I Hate Loving Him!!!

Chapter 90

Almost an hour we were in the courtroom, the end of the trial was finished.And we will wait for the schedule to be determined again.

Mas Pras really simplify all his processes, He admitted his mistakes in front of the judge.And it looks also he deeply regretted all of them.

When the judge asked whether we wanted mediation or not, Pras said it was not necessary, because he did not want to complicate the process.

Seen mami continues to cry during the trial.Bu home tried to calm mami beside her.

Mami seemed so sad to know that my marriage and Mas Pras were really on the verge of divorce.

I tried to toughen up during the trial, I did not want to look sad in front of mas Pras.Some times my tears want to fall but I tried to hold it.

"Mi, we're going home."Mas Pras said to his Mami.

Seen Mami nods at mas Pras.See the look on Mami's face is still sad.

"Anin mami first yes dear, Mami hope you still want to go to the house mami, papi and Kinan must have missed you too."Mommy said to me.

"Yes Mi, Anin must play there later Mi.Anin also misses meeting Papi and Kinan."I said to Mami with a smile.

I know from earlier mas Pras kept staring at me.But I tried to act ordinary.

After saying goodbye, Mami and Mas Pras got into the car and passed from Us.

I and my mom stayed in the parking lot.

The mother hugged me.

"You're patient, baby, you know you're a great kid, a strong boy."The mother of the home held back tears.

The tears that I kept holding back from the beginning of the trial.Finally broke in the arms of the orphanage mother.

I hugged the orphanage mother firmly.I can't stem my sadness anymore.

Why is my fate so poor, I've lost both my parents.And now I have to swallow again the bitterness of losing my husband.

Was I created to live alone??Strong yourself, and must withstand the burden of life itself.

Sometimes I feel like the world is unfair to me.

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I lay on the sofa with a long breath.Today is so heavy for me.

After dropping off Mami, I went straight home.Mami didn't force me to stop by first, maybe Mami knew if I needed time alone right now.

I deliberately refused to mediate with Anin.I did not want to make Him hurt again by slowing Our divorce process.

Although in my little heart I still love her very much.I do not want to part from her.Maybe later I can fix all her again from the beginning.

Cring,,cring,,

Davina called me.

I didn't pick up the phone or reply to her messages from the morning.

I don't want to disturb anyone right now.

"It turns out you didn't pick up my phone on purpose."Davina suddenly said.

He is in front of me now.

"Why are you here??"Say me to her.

Seen aunt following Davina from behind.

"It's okay bi."I said to aunt.

"Hey, you forgot that I am the future wife of Pras.So I am free to enter this house.I am also your master."Davina said to aunt.

"Sorry lady, my master is only Mr. Pras and Ms. Anin.I'm sorry Mr."Say aunty to me and walk away from me and Davina.

I smiled inwardly.I didn't expect that aunt would dare to say that to Davina.

"How dare you say that to me.Let's see you'll fire me!!"Davina was angry with aunt.

"Dav, stop yelling here.I don't want any commotion." I said to Davina.

"I want you to fire the maid, I don't want to if we stay together and she's still here."Davina said to me.

"Hey, who would invite you to stay here."I said to Davina.

"What do you mean??don't you want to take me to this house?"Davina said to me.

"I've already told you if this is Anin's house.And I won't take this from her.What's here is hers."I said to Davina.

Davina looked at me with a sharp look.

"You still care about her.Even you gave this house to her.Is this not excessive?"Davina said again.

"Excessive?what is excessive?I got all this because of his support.He always accompanied Me in my happy and sad.So it's appropriate I give all this with him."Say me at length.

"Where will we live if we get married?"Ask Davina again.

Davina never understood Me, very different from Anin.Anin can always read my mood.

When I'm down like this, he likes to talk about things that are not important.

"Like her I'm not going to discuss that right now.My divorce process is not finished either."Say me to her.

"Every time I talk about this you're always distracting her, Until when do you want to avoid Pras?"Ask Davina.

Like her she started to get emotional again.

"Dav, after my trial breaks up later, we'll talk about this again.I want to calm down now."I said to Davina.

I hope he will understand my current position.

"Are we getting married?Ask Davina again.

"Let's see Dav, I don't want to talk about it yet."Say me again.

"I hope you don't forget your promise Pras, I hope you don't give me hope."Davina said again.

I just nodded.

"I want to rest Dav, my head is dizzy."Say me to her.

"Well get some rest, I'll go home."Davina said with me as she passed.

He seemed annoyed with me.Let Him be like that.

I did deliberately buy time.Honestly I want to get away from Davina at this time.

I don't want to marry her.I want to fix everything with her Anin again.

I had to figure out a way for Davina to get tired of me and finally give up on me.

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