I Hate Loving Him!!!

Chapter 73

Sometimes we have to let go of the person we love in order to see Him happy.

Even if it hurts,,,

Not as long as his love it should have.Like me this time.I have to lose the man I love so much and have to let her happy with another woman.

If he said sincerely, of course I have not been sincere to accept all this.Even until this moment I still do not believe if my husband betrayed me like this.

Although mas Pras said if He wanted to fix all of it.But I do not want to start it again.I've been too disappointed for now.

"Are you sure of your decision, son??"Said the mother of the house to me.

Right now I'm with the orphanage's mother at a restaurant in one of the shopping centers in town.

I thought like it was safer to meet him outside, so that mas Pras did not meet me.

I'm sure he'll find me at the parlour, because he knows only the parlour is where I come home.

"Yes Bu Anin has been steady to separate from mas Pras buk.Anin think this is the best way for both of us."Say me again.

"But what about Pras' parents??Don't they love you so much, son??"Say mother home again to me.

"Yes Ma'am, but the one who is undergoing this marriage Anin Bu.Anin does not want to be injured any longer Ms.Anin is really tired of dealing with all this."I said to the Miss of the orphanage.

I really respect and love the parents of Mas Pras like my own parents.And they really love me.

But I can't keep going like this.I don't want to get hurt any deeper.

I am not ready to accept mas Pras married Davina.Because inevitably mas Pras must marry her, because at this time Davina is pregnant mas Pras child.

"Whatever your decision is, you support you, son, you want you to be happy."Said the Miss of the orphanage while hugging me.

Like her He can feel what I am feeling right now.

Lucky for her I could have a surrogate mother like Miss Home.

"Mother, what's here Mom??"A voice surprised us.

This voice feels familiar to my ears.

Ghian, though,,,

Why is he here??

Wait a minute, why does he get to know the mother of the orphanage.

"Anindya, you're here too."Say it to me.

He smiled when he saw me.The things he used to do when he met me.

"Sir Ghian, how are you?it's been a long time since we've met.Did you know Anin too??"Said the Miss of the parlor to her.

"Yes Ma'am, he's Anin's friend."I said to answer the question, Miss.

I don't want Ghian to answer the no-no later.What else if you bring the name Davina.

"Yes Ma'am.We are friends ma'am, even friends are good enough.Yes, isn't Anin??"Ghian asked me with a smile.

What the hell is this man, why did He become so familiar with me.I have never met him for a long time.Because I have not visited the park again lately.

"Oh yeah, it turns out the world is so narrow."Said the housewife laughing.

Is this Ghian also one of the residents of his former parlor??Why he can know the mother of the orphanage.Even like her they are very close.

But as I remember, there was never a friend of mine in a parlour called Ghian.Almost all the residents of the parlour I know him

"Anin, nin.You why daydream so son??"Ask the house mom to me.

The mother laughed when she heard his words.

Why he is not like Ghian who I usually meet.At this time he is more relaxed than usual.

"It's all right, ma'am.Anin is just tired.Mom want to go home now mom??Let Anin take you back."I said to the house mom.

"Mom, if you don't mind, let me take you.It just so happens that I want to see the parlour too.Because I haven't been there for a long time."Ghian said again cutting off my conversation.

Why is it He who wants to deliver the home mom.What He does not know if I want to ask the home mom about him.Because honestly I still wonder if he is a resident of the home what is not.

And like him he also quite often visited the Panti.

"By Mr. Ghian, of course you can.The children there must also have missed the father."Replied the Home again with a smile.

"Mom won't go home with Anin??"Ask me to make sure again while putting on a disappointed face.

"Don't kid, you go home to the hostel, let's get some rest, son.Kasian if you have to take mom again."Said the housewife to me.

I couldn't say anything more when Panti's mother said that.

"Do you want to come with us??we'll come back here again to get your car."Ghian suddenly said.

"No need, thank you.I'll just go home."Say it to her while smiling.

"Whoa Bu we go.We just go together until the parking lot ya."Say it again to me.

I also nodded.

We left the restaurant and walked towards the parking lot.

"Anin are you sure you won't come with us??Ghian again assured me.

I haven't had time to answer suddenly the mobile home Mom rang.Bu home also took her from inside the bag.

When she saw who called her, she looked at me.

And I know who called him.

That must be mas Pras.

And the house's mom lifted him up.

"Assalammulaikum Pras,"Reported the Miss of the home on her.

As the chatter of Bu Panti and mas Pras on the phone, Me and Ghian just kept quiet waiting for them to finish calling.

"Anin, Pras is in the parlour now.She's really looking for you.Mom said mom met you earlier and now you're home."Said the Miss of the home to me.

"It's okay, Mom, she also does not know where Anin lives now.So once Anin comes home first, Mom, be careful to go home.I tipped mother yes."I said to Ghian.

He also nodded.

"Be careful, baby, if there's anything tell mom."Mother's speech home.

I nodded and hugged him.

After saying goodbye I went straight into the car and passed from there.I immediately forwarded my vehicle quickly.

I just want to get to the boarding house quickly.I don't want mas Pras to know where I live.

No one knows where I live.

I just want to calm down now.

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