I Hate Loving Him!!!

Chapter 5

I also arrived at the airport, I also then look for the nearest coffee shop.I better wait for mas Pras there my inner.I am still sad to think about the change mas Pras to me.He no longer hugs me,kiss me even talk to me already using the word "I" that never before He said kan.His habit every talk to me, He prefers to call himself "Mas".

I looked at the clock, there were still about four hours of flight We arrived.I also sent a message to mas Pras.

"Mas Anin's already at the airport, is mas already on the way from there??"I sent a message to her.

I hope mas Pras quickly reply to him.I also re-open my social media.At least he can eliminate my saturation.I also addressed to one of the comments in my post there.There is one of the women who commented on the photo I'm with mas Pras.

He did not comment anything.He only sent emotion love in my post.Entah why my heart immediately beats.Peating what this feeling is my inner.

I also opened the profile of the woman listed there her name is Davina Angela, It turns out She is a model.It is very beautiful.I also look at her post, I also see her post,incidentally his account is not in privacy so I can freely see his social media.

Suddenly my eyes were fixed to his post yesterday.There he posed at the place I and mas Pras pose as well.Only different in his time alone, while the day was the same.My feelings were immediately uncertain at that time,I don't know why my felling was immediately unpleasant when I saw the woman's post.I don't know the woman, I don't know the woman,met with her has never been at all.But why my heart can say that this woman has anything to do with the change mas Pras to me.

I don't know if this is just my feeling of being wrong, or just jealousy from a wife to her husband.

I immediately called Mas Pras to make sure where He is.It is impatient for me to quickly contact my husband.

There was a ringing sound from my phone.I saw Mas Pras who called.

Quickly I lifted her up.

"Anin, where are you, I've been at the airport," she told me.

"Alhamdulillah.the end of Mas Pras arrived."i said in my heart.

"I'm in a coffee shop near here mas," I also called the name of the coffee shop where I am now.

"Okay, I'm going there now yes," said Mas Pras as he hung up the phone.

Mas Pras also arrived, his tired face looked.I also became pity to see him.

"Why are you??like he's so tired.You want to drink what baby??"I told Mas Pras.

"I want orange juice, nin," she told me.

I immediately called the waiter and ordered orange juice for mas Pras.

As long as we are in the coffee shop this may be in say mas Pras busy with his cell phone.Sometimes when I tell mas Pras was not uncommon not to hear it I.

"Mas, did you hear Anin's story??"I told Mas Pras.

"Ehh,, yes, sorry, I'm busy replying to my relationship chat for tomorrow's meeting." she said to me.

I just nodded.Maybe yes indeed mas Pras is busy.Then he cue me.Maybe I am too suspicious of my own inner husband.

"Mas, we didn't buy Mami and Kinan mas's souvenirs??"I asked Mas Pras.

"No, let Me explain to them.Many of them also come here often."Said Mas Pras again while still looking at his cellphone.

I did not dare to ask mas Pras.I was afraid if later He was angry again to me.During marriage I indeed never denied to mas Pras.I want to be a wife who Sholehah.Yang always obedient to the husband.For two years this household I and mas Pras can be said to always be okay.Away from the problem.

The end of the plane we were going to take arrived, too,Pras and I also walked to the plane.Along the journey mas Pras again more silent.He never again joked to me.I like not knowing his figure again.

And during the journey he would rather sleep than talk to me.Over time I look at his face.

"I love you very much Mas, Whatever you do to me, I will not die you," I said to him as I clasped his hand and whispered to him.

I do not want to lose mas Pras.I should be able to think positively to mas Pras.I do not want Him to feel uncomfortable with me later because of my suspicious nature.

I was finally asleep also on the shoulder mas Pras.Until the end mas Pras build ku.

"Nin, wake up.We will soon arrive," mas Pras told me.

"Ehhh, is mas.Mas long awake??"I told Mas Pras.

"No, I just woke up, too" she said to me.

At the end We also arrived in Indonesia.Personal driver mas Pras has been waiting for us at the arrival.We also headed to the car.

"Anin, You go home first with Mr. Thunder yes, I still have business.Let's meet at home huh."Mas Pras told me.

"Where are you going??"Ask again.

"You go straight to the office, there's a report I've got to finish."Said Pras again.

"Can you work at the mas house, this section is already late in the afternoon mas.Are you not tired??"I spoke softly to him.

"You don't keep arguing nin, now you go home with Thunder sir!!!"Pras said firmly.

"Well, my mom, you go home first, be careful."I said to Mas Pras and kissed his hand.

"Sir, be careful to bring the car," said Mas Pras on Guntur sir.

"Yes sir, please excuse me sir."Guntur said to mas Pras.

And we passed away mas Pras at the airport.

I do not know if my heart can continue to think positively to mas Pras.I really do not want to like this, I really do not want to,suspicious of my own husband.But all the attitude of mas Pras makes me so suspicious of him.

Along the way I can only stroke the chest remembering the events of these two days.I guess the journey We will bring a beautiful story.It turns out there I found mas Pras not like mas Pras I know.

Mom, I want to hug you, Mom, your son is not okay buk,,,

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