KARMA FIRST LOVE

Don't hold back feelings anymore

I grimaced with pain in my back, either because of body rafting activities or my activities with Roan.

Roan had even finished taking a bath when I woke up in bed, while drying his hair Roan seemed to smile triumphantly.

"That fun?"

I snorted annoyedly at her expression, she stopped drying her hair with the towel in her hand and glanced at me

"Are you not happy?"

As she approached me, I covered my body with a blanket.

"Neither .. I must be happy or feel what this is now"

My honest answer made Roan frown

Honestly there is a sense of happiness to give myself to Roan, my first love.But there is also a feeling of defeat from him, even though I have hidden my feelings in fact my body is reflexively unable to reject it anymore.

I hid my face from Roan's gaze by immersing my face in my arms.

"Why?is there anything that breaks the heart?"

Ask Roan

"Don't look at me so rich!"

I said half screaming still hiding my face

"Why?"

Roan asked again while gently rubbing my head, I brushed it off

"Don't keep hold of me anyway"

My ban again hid my reddened face

"Why?can't I touch and see my own wife?"

Roan began to get impatient and pulled both of my arms so I could not hide my face anymore.

Roan smiled looking at my face, he realized I was half dead hiding my feelings for him.

"You embarrassed?"

Looking for my look

"Let's take a shower!"

drive me to him who still holds my hands tightly

Roan then touched my hand on his chest which was still wrapped in the white towel kimono, making me round my eyes and trying to let go of my hand but Roan's hand held it tightly and looked at me.

"It"

Moved my hand to her head, to her cheek and ended up on her red lips.

"Everything.mine."

I pulled my hand from her lips and looked at her in annoyance.

"You like to tease me?!"

My words cover my nervousness.

"The wife's own tempest is okay - what time ..."

Chuckles tickled at me

"Where to go I'll take a shower!"

Expel me again

He got up and opened his kimono in front of me and wearing his shirt made me close my eyes with my hands

"Why close your eyes?I've seen it all!"

Smiling at me who peeked at her between my fingers

"I'm gonna take a shower!"

I looked at her annoyedly after she was done wearing her clothes.

"Do I need to shower you?"

His words approached me

"No!!!!"

I shouted annoyed

"Why? I've seen it all, your body is really - really perfect..Why is it still shy?"

I want to squeeze his mouth that still teases me.

"Roan!!!! go there I want to take a shower!!!"

My body is covered in blankets, if I walk to the bathroom I can't roll my body with this blanket right???

"Darling .. call me dear!"

His words caressed my open shoulder

"No way"

Reject me while covering my shoulder with a blanket

"Must want!I don't want to be called Roan or Mr. Roan..."

He looked at me sharply

"If in the office I keep calling Mr. Roan, other people don't know we're married yet !"

I loosen up a little rule not wanting to argue

Roan closed his eyes and thrust out his red-looking ears.

Apparently the embarrassed not only me, but he was the same only his face that looks relaxed but his ears are hot to resist his own taste.

I got closer to his ear, wanting to strike back at his temptation.

"Darling..get out first yes.I want to take a shower"

My friendly whisper in the ear makes his face turn red

"Rejected!"

He said, and in an instant, grabbed my blanket and carried my body and lowered me in front of the bathroom door, I was shocked by the treatment and amazed

"If you whisper like that again don't blame me if I attack you again "

Roan whispered in my ear to make me immediately go into the bathroom and close the door tightly.

My heart almost exploded getting that treatment, apparently not easy to get used to the temptation.

****

I came out of the room and saw him sitting in the courtyard, and approached him

"Rohan..."

Calling me makes him look at me sharply

"You want me to bite his lip, don't you ?!"

Showing her teeth in front of me made me roll back

"I mean .. dear"

Saying slowly

"Sendy's problem.I accidentally met her right in the river earlier"

I said with my head down, Roan did not answer

"I still want to be friends with Sendy, he's my only friend from the past.I hope you can be better to him"

My love

"Where can?how can I be nice to a guy who likes my wife"

Roan was upset

"Yes I know, but later also Sendy will menggelupain his feelings.Quick or slow..."

My sad words don't want my friendship to end.

"I'm just afraid you're even more comfortable with him than I am"

Roan replied in a sad tone

"If I meant to be with her, I've been dating her before"

My words chuckled, My feelings for Sendy are really just friends no more.

"But .."

Roan was about to protest but stopped when he saw my serious expression

"Not more than friends... "

I'm strict with Roan

"Even if I marry because of my mother's last request, I will still be your wife now.Dimata Religion and law"

Reaffirming my current position in front of Roan, Roan grabbed my body and looked at me.

"But that's not enough for me, I want to be the husband you love.I don't want to hear you talk rich that way anymore!"

The protest was upset

"You're greedy!"

I looked into his eyes sharply

"After you rejected me before I even expressed my feelings back then, now you want to be the husband I love?"

I was upset with him

"Yes I'm greedy!I'm greedy to have you!your mind, your heart and your whole body!"

He looked me in the eye to make my face red, he kissed my lips gently his hands clutching tightly to my body.

There was a feeling of regret and wanting to have a strong one in his kiss.

He let go of his kiss and stuck his forehead on my forehead still closing his eyes with a hunting breath.

"I'm sorry, but I don't want to hold back my feelings anymore.I also want you to not hold your feelings back to me anymore"

Gently spoken

He grabbed both of my cheeks with his hands, and a brilliant smile made my eyes sparkle.

"So express your love that you have longed for before to your handsome husband"

His words are full of confidence

I just fell silent, my feeling was raging unbecoming.

*Have I finished this revenge game ?I could have a heartache for a long time if he kept teasing me like this!

Even seeing her fully made me fall even more in love with her!!!

Very weak of my heart this 😭*