ISTIKHARAH LOVE

Scenario God #23

struggling with the routine that has been guessed the flow is very boring, but sometimes there are just small surprises that occur in the midst of this boredom.

that morning we had breakfast together, Mother, Kinan and I both ate at the same table.

it felt warm and calm, however this is what I missed and I craved.

Mom and Kinan cooked my favorite Vegetable Sop and Corn Pikedel.

that morning, in the warm dining room, with the aroma of spices, outside the morning dew still lingering on the tip of the leaves, the morning air still felt fresh slipping from behind the window slit.

the sound of Spoons and plates unpretentious in silence.

"So where have you been??" Mom broke the silence at that moment.

I was shocked, as well as Kinan. when we immediately met each other.

"Prayer, ma'am" Kinan replied calmly.

"Mom know, this relationship you're in is not an easy one, I know how hard it is for you to survive this far. I just told her, eventually. That's the best for both of you"

The dinner table chat that opened my eyes, how difficult it was what we had been doing all this time.

Love with two different beliefs.

"Mom... I'm allowed to make it to Jogja yes for the next few days, Kinan will also come" I said

"Go, careful. Titip Kinan" replied Mother

The next day we left for Jogja, our luggage was not much. we used a morning flight.

jakarta trip - Jogja is short, it seems like a blink of an eye we have arrived at the airport.

Jogja with all the customs and strong culture, said the saying "you don't need to be born in Jogja to be a jogja".

maybe this is the proof, we do not need to be a Jogja to be able to feel the hospitality.

the friendly smile of the residents of this Special City, every corner of the city seemed to be Beautiful.

Becak and Andong neatly lined up, traders of cloth, food, until typical knickknacks Jogja stretches along the Road.

"do you want to go straight to your destination or surround here first??" ask to Kinan.

I saw his eyes were a little bit smelly, I knew this trip was very short, but it was quite draining.

"really?? the place we want to go is quite far from the city, there is also no place rich streets here."

"gapa, the streets can be sometime"

we finally decided to continue our journey to the place I promised.

along the way using public transport, I saw Kinan never once to take his eyes off the side window of the car.

"Jo.." suddenly Kinan opened the conversation.

"why??" answer me

"do you know what?? I'm always happy when traveling like this, all the impulsive events that can't be spoken of in words, meeting people we might only meet once in a lifetime, foreign places, he said, and.." he stopped talking.

then look towards me.

"and with you, I'm always happy to be by your side, I feel safe and protected"

At that time the mini bus we were riding was very quiet, there were only a few passengers.

we sat in the back row, right near the back door.

"i've never felt this alive, it was you who made me dare to reopen the new pages in my old book, Kin, it's not easy to have a relationship with two God's who play a role."

"whether I think of continuing with you, I will come with you, embrace what you embrace" Kinan concluded cutting off my conversation.

I was surprised to hear what he just said.

"Kin. is not that simple, you do not know my Lord. Religion is not about playfulness, I don't want to be the reason for you to change beliefs.I want you to move because it is your desire, not so that we can be together... I don't want you to sell God just for His Creation" I explained.

Kinan leaned against my shoulder, he closed his eyes while whispering.

"god is one, only we are not the same"

Cars continued to run through the villages, the expanse of green rice fields were still beautiful, the birds were flying on the green rug, teak trees were neatly lined up along the way.

the weather on this moon is cool, the blue sky along with hordes of clean white clouds is beautiful.

I saw Kinan already asleep on my shoulder, his hand still tightly grasping my arm.

"you are the one prayer I ask for in my every bow to God" I whispered