I Hate Loving Him!!!

Chapter 46

This morning my body is not friendly.Maybe because it is too tired because of routine.My condition is very unpleasant.Such as feeling nauseous and want to vomit.I also ran to the toilet.

Huuek, hueek, yes,,

Strange, the feeling of wanting to vomit.But there is not the slightest thing I let out.

My head feels so dizzy too.

Like I'm not feeling well, I might be able to call Pras to take me for treatment.

Pras from yesterday was busy looking for the woman.He really disappeared like in the swallow of the earth.Without any news about him.

Hopefully he is really lost and will not come back again.Let my life and Pras no one bothers.

I told Pras not to look for her.It is not my chance and Pras to get married.

But Pras says if this is not the time yet.He still asked me for time to convince his parents.

Pras's parents really loved the village woman.Ethat what Pras' parents saw in the woman.

Though much classier I than him.But always Anin who is proud of them.

Upon my return to Indonesia, I think Pras' parents can still accept me as they used to.

They just think of me like Pras' other friends.For them their daughter-in-law remains the woman.Anin remains the best.

Anne,,

The village woman who has embarrassed me by her arrogant behavior is not ashamed to do something that is not commendable in public.

Still remembered by me how he slapped and grabbed me in that office.

Her energy is really strong.It's like her so hate me.

It turns out that all this time I had mistaken her, I thought She was a weak girl.

But he showed me how his village faced me.Even he has absolutely no shame in doing so.

He never thought it would have a bad impact on the name Pras.Because it has a wife who behaves badly.

Just look, I'll take revenge on her.

I won't let her life calm down.

I'll embarrass him someday too.

It may be true that Pras can't do much with his parents, but I'm sure he would prefer me to Anin.

I'm sure someday I'll have Pras as whole as him.

I also felt nausea again so great.I also quickly ran to the toilet again.

And again like that.

What's wrong with me.I'd better call Pras first.

Tuuut,,,tuuut,,,

Shortly afterwards Pras picked up my phone.

"Hello baby, what's the matter??"Ask him to me.

"Darling, where are you??"Ask her.

"It's again on the road.I'm still trying to find Anin"His read on me.

Anin again,,,,

Pras is still looking for the village woman.

"Darling, I'm sick again.I want you here now."Say me to her.

"It hurts??What pain are you, baby??"Ask her worried about me.

"My head is dizzy and my stomach is so nauseous."Say me again.

I wish Pras would come to see me.

"Have you been to the doctor, baby???"Ask him to me.

"Of course it's not baby, I'm waiting for you."Say me again.

"Darling, I'm sorry, I can't take you now.I'm still on the road."Say it to me.

"So more important that damn woman than me??"Say me again.

"Darling, not so.Anin really has no news at all.I'm afraid of anything happening with her."Pras told me.

"So you still care about her Pras???"Say it with emotion.

"I care because Anin has no one in the world.I look for her because I feel sorry to see her."Pras again.

"I don't care Pras.I know you're now at my place."Say me to her.

"Davina, please understand me.I'm looking for Anin."Say it to me.

"Why are you looking for that damn woman??Just let him disappear!!"Say it with emotion.

Shit,,

Why Pras must think of the woman.Shouldn't Pras need to look for her.If He wants to go home for sure He will go home with his own.

"I have to find Anin because my parents want to meet her."Say it to me.

"You don't think I'm Pras.I need you now."Say me again.

"I'll be there later.after I find Anin."Say it to me.

"I want it now!!!Don't argue with me Pras!!"Say me to her.

"Please don't force me Davina."He was angry at me.

I was silent too.

Pras dared to yell at me.The unusual thing done by Him.

Just because Anin he was willing to yell at me.

"It's up to you Pras.I don't care anymore."Say me to her.

My heart ached to hear him say that to me.He never yelled at me.Just because the village woman was willing to do that to me.

"It's up to you Dav, I'm tired."Say it while turning off the phone.

I can't believe what Pras just did to me. He turned off my phone.

Like he was really mad at me.

I was starting to get anxious, I tried calling her again.

Tuuut,,Tuut,, you,,

There was no response from Pras.

I tried one more time.

Still no answer.

"Pras please, don't be like this.Why do you get so angry at me.

I didn't know my words really made him angry.

I tried calling her again.

"What do you want??"Say it again.

"Darling, please don't be mad at me. I just need you here."Say me to her.

Patience Davina,,,,, the,,,

I need to be able to keep my emotions.

Otherwise I'll lose Pras.

"I told you not if I'd be there, but not now."Say it to me.

"It's okay, baby..I'll wait for you."Say me to her.

Pras turned off his phone.

Fine I will give up at this time, I must not be rash.Or I will lose everything.

I don't want to lose Pras!!!!!

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