KARMA FIRST LOVE

Must get used to

Open your eyes in the morning due to the pleasant aroma that fills the room.

Hah..turns out not only my heart is easy but my stomach is too....

I woke up with a blanket that tightly closed my body and immediately I opened my door, I came out of the room and followed the delicious aroma that drove me to the kitchen of the house.

I was stunned for a while, Roan who was wearing an apron from behind in the morning made time run slow.

He turned around to make me shake catch me wet looking at him from behind.

"Change first, let me wash your clothes before you go home"

He said while putting two dishes of fried rice on the dining table.

"His head was on the table in the room"

I turned around to change my clothes, my stomach was already screaming hungry.

I stared at the large size plain white shirt, it was clear that the shirt would be a negligee that covered up to my thighs.

I don't know since when Roan's body became so high compared to me, I remember our height was the same when we were Junior High.

I washed my face and rolled my hair and then immediately went down to the dinner table after changing my clothes with the shirt.

Roan was flabbergasted by my appearance, the white shirt even showed my legs.

"Don't look at me like that!"

He immediately turned his face away with a reddened face.

"Sit down and eat"

He immediately ate the homemade fried rice crazily without looking at me again.

I dined in front of him with an awkward feeling, the taste of the fried rice shifted that feeling.

Very delicious...

"Enak...what because Mr. Roan lives alone so he can cook?"

I asked him while chewing

"Don't call me sir, this isn't an office!Forgot that you were hitting your boss' hair?"

Roan looked at me cynically

"I'm sorry"

I'm sorry to remember last night.

"Your habits are bad if you're under the influence of alcohol, don't drink anymore!Especially Sendy"

Prohibition makes me put a spoon on the plate violently

"What right do you have to forbid me from meeting Sendy?"

ask sharp

"I'll be your husband in a week!"

Reminded me.

Another week, right?! Dare to avoid it from now on!

"He's my only friend, never forbid me to meet him!"

My hard

"May I see the same origin as I went"

He continued eating

"Why?!"

Just pissed.

Can you imagine how unpleasant it is to meet Sendy with Roan,aura last night was not good.

"I'm jealous..."

Sissy speech.

I was surprised to hear his answer, looking at him in disbelief.

Roan ? Roan Welly Wijaya's?

Jealous of me???

"Don't be surprised, I've said it before. Just get used to yourself receiving my feelings"

The more reddened my face heard the blak - blaknya thing.

"I'm not the one who keeps hiding when Rani and I are together, I'll tell you what the truth is "

He casually finished his fried rice.

I was still flabbergasted to hear her words, so she knew I was looking at her and Rani was sad while hiding?!

His fingers suddenly gently rubbed my lips to make me close my mouth tightly.

"Eat it slowly, until it falls apart!"

He showed me a grain of fried rice that he took with his fingers.

How embarrassing!!!!

"That was, I don't like you anymore"

I turned my face away not wanting Roan to catch my lie.

"I consider it a punishment for me, hate me as much as you like.I just love you as much as I want my heart"

He said softly and then drank water from a glass.

"Like your heart?!"

Sharp ask

"Great yes you, you can confess your feelings at will.Design it directly to me without burden."

I hold back tears.

How foolishly I kept that feeling tight - tight because I didn't want to bother him, now he bravely thoughtlessly expressed it!

"That's not how you make me fall in love with you again!I swear you'll get rid of the same thing I felt!"

I looked at him with an angry face

Whether or not my vows will be realized, now my heart is almost blown to see his face if I do not remember the past.

The breakfast full of inner fighting for me was finally finished, I immediately changed clothes without waiting to be washed by Roan.

I went down the stairs wanting to go home, the more often I was nearby the more I liked it.

Until the wedding day I wanted to avoid her.

His intention is that...

"Come home with me"

He said pulling my hand as I was about to grab the door handle

"Your father must be worried that you're going home alone"

I don't argue with him just pulling his hand back.

Roan drove me without saying anything, I just silently listened to the music he played on the radio to kill the silence.

that's me - sheila on 7

I don't know why my heart is sad to hear that song, I want to cry so hard right now.

Thousands of days I've been waiting for you

Millions of songs are made for you

Are you going to keep this up

There is still a gap in your heart

Which I can still stop by

Try me when you want

One verse of a song that became a memory of a long time ago, when I just sang imagining Roan in the dark of the night

Stupid her ...

I wiped my tears quickly while looking out the window during the drive home.

****

Dad had a warm chat with Roan on the porch when I went inside the house grimly.

Dad really liked it even told me to make a sweet warm tea for Roan.

Because today is Sunday, Roan seems to be casually chatting with Dad.

"Please son, that Lyra seems hard inside it's a mess for sure"

Dad chuckled saying that

I placed the tea with a sullen face glancing at the still-smiling father.

"Sit here son"

Said Dad patting the chair next to Roan, with forced to sit while keeping a tray on the table.

"Dad now don't love Lyra"

My whine is upset

"Who said that?"

Ask Dad wonder

"Dad keep supporting him"

My lyrics were upset at Roan who was still smiling

"You are, if Roan does not judge that ...He's just gonna be your husband, you know, sin"

Dad pinched my nose slowly

"Keep defending!"

Pouting looked at the father who was still laughing

Honestly my heart is a little relieved to see you smiling after mom's departure.

Roan was the reason my father laughed so loosely, sometimes I was like a shadow when they were talking.

"Son Roan, the reception can be later after Lyra feels ready yes...Lyra may still want to work, if her office friends know Lyra is married to you must be the work atmosphere so uncomfortable"

Said Dad to Roan

"In fact, if Lyra works, she meets me more often, sir.But if Lyra wants to postpone the reception I will obey Lyra's wishes only"

Roan said in a polite tone, I rolled my eyes annoyed at hearing this discussion.

"Don't call me sir again, I'm your father too, Roan"

The warm father's words made me catch my upset breath

"Lyra.great expression you so in front of Roan, you will later be the house of Roan you suguhi rich expression that!"

Angry Dad again

"I want to stay with Dad, who would I be if Lyra didn't exist?"

Whining in front of Dad

"After marriage you are Roan's responsibility, Father is still able to take care of himself.You can also still play here with Roan later"

Rejecting Dad made me almost cry loudly, but my tears fell unstoppably.

"Jeez .. cry again! should be happy to get a handsome husband like this Roan kid"

Father's temptation to me, I don't mind him just crying in front of dad and Roan.

Dad was right, after being Roan's wife I was obliged to live with Roan.But I was sad to have to leave dad, dad must be lonely without a mother and I at home.

"Lyr..had not cried anymore.We'll often see Daddy here"

Roan calms me down.

"Remain, very soft of heart, son of Roan"

Dad teased me making me hit Dad's hand slowly.

While Roan was looking at me with a smile on his face, his face seemed to dazzle my eyes.

If a big smile, behind his head is rich there is a super bright LED light !!! sucks!!!I have to get used to her handsome face!