ISTIKHARAH LOVE
Scenario God #12
**not always what we find disappointing is really disappointing, there is always learning in each of these disappointments.
crying??? okay, that's natural, crying is a sign you still have the heart to continue your life.
angry??? yes of course you can, just think of all the anger that overflows from you as the spirit to open a new page that is in front.
it's okay to be sad, but don't drag on, you still have to be excited, there's someone across there waiting for you, he'll be the first to greet you when your ship docks.
sometimes as human beings, we feel alone, abandoned, isolated.
but that's just a sense that comes when we're not trying to reopen a locked heart.
someone will be ready to take you back.
take good care of yourself! 😊**
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"i'll come with you to Bandung to meet Father and Mother" said Kinan
"are you sure??" much
he nodded and came back to me, I answered him tightly.
"then let's go home, the rain has also subsided." invite me while releasing the decapitation.
"me take yaaa" she asked
"i'm going home to Mom" I replied
"it's okay, all acquaintances, I've been wanting to see your mother for a long time" Kinan said.
"do you know how my mother is?? Galak loh, especially if you see a girl who is more beautiful than herself, you can run out" I said scaring.
"that's okay, I'm not prettier than you, so why fear?"
"really yaaa??? don't run away if you meet"
we walked to the parking lot, where xenia's car parked itself under the street light pole to the hospital.
"i brought ya" I asked
he nodded and handed the car keys to me.
on the way we just fell silent, noticing the hustle and bustle of the city of Jakarta that we are getting used to watching, the streets began to be crowded with employees who just came home from work.
the street lights began to light one by one illuminating each corner of the highway to the house Mother.
*98.7 fm Indonesian music generation, hello loyal listeners of fm gene, lately Jakarta is washing itself, rain everywhere, but fortunately not flooded huh, has not??? do not deh yaaaa, okk we are the only princess of the Gen Fm playlist 3 weeks in a row, Sal Priadi ft Nadin Amizah with her most serious song Amin, Happy listening*
only the sound of the radio broadcaster broke our silence in the car, the song was playing, the second every second was very slow.
the heavy and distinctive male singer's voice in the sanding with the soft voice of the female singer pusahdu became a complement to our silence.
***I know you were born from
Beautiful whole moonlight
I'm from the storm
Angry noisy boisterous
There are also many sad things
But I think you're brilliant
Able to give birth to star stars
I think it's also because of your badai
Also because of your softness
'In this adventure
Let's knock on the same door
Bringing the most serious amen
Worldwide
Imagine how beautiful and funny it is
This thunderbolt
Compared to an angry rink
And celebrate
The most serious amine in the world
Hard rough a wrinkle
I'm from the pill
Aman who turned out to be fake
And all too good
But I think you're brilliant
Able to give birth to star stars
I think this is also because of your gentle attitude
Patience is number one too
'In this adventure
Let's knock on the same door
Bringing the most serious amen
Worldwide
Imagine how beautiful and funny it is
This thunderbolt
Compared to an anxious speck
And celebrate
The most serious amine in the world
Most serious amen worldwide**
The song ran out and we arrived at a crossroads, the traffic lights changed from yellow to red.
*tick. tick..*
as the rain started to roll back down and wet the car we were riding in, I pressed the wiper button to clear the water blocking my view.
*trak track track track*
we are still silent.
up to a few seconds Kinan hummed.
"🎶 for this adventure, let's knock on the same door, bring the most serious amen of the whole world"
then stop, I heard him just smile.
"Your voice is good as well" I said breaking the silence
he looked and said.
"mmmm???"
"yes, you just hummed, right??" much
"ohhh was astonished, but I thought it was the slowest.."
I smiled and rubbed his head and said.
"Although I'm sure our story won't be as perfect as Adam and Eve, but I'm sure we're luckier than them"
"you mean??" his question was astonished
"Adam was never given a special room to choose what her partner would be like, straight or curly hair, ignorant or soft in taste, calm or full of gurgles, or, but I can freely choose you to be my life partner" I said
he drew his eyes closer to me and said
"i also feel more fortunate than Eve because, Eve was never given the hand above to choose, Like what her partner would be, Spooky or peaceful anger, Rough or good speech. but I can freely pay attention to the behavior of my future partner before I actually accept it, even though we are not the most romantic show in the Land of Heaven, but in the auspices of Gusti the Great, I'm sure we'll be happy and aging together until the earth refuses to spin again"
"Aamiin"
the lights went from red to yellow to green.
I drove back the car on the road that began to get wet, through the gurgling water that had accompanied us earlier.
