I Hate Loving Him!!!

Chapter 87

Prang,,, man,,,

Davina slammed a glass in front of me.

This time he was angry again at me, because the news in his office about Me intercepted Anin yesterday.

I got up from the chair and started picking up the broken glass scattered on the floor.

There was no reaction from Davina.He just stared at me sharply.

"Do you still want to break it?if you still want I won't clean it up first."Say to him calmly.

Somehow He changed like this, Davina was never arrogant like this.He can always calm down whenever we have problems.But the more here he is the more unkind attitude that makes me uncomfortable.

"Until when did you hurt me Pras??what should I do so that you can stay away from that village woman."Davina half yelled at me.

I just kept quiet and kept picking up the broken glass on the floor.

"Do you want to see me die first then you can believe if I really hurt Pras."Say it to me.

I got up and approached him.

"Do you think if you like that will solve the problem?"Ask her.

"Let you settle for Pras!!You want me to be like that??"Her question screamed at me.

"Enough Davina, enough!!I'm sick of hearing your threats."I yelled at him.

He was silent to hear my words.

Honestly, I always hold back my emotions every time I face Davina, she always tests my patience.

"I told you to stop seeing the village woman.You already want to marry me Pras.So don't make things that are not-no."He was angry at me.

Davina was very angry if I met Anin, but He knew that I and Anin were still legal as husband and wife.But He seemed to be the one who was hurt.

"He's still my legal wife."I said slowly to Davina.

He looked at me with anger.

"What do you mean?Don't you want to leave Pras?"Ask him to me.

Want to feel it I answered yes at this time.

I'd like to say if I'm sorry I hurt Anin.I don't want to part from her.

"Help Dav, think maturely.I have to solve this problem well.I do not want to hurt Anin again.He has suffered enough because of us."I said to Davina.

I hope Davina can let go of hearing my words.

My current condition is really like a simalakama fruit,on the one hand I don't want to lose Anin.I still love her so much.On the one hand I can't leave Davina.I also don't want anything to happen to her if I'm desperate to leave her.

I'm a jerk, who's not responsible.I've messed up everything.

"Then you don't want to leave Pras?You want to go back with her again?"Ask Davina again.

As if it could be like that of course I want.I want to fix everything with Anin.Ucapku in heart.

"Pras, why are you quiet?Tell me are you going back with her again?"Davina shouted at me.

He was starting to get emotional again at this time.

"Dav, stop yelling at me. I don't like to see you like this."Say me to her.

He was crying in the chair.

What should I tell her right now, I can't possibly tell her the truth to Davina.It could have done something crazy like yesterday.

I approached her.

"Listen to Me, stop thinking that no-no with me. I just want to finish it all."Say me to her.

Pras, your fool, you lied again to Davina.Why don't you tell her the truth.

"Didn't you want to go back on his Pras?"ask Davina to me.

I nodded while smiling at him.

I can't be honest with Davina.

"I love you so much Pras, I don't want to lose you a second time."Say it while hugging me.

I just rubbed his head.

Suppose the moment I embrace is Anin.I miss her.

"I'll give you a chance to talk to that woman, but you promise not to do anything that's not-nothing with her."Davina said to me.

I looked at him, not believing what I just heard.

"I'm serious Pras, I'm giving you a chance until your trial is over and we can get our wedding ready."Say it again.

I smiled at her.

This is my chance to get Anin to talk.I don't have to hide to meet Anin.Because Davina let me.

Cring,,cring,,

My phone rings.

Looked like my aunt called me.

I raised it too.

About two minutes auntie called me, and I closed the call.

I was silent after receiving aunt's call.

Davina looked towards me.

"What's Pras, who called you."Ask him to me.

"Auntie called, she said if there's a letter from the religious court for me."Say it slowly.

The end of the letter arrived as well, Anin really wanted to part from me.I think Anin did not so register her.It turns out I was wrong.

"Good, it's finished quickly Pras.For you to quickly part from the woman."Davina said to me.

There is a sad feeling that I feel right now.

"Why are you silent Pras?don't tell me you're sad to hear this news."Ask Davina again.

I got up from my seat and took my car keys and left.

Davina immediately prevented me.

"Where are you going Pras?Don't tell me you want to see that woman."Ask him to me.

"I want to calm my mind, please don't block me."Say me while letting go of Davina's hand.

"But Pras,"Take it again.

I opened the door and walked out of Davina's apartment.

I don't care about the screams of Davina who keeps calling me.

I rushed to the parking lot.

Once in the car I tried to call Anin.I want to see her.

There was no response from Anin.

I tried again, I wish Anin would pick up the phone from me.

There's no answer either.

I tried to send Him a message, hoping He would read it and reply to my message.

Anin, I want to meet her.I want to apologize to her.I don't want to part from her.

I am a fucking guy!!!

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