I Hate Loving Him!!!

Chapter 94

My eyes opened faster this morning.I was shocked to find out next to me there is Davina.I forgot that last night I stayed here.

"Darling, are you awake??"Davina said while kissing my cheek.

I smiled at her.

Tonight I did sleep in her apartment.To avoid a fight with her last night.Forced I persuaded her last night.

And finally He can be spoken to well.Of course with lies and promises that I said to him.

I don't know until when I can lie to her, because for now I really don't want to marry her.And I have to keep pretending to keep on her, will prepare all her.

"Darling, I want us to be like this as fast as possible, every time you want to go to bed and wake up there's you next to me."Davina said while hugging me.

He seems so happy with me.

"Yes, baby, me too."My words are short.

I don't know why my taste with his current is really bland.

"What if we marry siri first dear, later if your process with the village woman is complete, then we process legally."Davina said to me again.

I was a little surprised to hear Davina say.How could He think like that.

"Darling, I don't want a marriage like that, be patient for a moment baby.Surely later we will get married."I said as I stroked her head.

"Yes, my dear is good, I'll be patient waiting for her."He said while hugging me tightly.

Davina looked at me.

"Can I ask you one thing, dear?"Ask Davina again.

"Of course, what do you want to ask?"Ask her.

"What if we get married you want us to have children soon?"ask Davina to me.

Of course I want to have children.But from Anin, not Davina.

"I'll follow you, baby, if you want to postpone it first, that's okay, baby."Say me again.

Honestly I'm not excited about discussing this with Davina.

"Darling, we have breakfast yuk.I make fried rice how?"I said to Davina.

I deliberately diverted the conversation with him, so that he did not discuss things that are not-no longer.

"Can you cook baby?"Her question was not sure of me.

"Of course you can, Anin taught you how to cook."Say me to her.

Davina was silent to my words.

"I'm sorry, I don't want to talk about it baby, but it's because of her that I can cook."Say it slowly.

Davina stood up and approached me.

"It's okay, baby, let's go to the kitchen.I'm hungry."Say it to me.

Didn't I mishear, there was no anger from her when I heard Anin's name I said.No caci maki came out of her mouth for me.

I followed her from behind and headed to the kitchen.

"Do you want any materials, baby?"Ask him to me.

"Let me just take it baby, you're pretty sitting there sweet."I said with a smile while pointing at the sofa in front of the television.

"I want to see you baby, let me cook too."Say it to me.

I forget that Davina is not very good at cooking.Can be said she never worked at home.For all the necessities in this house She has a maid, who comes in the morning and returns in the afternoon.

Maybe that's why he didn't protest at me, because he realized he couldn't cook.

"Well, then you can stay here and help me."Say it while smiling.

Davina nodded and approached me.

Every now and then I look at her, like this Anin.

I so miss this kind of togetherness with Anin.I miss all her cooking.

She is truly the perfect wife for me.

Whatever my needs, Anin prepared all of them.Never once did he ask aunt to prepare my needs.

By the time I woke up in the morning, everyone was at the dinner table with a sweet smile and hugged me.

And every time I come home from work He always waits for me at home.He will ask me what my activities are today.And He will hug me while rubbing my head when I am tired and needy tranquility.

I miss God, though,,

I miss her so much, I miss everything in her.

"Darling, why are you??"Davina said to me.

The thought of Anin made me really unable to hold back my tears.

I immediately passed from Davina and headed to the bathroom.

It sounds like Davina is calling me, but I don't care about her.

I flushed my body under the bathroom shower.I wish I could calm down this time.

Why can I be this stupid, why I wasted Anin all this time.

I'm really sorry to have wasted all of it.And now it's too late.Anin can no longer forgive me.

He really wanted to end it all.

"Darling, are you okay??"Davina banged on the door.

I went to the door and opened the door.

"Dear, why are you?Are you okay??"Davina said, holding my hand.

Suddenly I saw the figure of Anin in front of me.Sedang grasped my hand and caressed my cheek.

Anin, is this really him??

I looked at his face again, and he smiled at me.

I immediately approached her and immediately kissed her.I immediately kissed her lips with affection.

I really enjoyed it, so I didn't want to let go.

"Darling, please don't leave me."I whispered in her ear while kissing her.

"I won't leave you dear, never will."Said Anin to me.

I kissed her again, this time I will not let you go.

I don't care about Davina right now, just let her see me. I want her to know that I still love Anin.

I took Anin to the room, and I laid her on Davina's bed.

Looks Anin smiling seduces me.

"I miss you baby," I said to her as I approached her.

"Darling, I love it if you're like this.I like this Pras."Davina said to me.

I immediately realized, right now Davina in front of me is not Anin.

Turns out I've been squaring again.

And suddenly pulled me closer towards her.And I couldn't avoid her this time.

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