I Hate Loving Him!!!

I Hate Loving Him!!!
Chapter 102



"Teach me how to accept the situation without having to hate life."


I let out a long sigh in front of the Religious Court building.


The end of his I officially divorced from mas Pras.Beginning today I officially bear the new status.There are tears that are held back at this time.I never dreamed it could be like this.


When the last trial was mas Pras did not come, maybe he deliberately did not want to complicate the trial.I also ventured to go alone here.


Maybe as good as I was at the mother's place.


I rushed to the parking lot and headed to the home.


Today I have a work permit with Ms. Maura, so today I am completely free and can go anywhere I want.


I'd better buy some food for the kids at the parlor first.They'd be happy to see I'm bringing food for them.


They always have fun every time they see me.Because they know if I go there I must bring them something, whether it's food or new clothes for them.


There were even some children who became my foster children and mas Pras until we sent them to school.


I've considered them like my own little sister.I've felt times like they are currently fighting for the future.


About half an hour's drive I arrived at my subscription cake shop.I rushed out of the car.


I hurried to pick out the cakes I was going to bring to the parlor.


"Sister Anin," a voice called out to me.


I turned to the voice, and it was Kinan who called me.


I smiled at Kinan, I really miss him.


"Kinan, I don't miss you."Say it while hugging her and kissing her.


"Kinan also misses out with brother.Silver brother healthy?"Say it to me.


"Dear, are you healthy?what about Papi and Mami, healthy too right?"ask Kinan.


"Yes, Sis, Papi and Mami are also healthy.Have been this week they are in Ausie kak taking care of papi's work."Say Kinan again.


It turned out that Mas Pras' parents were not here.


"Thank God if Papi and Mami are healthy, I'm not happy to hear that."Say me again.


Kinan also invited me to sit there for a while while drinking tea.He longed to tell a story with me.


There is no mistake also I accompanied Kinan.I also miss telling stories with my sister-in-law.


"Sister trial has broken up Kinan, Kakak and mas Pras are officially divorced."I said to Kinan.


"Yes Kinan already know, kekemarin Kinan has heard from Mami.Mas Pras told me with mami if today your verdict hearing."Said Kinan to me.


"Kinan is sad because brother and mas Pras are not together anymore, Kinan does not want to have a sister-in-law like Davina "Ucap Kinan again.


What does Kinan mean to call Davina as sister-in-law, if he already wants to marry mas Pras.


"Have they married Kinan?"Ask me carefully.


Kinan gave a small nod, his face was sad to have to tell me.


"Yes last week Davina's Papi called Papi and threatened Papi."Said Kinan to me.


"He said if Mas Pras does not marry Davina in the near future, then he will tell all business relations papi if his son in broken i by mas Pras."Say Kinan again.


I let out a long sigh, it turns out that Papi Davina is not much different from her child.


Maybe Davina also asked her papi to urge Papi to want to marry her with mas Pras.


"Then Papi's response was how was Kinan?"Ask me again.


"But can not do much, sister, Mami also fell ill when she heard the news.Finally we also came to their family last Sunday "Chap Kinan again.


There is a feeling of sadness and disappointment when hearing the story of Kinan.It turns out mas Pras and his family had planned their marriage before my divorce hearing was decided.


My chest feels very tight right now, I can't blame Papi and Mami either.Because they can't do much either.


All this is the fault of Pras.Why he had to start all this.


"Sister isn't mad at papi and Mami right, sister?"Ask Kina carefully.


I smiled at Kinan.


"Of course not dear, Why Brother must be angry, it must be done by mas Pras.Mas Pras must be responsible for what he did to Davina."Say me again.


"Yes, brother, Pras does seem to regret what he did.But at this time he can not refuse her.Lately he sometimes likes to go home drunk."Say Kinan again.


Mas Pras drinking alcohol??how can mas Pras do that.Yang I know mas Pras never want to touch alcoholic drinks.


From the beginning close to the mas Pras I knew very well if He was very unwilling to touch the illicit drink.


"You know where Kinan is from if Pras drinks Kinan?"Ask Kinan.


"Auntie who called Mami kak, because almost every night Pras came home late and drunk."Say Kinan again.


There was a sad feeling I heard mas Pras could change like that.What is so heavy his burden that He is able to do just that.


"Did Mami call Mas Pras?"Ask me again.


"His brother, but mas Pras did not want to pick up the phone from us kak.Such as his mas Pras know if he will be nasehati by Mami.Kemarin Kinan already home but mas Pras does not exist."Say Kinan again.


"Hopefully mas Pras quickly realized yes, and can go back to how it used to be."I said to Kinan.


I do feel disappointed with mas Pras with what he has done to me.But hearing this makes me sad.


I don't want mas Pras to be like this, I've been sincere with what happened to my relationship with him.


I want Him to be happy with Davina.I don't want Him to disappoint his parents.


Do I have to meet her??


Anin, realize it,,


You can't see her anymore, she's not your husband anymore.


Stop caring about him.


You have each other's lives.


Let it all go with each other's lives.


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