KARMA FIRST LOVE

Can't lie anymore

"Don't go anywhere, I'm waiting at home!"

His words were grim looking at me who was still busy with some drafts on my desk

"Okay sir, I'll finish it in a minute and go home"

I kept being formal even though it was obvious that he didn't like it because right now there was only me and Roan on that floor.

He clucked in annoyance and passed

After finishing the work that was delayed for that week, I immediately went down to go home.

I haven't booked an ojek online because I intend to see Sendy

Sen.... I want to talk, now can you?

I typed in a message while walking out of the office.

I'm at the cafe

Reply quickly and briefly to my message.

***

Sendy smiled as she saw me open the door of the Cafe and waving at the corner table of the place, I walked up to her.

"How are you Lyr?"

Her greeting was cheerful, she was still my best friend Sendy

"I'm sorry ..."

When I saw her cherry face, she shook her head

"There's nothing to apologize for"

Although smiling clearly looks disappointed in his face

"I hope you're still my best friend"

I hope while bowing his head.

"We're still best friends, until whenever you're my best friend, I just need time to move on"

His words with a cloudy face made me sad and a little relieved

"Thanks Sen..."

I smiled at him

"Lyr .. rich you have to go home"

Glance out the glass cafe

I followed the direction of her gaze, my heart almost stopped when it saw Roan with a sharp look of eyes looking at me.

"Sen.. if he can already accept our friendship, we talk again yes ..."

I said hurry up and immediately ran out of the Cafe leaving Sendy.

Roan walked hurriedly to the car parked on the side of the road not far from the cafe, I chased after him with difficulty because of wearing higheels.

I pulled her hand as she was about to get into the car.

I immediately silenced to see the look of eyes filled with anger, once the pull of Roan pulled me and put me in the car.

He immediately drove his car at medium speed without speaking anything, his eyes still clearly angry

"I just want to apologize for rejecting him while in sukabumi "

I ventured to explain, he did not budge still focused on the road

Even in the yard he just quietly did not respond to me, I was confused by his attitude just follow his steps up to the kitchen when he took a glass of water and drank it up,and turned to look at me with anger.

finish me

"I'm sorry"

Nyaliku chirped before him, I had never seen Roan this angry before even while in the villa.

Now the look in his eyes gives me goosebumps

Roan looked at me and approached me backwards and cornered at the refrigerator door not daring to look at him.

He stretched his arms between my head making me seem locked there.

"I told you not to see him without me"

He said slowly but full of anger

"sorry"

sangkang was afraid that my tears were about to fall from the eye pelukan

"Sorry baby!"

His tone went up telling me to say the word again

"Sorry baby..."

There's a vibration in my voice that I can't hide

"Don't cry"

His sharp words even made my tears flow

"Why crying?"

Roan's voice changed, his voice worried he wiped my tears with his fingers

"I. I'm afraid..."

I was honest with him

"Fearful? scared because of me?"

He asked, I nodded my head slowly

Roan kept me warm

"Sorry.sorry I am angry with you.sorry ..you make me jealous until I am really angry"

He was shocked and sorry now

"I don't mean anything else, I want you to believe me..."

"Yes I will try to believe in you, sorry I .. I just don't want you to leave my rich life first"

I regretted it while rubbing my back slowly

***

He's too greedy...

That rejection of the past should have made him more slowly demand that I not glance at other men, or even befriend Sendy.

After all, I was already quite claustrophobic looking at that handsome face.

From the beginning until this moment he was the only man who was handsome to me.

But if I reveal it bluntly, it will hurt my pride.

Roan looked at me who was looking at him annoyed, still could not believe he was angry like the person who wanted to kill me earlier for seeing me talk to Sendy for a while

"Tomorrow don't ride the ojek again"

prohibition again

"Why?"

Ask me I'm starting to get caught up

"I don't like to see you banging with other guys"

His eyes darkened, implying an unpleasant feeling

"It's just an ojek, not Sendy"

My point is cynical

"Don't call her name in front of me, I don't like it"

His tone threatened

"You're too greedy, used to be afraid of you I don't dare because you always look at me with a dislike gaze.Now you even nag a lot"

my protest rubbed my head

He pulled my body until my body was on it, my face we were only a few inches away making my face red

"I'm your husband now"

I don't know how many times he said that, I don't intend to answer

"I'm jealous!I can't stand to see you close to another guy!Am I wrong?"

looking into my own eyes

"Say, tell me you love me"

Sued me who is still silent, staring at the line of his face that is even more tempting

I turned my face away trying to think clearly but Roan tightened his embrace on my body demanding his orders in the follow.

"What should? after I give it all to you?"

Mynah

"You're only doing your duty not because you want to"

Reversing my body that is now under his body makes me feel the temperature of the room is getting hotter

"I want to hear it"

Still suing me, I turned my eyes again

"You're dodging Lyra again !"

Realizing I was always reluctant to look at him in this close position.

"You knew? I want to hate you .. and leave you after you fall in love with me!I want you to feel like you don't like the people you like!"

Overflowing has been a plan that I ever put together even though I never did

"You want to leave me now?"

His eyes were soft on me, making me automatically shake my head.

"I've fallen in love with you Lyr"

I looked weak in front of me again.

"Don't be weak in front of me, Roan"

warned

"Why?only you can see me like this... "

Not stopping her small eyes anymore made me feel frustrated

I can no longer even control my mind and heart in sync.

"Stop,Roan"

I looked at him inside

"Call my name like that, I like ..."

Smiling delightedly, I grabbed her body and kissed her without orders from her this time.

My breath hunts as I release my kiss from her, I'm sorry...

never had a chance to get back at him, but I couldn't bear it if he kept teasing me.

"That's the answer, you're satisfied now"

I still half closed my eyes

Roan kissed me again, there was a happy gurat on his face.

"I like your answer ..."

His whisper in my ear

I lost ...

I can't lie anymore about my feelings, even though I'm still ashamed to say my body wants it and misses it.