
**someone once said to me.
"you can't always be happy, but you can make everyone happy, in your own way, that's where real happiness lies"
sometimes people never feel enough, after being given this, will ask for it, can even demand more.
but sometimes we forget that everything on this earth is just a deposit.
sometimes we can only denounce, without being able to recite.
When we are really going to give up something, it's good we start first from the heart, the mouth can say "Okk I'm sincere", but the heart???
if we give up something because of God, then God will replace it with a better one.
Believe this.
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That afternoon the sky of Jakarta back meng Abu, do not see orange streaks as usual, the atmosphere around began to prepare for his arrival.
some riders started to pull over and put on their rain suits, while others continued to rush through the crowd of exhaust fumes that began to be erased by water stubs from the sky.
I see only me left at this stop.
I put my hands up in the sky, "tick the tick.." A few drops of water fell right on my palm.
"Don't bring another car, Doc??" ask Doctor Kinan who is already beside me.
I pulled my hand, patted them both, and put them in my pants pocket.
"Yes nihhh Dok" I replied as I turned towards him
Doctor Kinan was still standing next to me without taking a word.
I realized it and asked.
"Dok.. Doctor Kinan" I said, patting him on the shoulder.
he looked up at my hand that was still on his shoulder.
"Yes, what's wrong??" ask her
I took my hand off his shoulder, looked back at the sky who started to take down the horde of his troops.
slowly more and more.
"You want to eat instant noodles again??" continued Doctor Kinan
I smiled at him, then replied while rubbing his head.
"Doctors believe in a Destiny??"
"people say, before we are born into this world, all the journey of life has been determined by the creator, from crying for the first time, to smiling for the last time"
for a few seconds we were just silent.
then I continued my words.
"So is the destiny of meeting one human being with another human being, the growth of the seeds of Love, from those who initially only admire to be Love and Compassion"
"Where is this going??" ask Dr. Kinan
"meaning Direction?? answer me
"iyaaa, the direction of Doctor Jhonathan's talk I mean" he continued
"ohhh no, I just feel amazed by all the plans and scenarios that God has arranged for me, everything is very very neatly arranged, but stupidly I still feel lacking"
suddenly Doctor Kinan extended his hand forward.
"dok, this hand is Doctor Jhonathan, and all this rain is the wish of Doctor Jhonathan, see...not everything falls right in this hand right??"
I nodded and continued to pay attention to him, then Doctor Kinan continued his conversation.
"yes so with this life, it is natural, his name is also human, will never feel enough, this desire has been fulfilled, suddenly another comes, another, it is impossible for us to get everything, but by trying, by God's will everything will be smooth, even if it fails at least we have tried."
Doctor Kinan smiled at me, I returned his smile, I pulled his hand in front of me, I positioned my body and body facing each other.
then without warning, I hugged him..
I saw Doctor Kinan was a little surprised by what I just did.
but I could feel his embrace.
we dissolved a few seconds in each other's arms.
the droplets of water that descended accompanying today, the gray sky, the scent of the ground and the wet grass, all melted into one.
like us now.
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