ISTIKHARAH LOVE

Scenario God #19

*Fall standing through every day, realizing my life was just a breath, clouds floated and disappeared, running unrelenting my longing, always believing even if I did not see, and always, soft whisper of your love I always hear to the end of the heart to calm my soul.

even if I walk in the valley of darkness I will not waver, for you are with me, guiding me always, flying through every season of my life.

some people come in our life as blessing, others come in or life as lesson.

People come and go, some leave wounds, but many teach lessons.

some of them bring love and love, some of them bring hypocrisy in the form of happiness.

sometimes I get tired of what I live, but think again, who am I living for? where is the final destination of all this.

is it just life and death?

ternyara no!

more than that, what I am living today tomorrow and so on, is nothing but to be useful to the people around me, making them smile happily over me as the reason, he said, making others feel grateful for me in their lives.

tired is natural, the name is also human, not a robot that lives on fuel and can be on for 24 hours.

crying??

naturally, just think of crying as a process of recharging yourself, in order to be strong to face the life to come, what next?

Asking your Lord to always be given the best path, even if a little bit steep is okay*.

*

That afternoon the twilight vines were seen again along the Jakarta horizon, the purple mega tinge to the red-spread, the clouds were still in place, the night birds began to fly, the trees and leaves began to duck shut.

I stood in front of the hospital corridor, looking at the vast expanse of the world I was in.

"Mas Jojo.." Someone called my name, and I turned to him.

Zahra was standing behind me.

"Eh you're Ra.." I said

"Mira control again?" continued

"Yes Mas, but thank God this is the last, Mira has healed completely" he replied with a smile, a sweet smile without artificial sweeteners.

"mmmm Thank you so much, Ikhrom picked you up today?" askaku returned

"Mas Ikhrom is here today, coincidentally, again on the toilet" Zahra said, pointing to the back.

"Hmmm well, I happen to want to talk to Ikhrom, I haven't seen him in a long time"

"come here soon too"

"that's Mas Ikhrom" continued Zahra.

I turned to the right side level, the figure of a slightly full-bodied man, in a Pich-colored Koko dress, holding a small child in front of him.

he walked towards the two of us, I'm sure Ikhrom hasn't noticed my presence.

a few feet away he began to get close, and immediately realized it.

"MasyaAlloh Jonathan? how are you??"

he said while taking my hand.

"it just so happens to be found here, practice here apparently" he continued

Zahra just smiled looking at him, then grabbed Mira who was still in the arms of Ikhrom.

"Alhamdulillah, Zahra if cooking likes to taste good, so never can refuse, so gini deh. hehe" Candanya.

"Thank God that's it" I said

"Close to Jo's house, not far from here, Zahra Masakin your favorite food, what is it baby?? eeeee"

"fried potato patches with quail eggs" added Zahra.

"More, right?" ask Zahra to me.

I was surprised to hear that Zahra still remembered what I liked..

"Zahra in the early days of marriage a lot of stories about you Jo, and from Zahra also I know that you used to live in Gunungkidul"

"ohhhh so" I said as I glanced at Zahra, I saw Zahra just smiling.

"When are you going to Gunungkidul again Jo? who knows if we can be together" Ikhrom asked

"quite soon, I have also planned it, but have not found the time"

"ok, will you tell me later, ask for your contact?" pinta Ikhrom while propping up her mobile phone

"mmm okay" then I grabbed the phone and started to record my phone number.

*type type type*

then I save with my name.

"It is" I said, returning Ikhrom's phone

"get ready, then kit's farewell to Jo."

he took my hand and hugged me.

"Let's say hello to my dear Om" Zahra told Mira.

Mira grabbed my hand and pressed it against her forehead.

"Assynogaic"

they passed from before me, Zahra looked back, she left her distinctive smile, then walked along with Ikhrom who was holding Mira.

Hola, thank you for waiting for the continuation of this novel.

sorry a few weeks back it has been rarely updated, because I decided to take a short break from All Social Media.

but now I'm Back 😊

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regarding give away, it will remain in place later when the episode has stepped on to 50+

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