ISTIKHARAH LOVE

Last Pier?

Day by day we passed with passion, we had almost a week to prepare for this event, all the hard work and effort we had poured in everything.

with Zahra's help, we're finally ready to start tomorrow.

"Alhamdulillah, at last everything is done." said Zahra as she patted her hands.

one by one we began to go to the cottage, now only I, Zahra and Some Citizens are left.

"Mas Jhonathan." cried Zahra

I closed the door of the Hall and turned.

"what's Ra???"

"Look, the others came first..."

"yes, wait a minute"

when I finished I walked over to the conscious Zahra who was standing in front of the Fence Hall.

"Tomorrow.." take me.

we walked together, and Zahra said

"No doubt, it turns out that Mas Jhonathan's task is almost complete"

"iya Ra.... Three months feels like a minute, all thanks to your help" I said

then Zahra turned and said

"ahhh wong Zahra just help a little ko, jhonathan mas like to be excessive" he concluded.

"thank you Ra.."

"thank you for what?" ask her.

"iyaaa.. during here a lot ngerepotin Zahra, Zahra also not ceaseless help Mas"

"no need mas, Zahra does not feel bothered" he replied with a smile

"R...."

"Excite"

"Mas want to say something"

"opo to by the way??" tannya

"sit there first" I replied, pointing to a large tree that had fallen.

we sat side by side.

then I said.

"Ra... already these three months Mas really-ener admire the figure of Zahra, I do not know if the example of this mas talking, will how zahra reaction, but... Mas Likes Zahra, Mas Darling Zahra, if possible, allow Mas to be the last man in Zahra's life"

hearing my talk Sontak Zahra was very shocked, the look on his face changed 180° which was originally rumored suddenly became clumsy confusion.

"mean mas Jhonathan what to??"

"Mas wants Zahra to be Mas Jhonathan's partner"

Zahra only let out a long sigh without saying anything.

his face facing the afternoon sky which was very bright, orange-colored violet polished a little magenta color, clouds that began to blacken walked very slowly, and the sun gradually descended towards the earth's crack.

"huft.." his hela.

"Mas Knew, Mas is not a good man, mas is not an Alim man, in contrast to Zahra and Zahra family, the background of the mas is also very, very much destroyed, but Mas Promise will fix everything gradually, at that time you can not be alone, you need a companion, people who are ready to tell Mas when wrong, and you can not be alone, The person who will be the motivation for self mas to stay on the right path, and mas believe, that Zahra is the person.."

he looked at me, his eyes very softly looking at me.

"why can you be so sure that you are rich? Zahra and Mas have only known for a few months, Zahra does not want to rush, and Zahra is also far from what you think, Zahra also still has a lot to learn, too, Now that we both mendingan ourselves, God willing someday if we mate, surely will meet again, Fishermen who go sailing will always know where he should Go and Go home to Dermaganya, we leave everything to the almighty, our duty is to surrender only"

I nodded and invited him to continue on towards the cottage.

zahra nodded and moved from her seat.

we walked and finally arrived at the cottage.

before we parted, he called me and said.

"Mas Jonathan..."

I looked up without saying anything

"I'm sorry." he said.

then pass from before me.

That night I was really tired, my body kept asking me to lie down and close my eyes, but not with my mind, my mind kept playing the recordings of my conversation with Zahra this afternoon.

finally I decided to go out the cottage and walk towards the Village Hall.

arriving there was really very quiet, the surrounding was only illuminated by dim neon lights, I opened the door, I happened to keep the key in my pants pocket.

I noticed all the corners, I cleaned the decorations that were a little tilted.

"Assalamualaikum dek Jhonathan..."

it turned out that Pade Suryo was standing in front of the door while watching me.

"Waalaikumsalam Pade" I walked up to him and grabbed his hand.

"these nights why are you still here??" ask her

"can't sleep Pade" I said with a slight laugh

"hmmmm.. here sit" she asked as she pulled the plastic chair next to her.

we sat face to face..

"maturnuwon nggih, Jhonathan deck, Ricky deck, same Citra deck really helps a lot here"

"nothing Pade, it should be, our profession is demanding to have to help people a lot.."

"it looks like Pade isn't ready to let the three of you go, Pade still needs you, you already think Pade is like a kid himself" he said, sighing

"don't worry Pade, we'll be messing around here a lot.. Most importantly Pade must be healthy first yes, so that later can meet again..."

he just nodded and patted me on the shoulder.

"don't Lupain these guys yo dek..."

"it won't be Pade." I replied.

"yowis, let's go to the cottage, tomorrow's gonna be a long day"

i idle..

" let's go Pade ..."

we left the hall, then closed the door.

"You want to sleep at Pade's, or go back to the cottage??" ask Pade Suryo

"at Pade's cottage, Ricky's afraid of nyariin"

"Yowis, Pade first nggih, Assalamualaikum"

"Girishal"

we parted at the gate of the cottage, then entered and walked towards the kobong.

arriving at the kobong, all santri and Ricky are already very asleep.

that night I was sleeping at what time, which must be very late.