KARMA FIRST LOVE

prepare to forgive

I decided to wait in the office, letting Roan and Raka finish all business with Roses

It would be strange if Mawar and I met in the meeting room, let them finish all business until they finished first.

To be honest I was really nervous, I didn't even know what to express in front of the Rose.

Although there was a little bit of forgiveness after Roan's story, but the story of the past always tormented me and I felt my pride was hurt.

I know I left school not one hundred percent because the Rose was the main cause, but that doesn't mean the Rose wasn't the cause.

The bullying had already struck me mentally and physically back then.

My daydream broke when Roan and Raka had returned from the Rose company.

"Are you okay ?"

Roan asked looking at my visibly irritated face

"I'm fine, sir"

Roan rolled his eyeballs hearing the call "Mister "

"We're done at your friend's cafe"

His words passed leaving me and Raka who were already sitting next to me.

Waitie?

My friend's cafe ?

Sendy means ?

continue ... will the Rose meet Sendy ?Ever since Sendy found out that Roses bullied me, she hated Roses and never wanted to talk about them.

If they meet ?!

I ran through Roan's room, Roan hasn't even sat in his chair and turned around

"What's up ? Doesn't the secretary have to knock on the door before entering my room?"

Roan put his hand in his pants pocket

"Don't at Cafe Sendy !"

I'm riled

"Yes this is .. anyways Roses also still want to meet with Sendy, good if they are made.So there is no more gap for Sendy your lyrics "

Disagree with my words.

"But ... Roan, you know what ? Sendy hates Roses !"

"Don't worry about things that aren't your business"

Said Roan coldly

"But ...."

no more words came out of my mouth as Roan sat in his chair in his annoying Boss style

"Back to work "

His words annoyed me, leaving him with footsteps that I deliberately struck.

If I told Sendy about the rose he would be angry, but if I didn't say he would be more angry.

But, what should I say first?

I pegged while holding my smartphone, my brain feels unusable thinking at this time.

ah.. have ...

Let it happen, even though I still hope that today Sendy is not in his Cafe.

Hopefully ...

****

That day I really felt riled up, part of Raka's work was done without much protest to me.

He knows exactly how I feel even though I don't talk much, the sensitive type of man with the cold look of women's favorite.

Readers ? anyone want to be with Raka ? pinter guy with glasses, looks as cold as ice blocks but sensitive rich oppa-oppa korea ???

Roan walked out of the room and looked at me

Ready as soon as his gaze asked, I nodded my head and immediately cleaned up my things.

Step into the Cafe where me and the Rose will meet again.

Thousands of possibilities have I turned repeatedly in the morning until this morning, I decided not to talk much when I met him.

Attempting to hear any apologies that might be released from his mouth, be it ...

Whatever the reason, I have to forgive him.

sometimes forgiving is not for anyone's sake, forgiving is for ourselves.

Forgiveness makes the heart lighter and calmer.