ISTIKHARAH LOVE

Scenario God #4

"It is best that man is most beneficial to his neighbor."

that sentence may be my benchmark for life, although sometimes tired of hit, but being able to see others smile again is a medicine of all drugs in this World.

about ten minutes later, I finally arrived in front of the complex.

"Thank you Doc, sorry to bother" I said as I opened the sitbelt that was still installed.

I got up from the steering wheel and opened the car door, before closing the door again, Doctor Kinan suddenly held the door and said.

"Dok if the situation outside the gym call it a name yes" asked Dr. Kinan

"then Doctor Kinan is the same, just call me by name" I replied

he nodded, and I smiled as I passed.

I watched Doctor Kinan's car until it disappeared at the Crossroads.

I walked to the house, the complex was quiet, the clock was 12:13 in the morning.

the streets look shiny because of the former rainwater, and highlighted the lights of each house that is slightly dim.

"it turns out the rain today is evenly distributed" I murmured in my heart

arriving at home, as usual there was not a single thing in sight, I opened the door, when I was about to enter the room, I turned to the dining table, dinner dishes were available.

on it is a piece of paper.

"Mas, I had time to cook, afraid Mas Jojo did not become night service, but if so please eat Mas, if you have already gone home, InsyaAllah will not stale ko, but if so please eat Mas, just go to the Microwave Mas if cool, oh yes, Mom came here, she said she wanted to meet Mas Jojo, if there was a time Mom wanted to meet she said, Thank you Mas"

as soon as I grabbed my phone, I saw an incoming message, and it turned out that there was one message that was missed from Mom.

"Jooo, I'd like to meet you, if Jojo has time to tell you about Mom"

I was about to reply, but I paused because I was too tired to think about things like this.

The next day, as usual after breakfast, I immediately get ready for the move, this morning I have promised to meet Mom, the first thing I ignored was the message you sent, but this morning I called and said I wanted to see you.

in the end I just want to.

I made an appointment at the restaurant we used to go to, when I got there, I tried to contact Mom, but never got an answer, before a message came to my phone.

"Jo, Mom's gonna be in a minute, you're gonna wait inside."

I did not reply, and went straight into the restaurant.

after some time, my mother came with her husband, who meant none other than my stepfather.

I haven't seen him in a long time (My Tyrannical Father).

I grabbed Mom's hand, and so did my Stepdad.

"long ago??" ask Mom

I just nodded without saying a word..

"We talked at my mom's house.. I told you to come here at first for fear that you wouldn't go to Mom's house" she asked

coincidentally, the mother's house is now not far from the restaurant.

again I just nodded.

all the way we just fell silent, my stepfather occasionally glanced through the windshield of the car.

we arrived shortly.

My stepfather opened the door, I sat at the living room table.

"mom made you drink your favorite??" ask Mom

"no ma'am" I replied

you sit facing each other, Mom on the right and my stepdad on the left.

then my mother started her conversation.

"sorry Mom yes Jo, it's been a long time mother does not nengokin you, the work of the mother again a lot, not to mention if you have to service outside the city, can be a long time, your father aja very often stay mother.."

before I finished, I cut it off, it sounded disrespectful, but it still held a bit of anger in me towards mother.

"it's usually like that, isn't it?? " close me

Mother let out a long sigh, while my Stepfather only fell silent while occasionally frowning his forehead.

"Joooo, I'm sorry mom" she asked as she held my hand.

"no need ma'am, it's not appropriate for a mother to apologize to her child, anyways I've been sorry for a long time." I replied as I let go of her hand.

"Actually your father asked us to meet"

"Whose father??" I answered a little bit

"Honey, don't dong that" said Mother

"Mother..just get to the point, I have to get to the hospital, there's a patient waiting for me."

"Mom and Dad want you to stay with us, in this house" he asked a little softly

"sorry ma'am, Jhonathan has been great, has been able to live alone, has been able to take care of all the needs of Jojo himself, anyways if only to settle down and Mother is often not at home, for what, for what, if not, just as rich live alone"

"but Jo... I beg you for just this once, do what you want"

"Bu.. from childhood Jojo always obeyed everything that mother wanted, I told Jojo home schooling, jojo follow even though Jojo wanted to live a normal life, had many friends, had many acquaintances, and had many friends, I want Jojo to be a doctor, Okk Jojo follow, but never once did I know what Jojo wants??? never has it, right?? everything must be Mom and Dad, if that's all I want to talk about, sorry Jojo ma'am has to leave" I replied as I moved from my seat.

before I left my Stepfather was with me, but strangely there was nothing he said.

"moreover Om??? want to tell me to give Om will too??? " my words are a little snapping

"Your mother is sick Jo, your mother has Cancer, it's stage 3" cried My Stepfather

I who heard it was very surprised, Mother who looked healthy turned out to have a very serious illness.

then he continued his words.This time his tone had begun to fall, his voice was very soft.

"and you're still brave, still have the heart to jerk your mother?? okkk you don't acknowledge or appreciate me as my Dad keep you up, but I'm begging you, for just this once"

I turned to Mom, her tears began to drip, she just looked down motionless, her hands clasping each other.

I approached him, I knelt before him, and said.

"what's he talking about, ma'am?? since when?? why didn't you ever tell me?? buuu?? answer ma'am..."

but Mother remained silent, her tears were flowing more and more.

I hugged him, I didn't feel the tears coming, which child didn't get hit when he heard his parents suffer pain, even though in the past he has hurt you a lot.

"sorry Jojo ma'am, Jojo can't take care of Mom, Jojo selfish constantly holds a grudge to Mom, sorry buuu"