ISTIKHARAH LOVE

ISTIKHARAH LOVE
Scenario God #14



Religion is not a reason for people not to love each other, each religion teaches to love each other and love each other.


there is no religion that teaches hatred, or discriminates.


God created Adam alone, without having religion, and God re-created Eve to accompany Adam.


they cannot choose each other, they are created to complement each other.


likewise with Humans, there are men and women, although the difference is that we can choose how our partner will be, whether or not his behavior, soft or rough he said, black or brown hair.


although it can choose, but still God the regulator, before birth God has predestined us with whom to be together.


whoever it is, wherever it comes from, whatever its physical condition, whatever religion it is.


our task is to improve ourselves and continue to ask the power to be given the best soul mate, a soul mate that is in accordance with what we need, not just desire.


Keep up the yaa spirit!


no matter what your condition is now, I will remain faithful to accompany you 😊


*We arrived at the Station, we didn't have enough luggage, just one backpack I carried, and one sling bag when I was about to travel.


similarly with Kinan, yaa although the luggage is more than me, but it seems to pack very neatly.


I turned towards him, Kinan was still struggling with his mobile phone.


*type type type type type*.


the sound of a cellphone keyboard that sounds very runyam in the ear.


"Kind.... Kinan.." I said.


"mmmm??" he replied without looking back at me, his hand just kept typing very agilely.


"Melody Kinanti Lontoh" I called him back.


he turned off his phone and turned to me.


it felt like my tone was normal, but Kinan looked in shock.


I laughed at his expression.


"hahahah.... Why the hell??? from earlier busy keep playing hp?"


"mmmm no, I was just ngabarin Mom when I was at the station"


"let's go, let's hear our train come"


he nodded, The suitcase that was quite large in size I pulled along the way.


I walked ahead of him, occasionally I turned towards Kinan who was trying to balance his steps with mine.


I paused for a moment and grabbed her little shoulder, and we walked in tandem.


"wait here first yes, I want to go to the Toilet for a while" I said then went to the Toilet.


he nodded and then opened his phone again.


before long I finished, and returned to the waiting room, where Kinan was waiting for me.


"still a long time?" ask Kinan


I saw his feet couldn't stand still, like a nervous man.


he just shook his head, but I knew he was so agitated, I brought myself close to his side, then put my arm around his shoulder and said.


"Relax, don't think about it, we'll deal with this together, like what you said this morning, that anyway, I'll stay with you, I won't give it up, we walk together, believe me."


Kinan nodded and leaned his head against my shoulder and said.


"i'm afraid." he said softly


"there's nothing to fear, there's me" I replied as I rubbed his head.


Mutiara Selatan Train departure route Jakarta to Bandung will leave soon, expected to the passengers to immediately enter the Train and sit on the seat in accordance with the number listed on the Ticket, make sure your luggage is not left behind, thank you


the sound of announcements from the crew of the train carriage rang out loud.we rushed towards the train to immediately search for our seat number.


we sat in the chair next to each other.


some conductors began to check whether there were still passengers left behind or not.


some began checking the tickets of each passenger.


before long the train wheels began to move slowly and then glided very quickly through the crowd and passed the length of the rail.


his voice sounded very boisterous, Kinan still looked agitated, I held his hand, and he turned towards me.


"Bismillah" I said slightly whispering towards him.


he nodded and immediately took a long breath and closed his eyes.


I was washed away by it.


his hand never left my hand


all the way from Jakarta to Bandung.


in my heart I murmured.


"O Allah, my steps will be longer, and continue to lengthen, already so far, please only one Ridhoilah of our Love, Make it easy, please, Let us build the wharf of happiness that we have long desired.


O Allah, the twists and turns of life I have faced, all the obstacles I have passed, so give the servant a stronger feeling, to accept all the results of this....


let me feel happy for one more time"


A few hours we just sat in each chair, Kinan still closed his eyes, while I started to get a little agitated, what would I talk about later?


will they accept themselves?


a lot of questions that came to mind, I looked out the window of the train, there were clear white clouds in a group, on top of which there were some birds flying, airplanes are seen several times passing between the blue sky that stretches very widely decorated stretch of white lines of clouds.


the green scenery is pesawahan, farmers are farming, children are running on every road, the river is clear.


without realizing I was a little late for him, the anxiety that struck suddenly disappeared, disappeared.


all I have in mind now is gratitude to the Almighty God for still being able to enjoy all this beauty.


Kinan woke up, turned his head towards me and whispered.


"Thank you for trusting me as your partner"


I just smiled at him, I saw him close his eyes again, then lean his head against my shoulder.


"Alhamdulillah, then which other god you deny" I murmured in my heart, then fell asleep and closed my eyes.