KARMA FIRST LOVE

Opportunity in narrowness

I fell asleep in the afternoon after taking a warm bath, under a thick blanket that wrapped my body neatly made me sleep soundly.

I wriggled to feel how possessive these blankets and beds were, I reached for my phone that didn't even have a signal and saw the clock showing at eleven o'clock at night.

I gasped and got out of bed opening the door of the room I had locked, and saw Roan curled up on the thin carpet in the middle of the villa.

I grabbed the blanket on the bed and walked up to him and then wrapped it slowly.

I'm like an ungodly wife now letting her sleep here while I sleep comfortably in the room!

I stared at my phone which started to sound many times because it got a little signal

Where are you, son? already eaten?

Dad sent me a message, it's so nice to go here I forgot to tell you.

I was on vacation in situgungunung sukabumi with Roan, I had lunch.Dad not forget to eat yes!

I typed the message while imagining the father having dinner alone

Don't judge again with Roan.he's your husband!I'm glad you're on a honeymoon with Roan, come home with a granddaughter in your belly...

Grandchild???

This father is right! I'm telling you on vacation not making grandchildren with Roan!!!

My face flushed reading that message from Dad, whether to answer what.

In an instant my phone switched to Roan's hand which somehow woke up from his sleep, I tried to grab him but Roan raised his hand high.

Roan's high posture made me unable to grab my phone from his hand, I even tried to grab it while on my tiptoes as Roan typed something on my phone.

Because of that, I fell on Roan's body after successfully seizing the phone and gaped in disbelief reading Roan's reply to Dad

Good Dad, I'll bring your granddaughter in my stomach when I get home...

I looked at Roan who was chuckling with a look of annoyance, not realizing that my body was already firmly attached to his body.

A moment later I gasped to realize this position, and tried to get up but Roan's burly hand grabbed my waist until I couldn't move.

"Please!"

Stare at him with annoyance even though my face is red

"Why?You're the first to hug"

roan asked casually while supporting his head with the other arm.

"What the hell?! Lepassin!You snatch my phone and reply to rich dad gini's message?! you want me to scream?!"

My protest is still trying to escape but in vain

"Shout now if you want to"

It's cold

"Please!!!"

My nadaku started to climb but couldn't scream because it was ridiculous, even if someone heard them think me and Roan were really Honeymoon.

"If you shout, no one will come here.We are a couple who are again honeymoon, most of them think you are again..."

not continuing his words and embarrassed.

please Roan, don't make that rich expression!!!!

The squeezed expression I had seen from Roan was his reserved expression in front of me and it made me flutter.

"Ssttt!don't fret!!!"

I hit Roan's chest irritated until Roan complained and let go of his embrace.

I immediately sat down and kept a safe distance from him, while he was still grimacing in pain.

"Why you?"

Worrying about his non-existent expression - there it was

Roan seemed to have trouble breathing and panicked me and approached him

"Your asthma relapsed??? Where's your inhaler ?"

He pointed at the backpack while holding his chest, I immediately ran and scrambled - randomly filling Roan's backpack but did not find the inhaler.

Roan crawled up to me trying to help find his inhaler but nil.

"Have you forgotten to take it ???"

I panicked more and more, putting his body on the bed.

Maybe because of the cold weather his asthma relapsed, I didn't expect hitting his chest to make things worse.

Roan groaned to hold his tightness while trying to breathe deeper, I pulled his body to be able to sit more upright on the bed.

Then without a second thought I gave artificial breath through my lips to Roan, some time when Roan seemed to accept it and began to breathe more calmly.

I took my lips off her as she started to look comfortable, my face was a dead red as Roan looked at me.

"Thank you ..."

Talk with your breath starting to normal

"Why forget to bring rich essentials!"

He shook his head and closed his eyes

"I forgot, usually never relapsed, maybe because of the cold here"

I looked at her guiltily for letting her sleep on the floor.

"Wait here"

My words passed from before him and went out Villa to meet the Villa guard who is called Rizki's aunt Damar.

"Can't you make a hot drink now?"

my door to him

"What can you do, what can you do?"

"Ginger sword or something "

My love

"Wait a minute, I'll take you"

His words passed from before me

I went back to the room and saw Roan leaning against the bed with his eyes closed.

"Bikin' shocked!"

I'm upset with him

"You worried ?"

He looked at me who was now sitting beside him monitoring his breathing from up close

The knock on the door made me not answer Roan's stupid question, and the room brought me two glasses of ginger wedang.

"Thank you, Mama"

I said as I grabbed the ginger wedang

"Sami-sami Neng, if you need anything - is there me or Mr. Ujang in front ya neng"

His words were friendly and passed from before me.

I put the ginger wedang on the shelf and shake the body of Roan who now looks silent while closing his eyes

"Drink wedang first"

He glanced at the ginger wedang and drank a few sips.

"You're going home tomorrow?"

Lent

"Gak .. You will like it here, we have just come again"

Push back

"Have slept here tonight"

Giving up, I don't want to see him like that

I was about to leave her as she clasped my hand tightly making me sit back next to her.

"Sleep here too, you'll be sick"

His words were soft, I was hesitant.

"I'm not going to be weird"

Promise me who looks doubtful.

He shifted his position and lay on the bed, although I doubt I ended up lying next to him with a tense face.

Being on the same bed and blanket made me really tense.

"Would you eat?"

I asked to remember that we who had not come to eat

"You ate, I don't want to"

Tell Roan, get me back in silence.

"Next time don't forget to bring the inhaler"

I still say with a worried tone

"I haven't relapsed in a long time, but now there's you"

Chuckling amusedly made me look at her sharply, she returned my gaze after changing her position towards me.

"Don't look for opportunities in narrowness!"

Threatened me to hold the blanket on my chest

"You're excited if it's that bad again"

Staring at me deeply, made me nervous and turned to her back

He held me in his arms

"I'm just hugging, I'm cold"

I who was about to release his hand from my waist stopped, not wanting Roan to get cold and his asthma to recur again.

The most people can get the chance!!!yes .. for this night alone, than the asthma relapsed again!

His body even stuck to my back until I felt warm, I started again with my heart that was not care.

Feeling me who was just silent made him more courageous and buried his face in my neck and then kissed my neck made me stiffen

"Until when?when did you reject me?"

His whisper in my ear, made me freeze and mute.

Pura - pura sleep is one way to avoid her that began to tease me.

"What a hell are you"

Burning his face again on my nape made me endure this strange feeling.

The night was long with Roan's breath on my nape, my brain couldn't even think clearly with our position like this.

I don't know how long I avoided him, refusing to give him his rights as my husband...

It's half-dead to avoid my own feelings when I'm near Roan.

Is he really my soul mate? is this our way to unite? This fate confuses me, especially this mother's last wish worries me.

The barrier between me and Roan was actually my guilt towards my unwarranted mother.