KARMA FIRST LOVE

The lost confidence

Dad welcomed me and Roan, only briefly separated from my father now I feel time with my father is very valuable.

I hugged my father tightly in the warm yard, after working for a week it felt like I wanted to meet Dad.

Roan allowed it, and of course went with him.

"Dad ...Lyra kangen's..."

I whine like a child in Dad's arms

"Not a month, son"

Father chuckled and let go of his embrace embracing me to enter the living room.

We sat opposite Father who was staring at us warmly

"Where's Roan ? bummer, yeah Lyra?"

father asked with a bright smile to make me cut my lips

"A little yeah .. if again crave ... but make gemes"

I Roan blushed shyly making me touch his arm irritated.

"He was well .. Jealousy !"

complaining to Dad made Dad laugh out loud

"How to play gini ?!"

Said dad blurted

"He's first, yeah!"

my protest is upset

"Lyra .. jealousy is a sign Roan really loves you.You also have to be able to maintain the attitude, right now is already Roan's wife"

I rolled my eyes annoyed to hear my father defend Roan.

"Bela aja continue .. already ah .. I want to make a drink"

I was annoyed as I passed into the kitchen leaving Roan who was looking at me gently

The kitchen and living room were not so far away I could still hear clearly the conversation between the in-laws and his favorite daughter-in-law.

"At first I doubted you'd marry Lyra because of a late request"

Dad's voice sounded sad saying mom made me feel the loss again.

I opened the food cover on the dining table, it turned out to be empty.

I decided to cook for Dad after delivering the drinks I made

"But Roan seems to love Lyra very much, father so calm"

say father again

"I do love Lyra well.I'm just late to realize it.I'm sorry"

roan replied full of regret

"Hahahaha... Now be Lyra's cousin huh?"

father's laughter echoed in the air

"Dad gaul also knew the term bucin hahaha"

Roan also melted the atmosphere that began to spoon

"But, it seems Lyra has not been able to forgive me completely because of my rejection first "

Roan spoke again in a sad tone

"Son, must be more patient ... Lyra was a bit vindictive but she actually did not have the heart .. exactly rich late home"

Father remembered mother with his words

"Yes yeah, I'm going to show more of my feelings for Lyra, I don't want to regret it anymore."

Roan said steadily

I appeared before them with two cups of warm sweet tea making them mute.

"Keep, no wonder until the kitchen "

I was upset to see them shut up

Roan looked at me in shame making me frown

"Don't express it here, dong! it's just gemes!!!"

kira - I guess the look in my eyes speaks to Roan

"Dad, today I'm dad's masakin ya !?"

My proposal to dad

"But in the fridge there's nothing Lyr"

Said dad staring at me

"What - what, today Roan same Lyra to the supermarket shopping huh! holiday hump"

I looked at Roan for approval

"Yes yeah, we shop first "

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Roan grabbed the troly as I started pushing it and taking over made me smile happily, Roan started sorting out the groceries

"Shopping is done at home as well"

He said, adding a few cans of his favorite soda drink

"I'm going there, you're choosing vegetables for Dad"

I left Roan without his consent

I chose some vegetables and meat for me to cook and as Dad's stock at home, when I finished I started looking for Roan.

Seeing Rani next to Roan made me hide behind the high shelves of the supermarket, and chose to peek at them from afar.

Roan's eyes run around looking for something, while Rani seems enthusiastic about meeting Roan here.

"If you have a wife, you don't have to shop alone"

Rank's chirps made Roan stop his steps and stare intently at the beautiful woman.

"I'm not gonna let my wife shop alone"

Said Roan coldly

"Uhhhh..so sweet her you ..so when do I marry you?"

Rani asked in a seductive tone

"I'm married ..."

Roan let out a sigh of annoyance

"Hahaha, don't be so rich, no funny Roan!"

kekeh Rani but her face looks angry, maybe felt rejected by Roan.

"Seriously, don't let me marry you again!"

Hardik Roan sharply made Rani silent for a moment

"I can't believe you're married, you're here alone "

Rani said in a serious tone

"I came with my wife"

Answer Roan coldly

"Roman... Roan ... if you want to refuse I do not gini how .. you were from the first time we dated the reason the breakup likes not to make sense.meaning I feel already broke up with you... you're still my boyfriend until now "

No longer have the pride for Roan in front of him

"As for you, I'll give you the reception invitation after she agrees on the date"

Roan began to leave Rani

I ran towards the cashier and immediately paid for my groceries, I didn't want Rani to insult me in front of Roan.

Rani must be angry because of Roan's rejection, I also do not want Roan to lose control and admit our marriage in front of Rani who had not liked me.

I waited for a while at Roan's side of the car, squatting down and hiding, not wanting anyone to see me.

When compared to Rani, I am not a match.Frankly believe yourself exhausted every time you see Rani, Roan not even myopic he can certainly see I am not comparable to Rani.

I felt annoyed myself when I saw Rani and Roan matching walking side by side with Rani.

"I'm looking for you, even here "

Roan said exasperatedly as he tipped a few large plastic bags in his hands

"Draw open the car door!"

I said to him while looking around was it that Rani saw me with Roan.

Roan opened the car door and I immediately entered with a ruffled feeling, even covering my face while looking down as the car passed the figure of Rani who just came out of the supermarket.

"What the hell are you?!"

Realizing I was avoiding Rani

"No... "

Answer somberly

"I don't want him to bother me anymore, or bother you again.I've said I'm married, if I meet you I want to know to him who my wife is.But you even hide rich that"

I'm silent, I don't want Roan to introduce me to Rani just that I don't have the confidence to stand next to the perfect Roan.

"Are you ashamed of having my husband?"

Roan asked me to stop thinking about where his mind had been all this time.

Embarrassed? am I not the one who is embarrassing???

"Not .. precisely I am ashamed"

I squeezed my own fingers irritated by my helpless confession before Roan.

"You know ngaco ... shame - shame why try?"

I can't say I didn't want to make my pride even more broken.