KARMA FIRST LOVE

Proof

Roan bowed when he saw me already wearing body safety to prepare body rafting.The long debate to make him not participate in body rafting with me made him look upset.

"Just wait here!"

I left him

I don't want to miss this ride, even though the river is shallow and the route is quite challenging my adrenaline.

I feel like I can scream when I try this river, even though there is a fear that I can calm down because of the many guards who keep me.

Several times dragged by the current did not make me stump, until an accident outside my control occurred.

The mistake when body rafting is reaching for tires that are loose from my body until my body is carried along with tires and river currents.

But someone pulled swiftly made me able to stand upright in the middle of the swift current

"Sendy!"

My eyes sparkled at the person who saved me

"That's a damn thing!"

tickled

"Can't you be here?"

Ask me for wonder

"For the holidays so that you can enjoy yourself .. uh even meet you here!"

I was sorry I smiled guiltily at him

"Same Roan?where's she?"

Sendy looking - find Roan

"I banned him from coming, his asthma relapsed last night"

my speech

"Cemen"

His grunts are upset

"Let's continue to finish again"

I went back up to the tire I was holding

We finished it with a feeling of satisfaction, Sendy smiled at me.

I stared at the bamboo bridge over the river that stretched and saw the angry looking Roan.

Sendy's arrival here might piss him off right now.

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I searched for Roan in the middle of people who were enjoying a warm drink but the figure I did not meet.

Sendy pulled my hand from behind

"Rohan!"

I thought Roan holding my hand wasn't it, making me a little disappointed

"You're actually in love with him, aren't you Lyr?"

Sendy asked softly and immediately took off my hand

"He's my husband now..."

I reminded Sendy

"Sorry Lyr, I can't spare you yet"

His words bowed

"I'm sorry Sen... "

Feeling unable to return his feelings, and passed with a feeling of sadness.

With my clothes still wet I entered the villa, hoping to find Roan inside.

Sure enough he was sitting on a chair drinking a glass of warm ginger wedang and ignored my arrival.

"You know what the hell?!I'm looking for you!"

I said in front of him who wasn't even looking at me

"You're so excited about Sendy!"

He said sharply while keeping the glass back on the table

"I didn't know Sendy was here!I met you accidentally!"

I'm upset

He got up and approached me with a look of regret.

"Never cheat on me!"

The impact made my guts grow instantaneously

"I have no intention of cheating on you!"

Loudly

"So why do you keep keeping your body away from me?!I am worthy of your body!"

His protest approached me until I was cornered on the wooden wall.

Sickly say.

"Your guilt is unwarranted, Lyr.your mother even wants us to get married!"

Stare with a sharp look

I can't deny it, what Roan said was true.

This guilt is unwarranted for me, I'm just running away from my own feelings.

Denying Roan was the person I wanted the most because Roan had rejected me once.

"Prove it!Prove that you have no intention of escaping me!"

Urge Roan on me

My body shivered a little from the cold and my clothes were still wet.

Roan hugged my body and kissed my lips again with a little roughness, there was a desire to have it flared up in that kiss that made me unable to resist.

His footsteps even rolled me into the room, and one time our bodies fell on the bed.

Roan did not let go of the kiss, making me sting because of his desire.

Roan stopped and looked at me again with questions he couldn't reveal and then kissed me gently on my neck, making me hold my breath.

She looked back at me with her eyes, her breathing was hunting.I was silent, my body no longer refused her.

Roan again kissed my neck and his hand had even rubbed my body gently.

"I don't want you to run away again, I'm not gonna make you run away forever"

Roan whispered in my ear, making me more resigned.

Roan's wild side made me no longer able to hold back my desires as well, in the end that day I gave Roan the right as a husband.

He ended up falling asleep in my arms with a triumphant smile, I fell asleep because my energy was exhausted.

Even to move my body was painful, the first time he made me run out of energy.

Although the treatment was gentle, this was the first thing in my life.

Roan even apologized repeatedly when he was going to sleep, I realized I should be the one who said sorry for delaying his right to me.

So I let him lock me up all day in the villa, so that he would let go of his desire for me.

"You're so addicted"

I kissed my shoulder and made me smile.

I'll forgive myself....

I'm sorry mom, this stupid me is hiding behind my mom's name because I want to keep my pride in front of her that used to push me away,but now I can't turn around anymore.I can't love another man but him .... Our blessing ma'am....

My tears falling on my cheeks made me sob a little, Roan looked at me worriedly

"Why? it hurt?"

Tanya checked the look on my face, I shook my head slowly.

"Sickness ..."

Slowly said

"If sampe nangis means very sick, right?where's that sick?"

Still with a worried tone

"I'm rich and I have no self-respect"

My voice still sobbed making Roan look at me confused

"Why do you say rich?"

Ask

"I wanted revenge on you, because you used to deny me that way"

Sickly said

"Sorry Lyr.I'm sorry I realized too late that I liked you a long time ago"

Roan smiled as he stroked my hair

"You mean?"

I don't understand

"Rest first ..I'll be telling you later"

Roan refused to explain his words now

"certify now"

Suit me while wiping my tears

"Aren't you cape ? Still strong ?"

Roan's temptation made me close my eyes immediately.

"Sleep there ..."

Said Roan chuckling burrowing his face on my shoulder.

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