KARMA FIRST LOVE

Falling deeper

I grimaced in pain, holding back my back which was getting more and more painful since returning from sukabumi.

Roan rubbed my back and saw my painful expression

"Why?"

Ask worried

"My back is very sick"

I still grimace in pain

"I'm calling the doctor"

He pulled out his phone and typed a message quickly, then directed to sit on the sofa.

"When did it hurt?"

He asked with a worried expression

"Since body rafting rich"

answer me

"Huh.. I should have banned you body rafting at that time"

His face was upset

"Son't because of that"

I thought - thought to myself

"Keep sick because of what?"

Roan blinked his eyes looking for answers in his head

"What because ...Me?"

Said with a red face

"I don't know ah"

My answer is to turn my face

"Hey ... did I ask for it too often until it had an effect on your back?"

The question grabbed my chin

"So !no way ... Why go there? !".

I was upset while clasping his hand

"Keep why?"

Still wondering

"It's a former accident, but it's only now that the pain is again"

I said while grimacing

"The accident you said first? The same story as me why did it get to an accident ?"

demand curious

"You still owe me the same story"

My grunt is upset

"Yes . If you've improved, I'll tell you where I started to like you"

His smile while tucking my hair in my ears made me choose silence.

***

I took the medicine the doctor gave me in the kitchen after dinner, hoping my back wouldn't hurt too much after taking the medicine.

My estimation was right that the doctor said the shock caused by my activities while in sukabumi made this pain come back, the doctor also advised me not to do heavy activities again for a while

I went up to the second floor about to lay down my body on my bed with a slightly sad feeling,anyway I like to go to places like yesterday and enjoy extreme games but it feels that after the activity I have to take the medicine, I am really reluctant.

Roan held my hand as I was just about to enter the room making me look at him in wonder

"Where are you going?"

Roan asked with a grim face

"I'm going to sleep ..."

I said, strange about his attitude

"You're not sleeping here anymore"

Taking off his grasp with a serious face

"But..."

I want to protest, but I can't find the right word in my brain

"You're my wife now, she sleeps the same as me "

His words slightly blushed making my face blush too

"Come"

Pull my hand and roll me into her room

The room was more relieved than the room I used to live in, with a large window facing the courtyard of the house making the room dim because of the light from outside.

The scent of perfume Roan used to smell in every corner of the room, and make the atmosphere of the room feel romantic.

Roan closed the door slowly and sat on the edge of the bed, I froze to see his handsome face in the dim room.

He patted his bed a few times while waving at me telling me to sit there, though awkwardly I sat next to Roan.

"It's a little painful?"

Roan asked me, I just nodded my head.

It does not feel sick now, the medicine immediately muffle the pain in my back.

"Thank God"

Roan said in relief

"I ... I still want to play rich yesterday, but now the wealth must be more careful"

sayu suku

"Later to physiotherapy, Dr. Erlangga said it can be cured if you are diligent therapy.Do not worry"

Said Roan calming me down, making me a little relieved.

"Thank God I don't think I can enjoy that kind of thing anymore"

I bow my head

Roan stroked my hair slowly and smiled at me

He asked, I nodded my head slowly

"I've been wanting to play a long time with an adrenaline rush, I was really happy there yesterday...My youth during this time I spent pursuing behind-the-scenes diplomas and college, also looking for work"

My words are sad, why the atmosphere in the room makes me feel comfortable and pour out my heart

Roan hugged me with his sad face and rubbed my back a few times

"I'm sorry, all because of me"

He blames himself

I let go of his embrace and shook my head

"Gok ... I'm right, it's all my decision you're not wrong at all"

Bending my head while twisting my fingers in front of Roan

"I still regret having rejected you with harsh words at that time"

Face bowed.

At this moment, I feel that Roan is not someone I knew.

It was Roan who always stepped full of confidence and certainty, his charismatic aura made anyone look at him amazed.

Seeing Roan like this even made me more stunned, he continued to show the other side in front of me.

"Don't show me your weak side in front of me"

I said turning my face not wanting to continue to be stunned at Roan

Roan who heard my words fell silent and did not understand looking at my face.

"You're making me weak, too"

I admit that.

At least if Roan wasn't serious about this marriage he could stop making me like him.

"Weak?"

Roan asked softly, making me close my eyes while sighing.

"Is loving also a weakness?"

roan asked again to bring his face closer to me

"My answer"

Grabbing my chin until I looked into her eyes, her pomed-less hair made her look teasing.

"For me to love is not weakness, but strength"

Seriously said

"I'm..."

not continuing my words and throwing my eyes the other way, he looked for my eyeballs with his eyes beginning to darken.

"I loved you before you ..."

Roan's words opened his eyes slowly making my heart almost explode

"After I think it turns out when I was with Rani was the reason I was dating her, just to make it easier for you to focus on studying because soon we will pass the graduation exam"

The way I am in front of me makes me surprised

"I am proud to refuse to accept the fact that my heart has been stolen,your gestures even though only the tip of my eye is looking make me smile unconsciously.I who is too young do not admit my feelings arrogantly push you away"

He said with regret

"The reason I sent a message to you back then was because I heard you were also close to Sendy, I was angry. I was jealous! but this arrogant me still does not want to admit it, I feel you are playing with my feelings as well as the feelings of others.I am angry because I am not one - the other for you"

slightly squeezing my arm, upset with his own words.

"Stop"

I can't stand Roan's guilty expression

"Stop feeling guilty to me, I just look at the guilt in your eyes.not ..."

Roan*******my lips make our breath hunt

"I still feel guilty, but this feeling... don't you feel Lyr?"

Roan closed his eyes in front of me

"Or do you want to listen directly to me what is this feeling?"

Said smiling

"I love you Lyr, I want to have you .. have it all. .. I want only me in your heart and mind"

Still closing her eyes sticking her forehead to my forehead made me feel her breath

I kissed her lips making her open her eyes wide, shocked by my reaction.

"Stop, don't talk anymore."

My words blushed

Anxious to hear Roan express his feelings so impatiently, my heart has even been arrhythmia since.

Once a gentle blow Roan made my body lie under him, making me even more shocked

"Then what should I do?you're too adorable, I can't even keep my promise not to touch you until you agree."

His words with furrowed brows held back any desire that flowed in his body.

"Even you attacked me ..."

Looked at me again with my beautiful eyes

"I wouldn't have attacked you if you hadn't provoked me with that statement"

my protest

"If the reaction is like that I'll express my feelings every chance "

Smiling mischievously at me made me cut my lips

"lyr ... I Love you"

He said with a face that made me feel drunk

He kissed me deeper, tracing every inch of my body even though there was no resistance from me.Even saying my name in between our nightly activities, made me grab it and gently rub his hair

His messy hair instead made him more handsome than usual, sexier than usual and made me wilder than usual.

She's mine now, and I'm hers now.This mutual feeling of belonging makes us happy.

Roan smiled smugly at my face, he already knew I could not run away from him even if for a second I would only think about it.

There's no gap for me to escape from him, I've fallen for him much deeper than before.