry Sir"

Saying resigned

"You I fired!!!!"

Deg

Roan passed by leaving me leaning against the wall...

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Sen...I want to talk to you for a minute,please!

I typed the message I immediately sent to Sendy while wiping my tears in front of the toilet mirror.

My head was empty not knowing where else to go, Sendy was the one who crossed my mind.

Today's mistake was purely due to my negligence, I haven't even brought a lot of stuff to the table that hasn't even been even a month.

Mom and Dad's smiles seemed to float from my thoughts, making my heart hurt even more.

I walked limped towards Sendy's Cafe, my feet even felt better because of the friction of the higheels.

Sendy who was holding the phone out when she saw me coming, after that I don't remember anything.

Until the light of the lamp dazzled my eyes...

***

I blinked and looked around me and then closed my eyes again when I caught the figure of Sendy who was staring worriedly, there was a sense of dizziness and nausea was incredible.

"Sen...I'm in the hospital?"

I still close my eyes

"Yes you passed out in front of the cafe, said your doctor dehydrated, also your digestive inflammation you should be in the hospital!"

Sendy's words made me sigh in annoyance

"I don't want to, I don't want to be on the phone, I don't want to make Mom worry anymore."

I said sad

"Don't think about anything else, you said you'd be assigned outside the city again suddenly.Roan's problem later I told him directly"

Sendy said soothingly

"Don't tell me Roan, I was fired earlier..."

My words closing my eyes with my arms don't want Sendy to see this pitiful face of mine

"What?!all of a sudden?! butwhy?didn't you guys agree not to reveal it?!"

Sendy can't wait to hear that

"No. not because of that, I'm the one who brought the wrong material percentage I also late to work because I can not sleep every night"

I obviously still cover my face.

"But certainly SP 1 is ,Lyr... the time until out is that?"

Sendy said not to accept

"I'm just an employee who's still in the test period ... "

I sighed heavily along with Sendy

"Keep why until dehydration, your feet are swollen as severe abrasions too ?"

still interrogating me

"He left me at the meeting place, I was wrong not to bring a wallet in m banking also no balance ..."

I held back my cries

"I'm sorry I was busy, many customers who came until you didn't realize you needed help "

Sendy's voice weakened

"It's not anyone's fault, I'm the wrong one"

I don't want to blame anyone for my stupidity.

"Keep fit nyampe you fired that?after he left you ?!"

This time Sendy can not stem his emotions.

"Udahlah Sen's...I'm tired"

The tears have washed my arms.

"Please send a message to mommy and Dad I have an out-of-town assignment, I pinjem your money to make an opname yes .. after getting a new job I will change, I will change,I can't go home rich gini.Mom same Daddy must be worried"

Sendy just agreed and left me alone to take care of the administration.

I was immediately transferred to the VVIP hospital room, even though I had been whining for treatment in an ordinary ward but Sendy refused.

After Sendy left me, I grimaced with the pain in my back.Perhaps because walking too far back injury due to the accident was felt back.

I cried, not because of the pain but because my feelings failed to make my parents happy and failed to show my professionalism to Roan.

But what Sendy said was true, Roan should have listened to my explanation before he had to make a decision.

Roan hasn't changed, he's always labeling people as he pleases without wanting to know the truth or maybe he doesn't want to see me.

The umpteenth time my heart was broken by a man I couldn't even say anything familiar about.

And in the end, I was destined to be like a pest in his life ...

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