KARMA FIRST LOVE

Maaf

I looked at Roan in surprise as he stood right beside my bed, he stared at the infusion that was stuck in my hand with a worried look.

The facial expression I had never seen before made me look at it with a strange feeling.

"Sir Roan?"

I made him re-establish his expression .

"You sick?"

stupid question! if I'm in a hospital like this, it means I'm sick, right?!

"Why are you here?"

I didn't even intend to answer.

"Your friend seems very angry because I left you at the meeting place"

He said with an angry face

Sendy's? Why did the bucket say everything was the same? what do you try to mean?!

"There's nothing to talk about anymore"

I turned my face away from him

"There!"

Roan pressed his voice, and I didn't touch him at all.

"You never confessed - did I become my girlfriend in school?"

hearing her question it was my neck choked and immediately looked at her angrily

"Why are you asking now that almost 10 years have passed?"

I'm cynical

"Jawab only ... "

He sighed in frustration

"No, never once did I say you were my girlfriend."

My insistence on her made her sigh even more frustratedly holding her forehead with her hands.

"Even if it's been answered, it won't change everything now."

Cold speech.

"Why did you leave school?Was it because of my message?"

Although the answer is yes I don't want him to know, it's useless

"You're not that special, sir"

I told her my own feelings.

"I came out because I couldn't stand being bullied every day"

I twisted my own finger

Roan was silent for a while and noticed my fingers clinging to each other.

"Thank God..."

He breathed a sigh of relief but his face looked irritated, not upset because of what...

"I want to rest"

I kicked him out .

"I'm sorry.I'm sorry for misunderstanding, I know I won't change anything.But at least let me apologize, we can still work together without looking back."

He bowed his head making me look at him in wonder.

The winner, Roan Welly Wijaya apologized while looking down.Do I have to immortalize it ???

"Sorry to have misunderstood, sorry to have also overreacted during the meeting earlier and made you walk that far"

And it just makes me more confused.

After that he hid his face from my sight and turned around.

"Working back after recovery..."

She passed after saying that to me, leaving me still confused to hear her apology.

This heart thumped just by hearing him apologize with his archived face.

You idiot!!!

***

Roan

I managed to catch my breath after coming out of the room.Lyra's face was plain without makeup it looked even prettier than usual, whatever was on my mind but it made my face feel hot.

I patted - patting my cheek trying to wake myself up

"Apologies already ?"

Sendy's voice made me stop that and try to be normal and look at her sharply.

At this hour ? she came to the hospital to accompany Lyra ?

"Yes, I've apologized...Lyra works back up after she's healed"

Obviously I was short, he nodded his head and took a few steps forward

"Happy seeing?your face is red when you get out of there"

Staring at me suspiciously

"What do you mean?"

I said a little bit of a wave

"Lyra is indeed beautiful with her innocent face, after so long you just realized !"

"Stop your bullshit!"

I stepped away from him

"Hey...Don't try to take Lyra's heart off again!"

I stopped stepping on hearing that and turned towards him

"His feelings aren't mine, I'll let him like me!!!"

I soon passed from him not wanting to hear his chatter again.

***

"Hey...yet you're sleeping?"

Sendy greeted me with a bright smile

"Dam!!!!You said what the hell is Roan ?!"

I immediately pinched his arm when sitting next to the bed made him grimace in pain

"Dih .. instead of saying thank you, nyubit!"

she rubbed - rubbed the arm that was pinching my fist

"Yes .. I did not get fired with him .. but his expression was dangerous !!!"

My words ruffled my hair until it decomposed in all directions

"What the hell?! what danger?!"

Sendy asked chuckled

"Hant heart I want to lose it !!!!"

My words are holding my chest

Sendy grabbed my head and tidied up my messy hair

"Don't fall in love with her again Lyr"

said Sendy while continuing to tidy up my hair

"I don't want you to be hurt anymore, I don't want you to run away again..."

I chuckled at Sendy's sweet attitude towards me and brushed off his hand

"What the hell?! So sweet..."

Staring at Sendy,geli himself

"Which I used to be sweet, you just realized"

Sendy smiled at the making - make me even more curled up.

***

A few days only Sendy accompanied, and several times Roan sent me food to the hospital through his man.

After I recovered and went home, I went straight home to see Mom and Dad.

Mother even cried to see my presence, they were worried because suddenly I was out of town.

I hugged my mother, I always felt sad to see the mother crying because of her worries about me.

"Bu .. I'll take care of myself... "

Mom just cried her hand trying to rub me even with a stiff movement.

Dad didn't even ask me because I was angry I didn't talk to him first.

Persuading an angry father is a bit difficult compared to the mother, Dad tends to be silent when angry...

"Dad, I'll take care of myself.Dad and mom can't worry anymore, I'm an adult now"

I said behind the wall, while glancing at my father who was refitting a washing machine.

"You are, I say you can't worry but keep worrying!You're an adult, but you don't have a boyfriend yet..."

Father's words nudged the soul of the jombloku

"Dad.... Women can also take care of themselves, do not have to have a new partner there is a guard, right ?!"

Rajukku while kneeling Dad's shoulder trying to melt it

"Tetep by Lyr... If Daddy's mom is not there, you should have someone to take care of .. seakantu before Dad does not exist, Dad must be your mastiin in the same care of the man in charge "

I started again with that complaint

"Don't be a future husband, even if I don't have one, huh..."

I said while sitting next to Father still with a sulking expression.

"From a long time ago until now, I've never seen you bring a girlfriend home, a boy friend never"

Dad's still focused on the screwdriver he's holding

If you think - think I never bring a friend let alone a girlfriend for me to introduce to Dad and mom, I think,it's not that I don't want anyone to know who Mom and Dad are just that I don't want to, there's nothing special about me to bring home.

If I bring Sendy, I don't want Dad and mom to misunderstand me thinking Sendy is my girlfriend, Sendy must be uncomfortable.

"Anyways, if you don't bring your girlfriend here .. I'll match up with your friend's son Daddy !"

I was surprised to hear Dad's words

"Dad, don't joke ah. It's not the old days in that soul mate..."

Whiney

"If so know the same father who can make Dad sure he can take care of you"

Dad left me alone in front of that broken washing machine.

I even just started working again tomorrow after the mess I made, being able to work again was a blessing for me, now it's coming - Dad just asked me to introduce him to my girlfriend.

Ah... I did not think until there, yes but my age is no longer young, naturally, Dad and mom started to worry.