KARMA FIRST LOVE

SENDIES

The sad day passed, after several times Roan told me to clear hundreds of books from his bookshelf alphabetically and leave me in his room alone.

I saw the wall clock

18:00 at

I remembered Sendy who wanted to meet me at the Cafe after work hours, and now it was over an hour because I had to finish the job from Roan, while Roan himself came home without a word.

I immediately ran towards my desk and grabbed my bag and then as fast as lightning I headed for the Cafe.

Sendy sat down while looking at her watch with an anxious face

"Sen!!!"

I half gasped for him and immediately greeted his brilliant smile.

I sat down in front of him wiping the sweat on my forehead

"You're overtime ?"

Ask Sendy

"Yes, there's work I have to finish "

Still trying to catch my breath

Sendy thrust a glass of ice caramel macchiato in front of me which I immediately drank up to a quarter of a glass, the sweet and cold taste refreshed my esophagus.

Sendy chuckles at me

"You still like the sweet - the sweet turns"

He looked at me and drank his Americana

"My life is bitter, the time that goes into my mouth is bitter too !"

I laughed incantantly saying it, Sendy's expression became serious instantly.

"You owe me a lot of Lyr's explanation..."

His jaw hardened and looked at me deeply

I sighed and leaned my body into the chair

"Where do I start ?"

I said with a bright look, I actually did not want to open the old story.

But Sendy didn't have anything wrong with me, and I left without saying goodbye first of course confused him.

Sendy still silently looked at me, his gaze as if he could not wait to hear my explanation.

I breathed a rough breath once again

"But please don't blame yourself after this, you're not wrong at all .. And this is just a story that was almost 10 years ago"

I warned him, he just nodded his head

"I'm used to bullyan in school, it's just that time has exceeded my limit.Bullyan it involves people I like a long time ago, people who bully me..."

"Rose ..."

I was a little stuck knowing that Sendy already knew what the Roses were doing.

"I knew after you left Lyr..."

His words are full of regrets

"You said don't blame yourself..."

I smiled at him

"He used that guy so that I was really far from you, he was slanderous I admitted to dating him in our school.The guy must have felt disgusted with me, he said,and he sent me a message to let me disappear or he'll throw up if he sees me"

I bowed while twisting my finger

"Sok really great kecakepan ya tuh people ... "

Sendy laughed sarcastically at my story

"Roses also threaten to make something worse than this if I'm still close to you,to me you're my only friend, instead of me going to school and continuing to - continue away from you for no reason, and feel the bullying.I think not to go to school there anymore"

"And .. I can't see him 'cause our school is next door"

I bowed lethargic for how naive I used to be

"Why didn't you tell me the same ?"

Sendy started clenching her hands on the table

"You're the spirit of learning at that time, if you don't go to class again you can have to drop out .. I don't want to destroy your spirit and you don't focus on learning"

Still remembered Sendy's excited face on the school desk.

"A few times, Johan.. our upperclassman nyariin you.She said temen him from school next door nyari you Lyr... Roan's name"

Hearing that I stopped twisting my fingers and stared in shock at Sendy

"You're not wrong, are you? Roan????"

Sendy nodded his head confidently

"I still want to be clear because until graduation Yohan still often ask you to me until I am upset and I tell him, why not the Roan who just went straight to me"

I turned my gaze towards the glass and several times shook my head in disbelief, Sendy noticed my expression and frowned.

"Who is that?"

"He's that guy ... Cowo's gonna throw up when I see me again"

I said as I clenched my hand on the table.

"Why did he get you??"

Sendy was confused and dissolved in his mind

"I don't know either ..."

My view of Towerwang imagines Roan's figure today, I now doubt he doesn't remember me if the story that Sendy said is true

But why is he looking for me???

I looked at Sendy who was still thinking

Sendy doesn't seem to need to know that Roan is my boss right now, just let it be a secret to myself.

Sendy's a fireman, no. Tend to be emotional, I don't want him to go to the Well building just to ask why Roan used to look for me through Yohan.

After all, Roan doesn't recognize me...

That's the situation now, isn't it?

Just think of it

"But the important thing is that I'm happy to see you again"

I diverted the conversation

"I am also very happy "

Sendy looked at me and smiled gently

"If you want you can take caramel machiato every afternoon or evening here...FREE"

he said in a cool style

"You want to buy me every day???"

I chuckle at that look

"Yes dong. I am the owner of this cafe! Who will forbid me to give you one glass of machiatto?"

He said while folding his hands

"Wow.. turns out you've been successful !"

I said while clapping a small hand

"Thanks to you..."

Sendy is back serious

"Me?"

I asked while pointing at myself

"You always say make whatever you like, after graduating with a good grade .. I decided on a barista school, and I pruned this Cafe from childhood "

In view of the Cafe now, it seems Sendy is really pursuing this field even he went down directly to serve customers like this morning.

That night Sendy and I talked a lot, for me and he no longer needed any remorse.

It was all just God's plan that we couldn't have avoided with our unstable emotions at the time.

It is better to arrange the future now, especially me who is far behind when compared to Sendy let alone Roan.

Sendy drove me to the front of his cafe, still holding the keys to his car with a whining expression.

"I'm taking ya .... "

I shook my head again making him pout

"Later my father asked a lot, I'm tired if I have to answer the question Daddy when I go home "

Unimaginable possessive face Daddy who had previously banned me from dating just because I was afraid I could not take care of myself.

I was so weak in my sight, hahahha....

"Yes already ... You heart - heart yes, do not forget to chat me when you get home.Do not lose contact again Lyr... I'm tired of knowing you"

Still sulking

"Yes .... Your chatter is not lost - lost it turns out yes !"

My ledek to him who was still down was upset kicking - kicking slowly in the air.

Sendy hugging me made me nod, other than Dad no other man ever hugged me.

I intended to push her but I stopped as she hoarsely said

"I miss you, don't lose Lyr again"

I patted his back slowly and slowly let go

"I'm not a teenager anymore...Even if I go I can call you first and we can video call.an "

I said grinning, he also chuckled while wiping the wet corner of his eyes.

The online object I ordered came, I waved at him and grabbed the helmet from the driver.

My gaze seemed to be centered on a blue car parked not far from where I was standing, but there was nothing strange that caught my attention anymore and I immediately passed from that place ignoring it.