KARMA FIRST LOVE

prove oneself

"I want to work again, I don't care what the office guys say about me"

I looked at Roan, my eyes still puffy from crying all night.

Roan sighed and closed his eyes he seemed to disagree with my wish.

" There's Raka"

The kill won't let me go back to work

"I can be put anywhere"

I'm not flinching

"Why did you arrive - suddenly want to go back to work ? wasn't yesterday we agreed that you just take care of me ?"

Roan held my arm softly

"I want to prove, I'm not a stupid woman.I can count on, for you and the company.I don't want to say that women who just want your wealth!"

Getirku recalled Uncle Roan's words.

"You don't have to prove it to anyone, to me you are the greatest, Lyra ..."

Still persuading me, but I shook my head.

"If you don't let me work in your office, I'll apply for a job somewhere else and prove my worth"

My resolve is round

"Engga.. you can work anywhere else!"

More and more disagree with my idea

" Oh yeah, I'm working in your office again"

Breaking up while taking my little bag, from dawn I was even getting ready with my office clothes.

Roan followed my quick steps, and pulled my arm before I opened Roan's car door.

"Lyr.. listen!"

I turned towards him

"I don't want you to get hurt because of someone else's words !"

His face looks frustrated

I caressed her cheek and smiled

" Something hurts more than the gossip of others, not accepted by your family"

Roan looked at my eyes with a sad look, then he held my hand that was still stuck on his cheek and then kissed my palm gently

"He's not even my family"

Still with an unpleasant tone

"No, he's your Uncle anyway"

Assertiveness

I don't know exactly what happened to Roan and his uncle, but family is family.

"Blood is thicker than water.Rather than you throw it away, you can still correct the mistake"

my words make Roan look soft.

"And the first thing I do is prove I'm a woman worthy of you"

I smiled sincerely at her who was still holding my hand on her cheek

"I may not be pretty"

"No, you're so pretty"

Roan's mumbling makes me chuckle

"Alright, beauty is not enough.I want to be an amazing woman for you and your family"

Hope my persuasion this time works

Chuckles and kisses my forehead

"Let's go "

he said open the car door for me.

****

"Treat me as your secretary when in the office"

I thrust a cup of warm tea at Roan who opened his laptop, Raka who heard that looked a little surprised but immediately controlled his expression.

Raka and all the employees seemed shocked by my presence.

Roan glanced at me sharply and looked back at the laptop screen that was already ON

"All right"

there was still a tone of dislike, but that was all that came out of his mouth made me bow respectfully leaving him with Raka

***

Roan

I turned my chair towards Raka who was still staring behind me

"Stay close to him, help him handle the work I'm giving him without making him feel like he's doing nothing"

My orders

"Good"

Raka slightly bowed and left me.

I let out a heavy sigh, wiping my face rough.

I'm worried, very worried ...

I'm afraid Lyra is hurt by what other people say, I know she's stronger than I thought.

But I still worry about him.

Just hearing someone else talk about it makes me want to sew people's mouths together.

On the other hand, I don't want to make Lyra feel like she can't count on me, nor do I want her to work for someone else.

It's crazy to imagine him serving someone other than me.

****

I growled with annoyance when Raka told me that Lyra was eating in the employee cafeteria, whatever was going on with her in the cafeteria.

I was about to go to the cafeteria, but Raka faced me, and held my shoulder with her arms.

"Sir, I'm sure Miss Lyra can protect herself"

Prevent her from taking her hand off my shoulder, but her gaze remained serious.

"I'm worried!"

Almost screamed, frustrated feeling my worry

"Lord's worries are unwarranted, Miss Lyra is a strong man"

Raka said it as if she knew everything, setting fire to jealousy in my chest.

"You seem to know a lot about my wife"

looking at Raka

"I know a lot about him"

His style and language became relaxed, trying to melt the atmosphere

"Licking my wife's face long ago will shorten your life!"

I lightly hit Raka on the shoulder and turned back to sit down, trying to calm myself from the crazed worry