KARMA FIRST LOVE

Circumstances that make uncomfortable

Roan looked at me without blinking, his mouth slightly open looking at the wedding dress attached to my body.

We chose an international-style reception to make it simpler, which Roan obviously did not want me to be exhausted just by following every step of the custom.

Most importantly for him, everyone knows me and he's married.

Since the invitation was spread everyone in the office even those I don't know greeted me,yes.the power of CEO !

I actually know, behind my back they were rustling about me arriving - just about to marry the leader of their company.

But Roan did not seem to stay silent, at the briefing that morning he stressed not to make rumors or issues related to his marriage.

Roan added security around the company building, not even leaving me alone.

I feel like I'm being pinged by my own husband...

Daddy's? of course he was happy to see me who was able to accept this marriage completely.

At least looking at Dad's smile, I feel like mom is smiling at me too ...

****

"Passed.shame"

My whisper was full of anxiety trying to get rid of his hand on my waist

"Why? let's just wait for the reception, they know you belong to me now"

I looked at him sharply but Roan did not flinch at all frustrating me.

Everyone's attention was fixed at the main entrance, it seemed like there was a huge commotion.

I looked at Roan who was tightening his arms around my waist as if he knew what was going on.

"What's wrong?"

I asked to see an unhappy aura on his face

Before Roan replied, Rani barged inside in a mess.

I felt sorry to see him who no longer appreciated himself, he even continued to thrash when security tried to pull him out

"Stop"

My words made everyone freeze

"Let's talk in the right place"

A step forward made Roan back in my way with his body

"No one should talk to him"

Start getting restless

Rani tidied her hair and as usual pretended to be arrogant even stepped in with her steps.

****

Roan clasped my hand tightly while staring intently at Rani

"Which shaman ? until Roan gets to you?"

Questions spiced up with ludicrous slander

"Stop,Ran!"

Roan was upset

"Think of whatever you like Ran..."

My words in a cold tone made him chuckle

"It is logically thought, how could Roan want to marry the same girl he had rejected and .. from a poor family"

I stared at Rani sharply this time

"At least we who are poor are grateful for the gift of God!"

Smiling sinisterly at him who immediately looked furious

"What do you mean?!"

He began to show his anger

"You know exactly what I mean"

Answer's ambiguous

"Hey! you're the one who never noticed the nose and chin I've always been rich in gini!"

His anger swallowed all over him

"Ran. I'm not saying you change your face"

Smiling triumphantly

"Aghhh!!!Look at it later!!! I'll get you Lyra!!!"

Prying - pecking left the room with a dead red face, between shame and anger.

"Where did you learn this rich thing?"

Roan looked at me in admiration

Polo answered.

True, Roan is a very emotionally controlled person in front of anyone but word games - he says sometimes make someone angry so they can not eat and sleep.

****

I actually feel disturbed by the presence of Rani especially in the company, if only the myth about the ears will be hot when talking about others maybe my ears are burned now

Everyone in the company talked about me, even though they did not dare to speak directly more or less their thoughts just like Rani who thought I went to the shaman and made Roan want to marry me.

I stirred the food in front of me, not a single bribe entered my mouth

Roan looked at me, and kept his spoon on the plate

"You still think?"

I stared at him a little gasp because I was dissolving in my mind

"I am .. I want to stop working "

My words are heavy

roan's company was my first time as a secretary and I loved it so much, besides being around Roan all the time it made me meet a lot of other people and learn a lot of things.

But the current situation makes me uncomfortable.

"Aren't you comfortable?"

Roan asked in a patient tone

"I'm not comfortable, Rani .. might as well as the office people think of me"

Sickly said

"I knew... "

trying to understand what I feel

"But .. I honestly still want to work"

trying to be honest with Roan

"You keep working anyway.You're going to take care of the household"

Roan's smile expands

"But it..."

Roan approached me and stroked my hair softly

"The job of taking care of the household is the busiest and tired you know..."

trying to make that choice is in my heart

"I'll be bored ..."

Pouty looking at him

"I'm going to sleep"

I left Roan who seemed to be sighing

Roan followed me into the room, he hugged my body from behind gently.

"You can call or video call me if you're bored"

He's not done persuading me

"I want to work somewhere else!"

My disconnect felt disapproving of Roan's idea

"Where? so what's? secretary?"

Herb

"Yes .. I'd like to try applying to another office"

I still didn't look at her even though she was a little awake and staring at my face

"Can't be !"

It rarely made me look at him sharply

"Can't you, later if the boss guy continues to like you ? keep you told - tell it to someone else ?! I can't get !"

I let out a pissed breath

"The horror! not all boss guys, not all like me and the name of the work is definitely asked this!you're still telling me that, right?!"

My debate is getting fierce

"No!anyway lnga !"

Start to raise his tone

I'm tired, I don't want to argue I get out of bed and carry a pillow to the tv room leaving Roan alone in the room.

Roan looked upset, he didn't come near me again until I fell asleep