I Hate Loving Him!!!

Chapter 53

I looked at the face of Mas Pras who was staring at me.

He seemed to smile while looking at me.

Is that really a sincere smile??

These few months you've really hurt me.

You always create events that I never imagined before.

From the beginning I thought I was a woman who was so lucky to have you.Have a husband who loved me so much.

But it turned out that it was only a drama from mas Pras.Ia made me as her escape from the woman.

The woman who left him at the time of Mas Pras was still very fond of him.

And when that woman came back she hurt me and almost died.

Maybe I look stupid because I'm still hanging out with her, but I don't really have a choice.

I really have no one on this earth.I am very lucky that the Pras family loves me very much.

They are also one of the reasons I still want to stick with mas Pras.

I don't want to lose that family,,,, I,,,

Now I can only pray for me and Mas Pras.

Hopefully as time goes by, Mas Pras can really change and leave the woman.

I want to learn to forgive her, but in my heart there is still self-doubt

I'm sure that Mas Pras hasn't forgotten about it.

But I will make Mas Pras forget that woman.

I don't know if he's prepared a honeymoon for me.

And this morning we set out to travel around Europe for a week.

He promised no one would bother us as long as we were honeymooners.

"Well, are you happy??"Say it to me.

I smiled at her.

"Yes, baby, thank you."Say me to her.

"I'm sorry for yesterday-yesterday baby," he said to me.

"I haven't trusted you completely yet mas."Say me to her.

Honestly I'm still afraid if Mas Pras comes back to that woman.

Because I know Davina really wants Mas Pras to be her husband.

Davina felt that mas Pras was her property that was seized by me.

"Yes I know, maybe it all takes time."Say it to me.

He saw a sad face on his face.

"I'd like proof, if Mas can leave that woman."Say me again.

Mas Pras was silent, and,,

"Why mas??Can't you do that??"Ask me again.

"Of course it could be, baby," he said again.

"Well mas, Anin does not want it just a mas talk, Anin wants proof of mas."Say me again.

"Anin, there's so much you want to tell me, but it's already."Say it to me.

I'm staring at her.

What does he want to tell me??

"What story do you want??"Ask her again.

"Not later, I don't want to disturb our show, baby," he said while hugging me.

I miss this hug, a hug I've had for months I never felt again.

The taste is so warm,,

I miss the smell of the body mas Pras.

I miss her so much,,,, I,,,

He looked at me and kissed me.

I'm really getting carried away,,

I really miss everything in Pras.

Until we got carried away, too,,

I miss you, mas,, I,,,

******,

Fuck,,,, fuck,,,

I slammed my bag on the table.

Today I'm really upset because I don't know where Pras is.

In vain turned out to be my departure to the home of Pras' parents.

Her mom like her also covered the departure of Pras May Kinan who asked her mama not to tell me.

Kinant,,

He's looking for trouble with me.

Suddenly I remembered there was Adam, my husband.

Yeah I'll try asking her.I happen to still keep her contacts.

Who knows Adam knows where Pras is going.

Kinan must have told Adam.

Throw,,tuuuut,,

The phone call continues.

Shortly thereafter Adam picked up his phone.

"Yes haloo brother,"Take it to me.

It turns out he still keeps my number, too.

"Hello Adam, do I bother you."Ask her.

"No, brother, I happen to be relaxing.There can I help you??"Ask him to me.

"Look Dam, do you know where Pras and Anin went??"Ask her

Adam was silent at the end.

"Adam, did you hear me??"Ask her.

"Yes, brother, I'm sorry I don't know."Say it to me.

"I promise Dam, I won't tell Kinan if you tell me."Say me to her.

"Sorry brother, I don't know where Mas Pras went."Say it while turning off the phone.

Shit,,

How dare he hang up my phone.It turns out husband and wife is the same behavior.

Shit,,,

Suddenly*my stomach feels nauseous again.

I also ran to the bathroom.

Still the same as yesterday, I held back an incredible Nausea.

I really hate holding this feeling.

But I must be strong, I must not be weak.

I'll be able to hold all this and get through Nyam

I just want to marry Pras.

Pras has to take responsibility for me. No matter what happens, he has to marry me.

Even though his parents were against us later, Pras must still marry me.

I don't need his family.What I need is just Pras.

Because the longer my stomach will be bigger.And people will know all about it.

For now I haven't told anyone because I don't want anyone to know first.

I also don't want to ruin my long-standing career

I want Pras to marry me as soon as possible and leave the village woman.

Why he should come back.

He destroyed everything.

Pras, do you know if I need you right now.

At a time when my condition was like this, he could even go with the woman.

I tried to call Pras again.

Hopefully this time Pras' phone is active.

But it didn't.

He still can not be contacted at all*.

Stay inactive.

Shit,,

I also slammed my phone.

All of them were scattered and scattered on the floor.

I also cried so much.

Are you going to drive me crazy Pras????

I can't be treated like this.

I want Pras back on me!!!!

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