ISTIKHARAH LOVE

Scenario God #22

The pitch black of misery, unequaled disappointment, running around somewhere.

when the time comes, each flower bud is still reluctant to bloom, in time to decorate, but wither obtained.

sometimes a lot of questions are asked.

what would it be like if the lines that have been set by God I turned a little at will?

will it be better?

or even fall apart?

We are only human, everything that is done will be held accountable later.

We are only humans, who can only plan without knowing the end.

We are only manudia, with all manner of behavior as if eternal life forever.

often we forget what is called Destiny, we cannot change it.

Mate, Death and Sustenance He arranged in such a way when we were four months old in the womb.

is fair??

of course it is.

God knows better what his servant needs.

so just go through what is.

*

Kinan looked at me, the look on his face was still sweet.

"yes, I want to" he answered

I took my hand off her head, and drove back.

Some time later we arrived at Mother's house.it looks very quiet, only the headlights are lit.

I looked at the neighboring house and there was no sign of humans still awake, all were struggling in their dreams, living in their own sleep.

I parked my car in a normal place.

"ayo" asked me as he walked ahead of Kinan.

I opened the door, it felt a little warm.

"you want to eat first?? or just take a break?" ask me to take off my shoes.

Kinan sat on the sofa of the living room, breaking down his tiny body.

"Then you rest in my room, let me sleep here" I continued

Kinan stood up and said.

"only, can I borrow a blanket?" he continued to beg

"nothing Kin, let me take you to the room" I took his hand

"really?" the question is a little doubtful

"iyaaaa really" I replied as I led her into my room.

I opened the door to my room, and entered, and then turned on the light.

"if you're hungry, on my desk there's a little snack for the stomach upholstery, the blanket is in a small closet next to the sleeping lights" I said as I pointed out to Kinan

"good night" I continued, closing the door.

I saw Kinan smiling, and I heard him say "thank you".

I went up from the front of the room, and then to the middle room to rest.

actually my stomach is a little, not a little, but hungry.

I decided to go to the kitchen to find what I could eat.

I opened the hood, and it turned out that Mom cooked for me.

*

The next day I woke up a little afternoon, I heard Muadzin in the Mosque had declared his Iqomah, and the prayer will begin soon.

I rushed to the bathroom to clean up.

when I was about to take ablution water, I saw Kinan coming out of Mushola House with Mother.

I was shocked to see it, I rubbed my eyes, not believing what I saw.

"No, it's not what you think, I'm just mama" Kinan said, laughing at my silly behavior.

"was Kinan going to make breakfast for you, but Mother said we make it together, let while learning to cook your favorite food" said Mother while embracing Kinan.

"yeah you pray first, I want to go to the kitchen, come on baby" he continued.

Hola, how's everything going??

hopefully always healthy yes 😇

in a situation like this now do not forget to always maintain personal hygiene yes, washing hands is most important.

hopefully this pandemic will end soon, and we can have normal activities back.

stay safe and stay healthy.

don't forget to Pray 🌻