ISTIKHARAH LOVE

Don't Lie to Yourself

It did not feel almost a month we were here, the citizens we considered as our own family, the santri-santri here also did not hesitate to share stories with us.

Pade and all the Clinic Officers who feel like our parents.

it feels like, during here, we never felt lonely at all, the programs that I made little by little began to apply, the Counseling that was born from the idea of Ricky we have also been working on, he said, and it's nice to be on the agenda every month.

for several days Zahra had gone to the City to take care of her graduation documents.

That afternoon we harvested some medicinal plants that we planted a few weeks ago.

ginger, sambiloto and others.

the plan is we will immediately process it into herbal medicine.

assisted by some of our residents to work together to process everything, while also giving examples of how to process good and correct herbal medicines.

every citizen is very enthusiastic about what we do, not infrequently some questions come out of each citizen.

it did not feel like the day started in the afternoon, we decided to end the event, and it will continue the next day.

residents flocked back to their homes, while we cleaned up all the equipment.

"Assynoltom..."

we all turned and saw Kyai Arif standing right in front of me, I reflexively grabbed his hand and returned the greeting he made.

"Goddessalam..."

"why... again on busy huh?" tannya

then Citra answered.

"ahhh neither did Mr. Kyai, only to clean up the former activities just now.."

"Don't forget the Maghrib Prayer" he said

Image and Ricky nodded with a smile.

"Yowis me to the Mosque first, come on... Assalamualaikum.."

"Goddessalam.."

he passed by with some conscious students waiting for him.

"Alhamdulillah.." said Citra while standing.

"gw first up Ky, Jo.."

"don't you wait for my brother??" ricky asked as he hurriedly got up from his seat.

"You're eyes..."

then the image went ahead of us all.

"Ky, if it's not wrong today Zahra went back to the cottage, right??"

"yakali, the existing tar even misunderstood"

"PaDe, Zahra about when's she coming home??" yell Ricky

I reflexively closed Ricky's mouth with my hand and said.

"what the heck is you Ky. make me ashamed"

Pade Suryo approached us.

"why?? you're missing, huh??" candlesticks

"it's Pade the Jojo just got nanyain" Ricky said

"no Pade, Don't Believe.."

"yoo it's okay, wong just nanyain aja??"

I nodded, while Ricky walked ahead of us saying.

"Come PaDe, Adzan already.. later continue again in order"

"monggo first, PaDe's coming soon"

then he came closer to me, his hand holding my shoulder and saying.

"dek Jhonathan likes the same deck of Zahra??" tannya

I was very surprised by his question, then tried to dodge it.

"not PaDe"

"yes, it's also okay, but PaDe just want to order it, if you really like it, please Fight for what you deserve to fight, not until you mengeselesalah later in the day. Zahra is a good child, motherly, no neko-neko, and according to PaDe women like Zahra are very rare in this world, so do not hesitate anymore, do not lie to yourself.."

I just kept listening to the words that came out of PaDe Suryo's mouth.

"then PaDe went to the mosque first"

"iya Pade Please..."

"living a while is okay, right??"

"it's okay PaDe Its ok"

he went up next to me and walked to the mosque.

I was still pondering what I just heard.

after finishing the prayer, they returned to my place, then flocked to clean all the equipment.

we went back to the cottage, that night I really couldn't sleep, it felt anxiety covering my head.