ISTIKHARAH LOVE

Change and Hope

Cring....

Alaram rang but I was awake before he rang, deliberately I woke up early, after performing Tahajud Prayer, then I immediately took the Quran and read it.

honestly, after I came home from my activities in the Village, I was also more accustomed to waking up in a third of the night to just talk with my Creator, through my Prayer.

I read sheet by sheet, although still stammering but I try to make sure that what I read is in accordance with the meaning and meaning.

"Allahu Akbar's.... Allah Akbar...."

as the Adhan Shahuh had rang out, I hurried to get ready to go to worship at the Mosque.

already a few weeks I have often Participated in Complex Mosques, although initially awkward, but it all felt ordinary saha after I got used to it..

"Mas Jonathan..."

someone called me, I turned to Mr. Ajat, the Complex Security Guard here.

"You want to go to the mosque too?" tanyakanya.

"yes sir, how is the Complex safe??"

"Aman restrained poke Mas, heheh"

"Pak Ajat also wants to go to the mosque, right?? if so, come together" I asked while locking the gate of my house.

"get ready, mango" replied Mr. Ajat while bowing his body.

we walked together, indeed, the mosque in this complex is not so far from My House, so I usually walk, while breathing the Fresh air of Jakarta City, before the pollution came to attack.

At 4 to 5 it is indeed the right time to enjoy the Fresh Air of Jakarta, in addition to still a few people who are active, but silence and dim lights become reinforcement that Jakarta can still fall asleep with Lelap.

"Mas Jhonathan is delicious huh"

suddenly Mr. Ajat said so.

"nice as the gimaba sir??" my many.

"yes, it's good, it's young but already have a house, already have his own vehicle, the work of the Doctor anyway. the pokonya is very dreamy"

"yes, too, yes, but I salute you the same Mas Jhonathan, when people the same age of Jhonathan again dizzy thinking about this installment, Mas Jhonathan mah adem aja"

"waahhhhh hopefully it is ayem yes sir"

I continued my words while joking.

"sir Ajat has a girl, no sir?? if you have, mate is the same sir me, who knows fit. heheh"

"if I have a mah okay dah, do not love, do not need to think long, but my son Man all Mas, the time will be in the same soul mate mas"

"that's not the case, sir, hahaha"

after some time we finally arrived at the mosque, I washed my feet first, I happened to have taken ablution at home.

after congregation, I had a chance to exchange ideas with several mosque managers, one of which was Ustadz Hari, he often filled in the study events, and this time happened to be his discussion about the Soulmate and Death.

"The soul mate and death have been prepared since we are still in the womb, all the journey of one's life is neatly arranged, and there is no coincidence, everything is arranged, everything is arranged, if according to a well-known philosopher, "it just so happens to be something that's already in the scenario", we can choose to marry anyone, but not to be a match with anyone."

I was stunned by what I just talked about, then asked a question.

"sorry Mr. Ustadz, is it possible, if there is a soul mate who is switched?"

he smiled and answered.

"not at all! no word soul mate is changed."

"what about someone who married several times? is the person he married all his soul mates?"

my question sounds ridiculous.

"come like this, Mas Jhonathan sailed here, yes, to Europe for example, well definitely not going directly from Indonesia to Europe right?? but it will pass through several countries, several piers and will certainly transit right to just refuel or stop to enjoy the beauty of the city that passed when sailing, but the purpose of the Jhonatahn mas is just satau, Europe!"

"so it means that God gives the opportunity first for someone to learn that a marriage is a sacred procession, which is expected once in a lifetime, for people who marry several times, not because of many partners, not because of a lot, but God loves the opportunity to learn, learn to appreciate a marriage, learn how hard it is to build a household, take responsibility, and much more"

I just nodded, and suddenly came to mind, "it seems there is still hope for me and Zahra to be together."