I Hate Loving Him!!!

Chapter 41

If I could ask for one wish in this world I would like to ask that my parents live again on this earth.

Her taste is really alone it's sad.Without parents, without siblings.I used to feel like a lucky woman because it has a mas Pras who loves me so much.

Turns out I was wrong, though,,,

It is the same with other men, who are easily tempted by other women.Maybe this is my household test with mas Pras.Bisa so also He feels bored because I have not been able to give He offspring until this moment.

I used to discuss this with mas Pras.But He said if it was not a problem for him.

The reason I still survive with mas Pras until this moment, besides I still love him.I am also very lucky to have in-laws like Mas Pras parents.They love me very much like their own biological children.

They have never troubled me who is a kara.They are very accepting of me.Without seeing my origin.

Though when I married mas Pras many say that I am not worthy of mas Pras because my origin is unclear.

But it was not a problem for the parents mas Pras, They still accept me without hearing the words of people.They still make me their daughter-in-law.

And even when there are problems like this, they still give support to Me.They even defend me rather than mas Pras.

Still remember the words mami mas Pras when calling me earlier.

"Anin you are patient, son, I'm sure Pras can't hurt you.This must be just a misunderstanding."

And I just say yes.I can not say to Mami that all that is true.During this time I always keep my household problems from parents mas Pras because they do not want to make them think.

Until the end they knew for themselves.

I woke up as usual, I know mas Pras did not come home last night.I did not call him to ask where he is.I already know where his whereabouts.

He must have stayed last night at Davina's place.The place he always visited every time there was a problem with me.

I'm following you to where you're gonna hurt me, mas,,

I headed to the pond back to see the flowers there.My routine activities every morning.

There was a sound of a car mas Pras arrived.Surely he just wanted to take a shower and change clothes to the office.

I don't care about his return.

Today I'm going out of the house, I want to walk in the mall looking for equipment to draw designs again.I'll start to draw again while forgetting the problems that never end.

I saw Mas Pras at the dinner table eating breakfast this morning.

I went through it, I want to get ready to go.

"Anin, the news is no more.You've seen it??"Ask him to me.

I stopped my steps too.

"I don't care, you know, whether or not there's news, I don't care."Say me to her.

"What do you mean??"Ask him to me.

"Even if the news has been deleted, are you still related???So what's different about you??"I asked her to scream at her.

"You don't appreciate me Nin."Say it to me.

"I have to appreciate what???Who doesn't appreciate Anin!!!"Shouted me at her.

"I've been taking care of this all night, asking the media to remove it."Pras said to me.

"Anin tau mas in the woman's place.Mas is still approaching the woman!!!Say me to her.

I don't care when my housemaids see Me and Pras fighting.They look restless because they might be afraid to see Me and Mas Pras.

"I told you I can't die, Davina!!!"Say it to me.

"If mas can't leave or forget her, why did Mas used to marry Anin mas??"Shouted me at her.

Without feeling my tears fall, my heart really hurts to hear it.

"I married me out of pity for you, not out of love for you Nin," she said to me.

Like a thunderbolt in broad daylight I heard the words of Mas Pras just now.Suami who all this time I believe loves me, turned out to marry me just because of pity on me.

I approached her too.

"Tell me that what you said earlier is not true."Say me to her.

"That's right Anin, forgive me."Say it slowly.

Plaque,,,

I slapped mas Pras.

"Wicked you mas," I said to him.

"Why are you like this to me."Say it to her again.

I never thought mas Pras could say that to me.He was endlessly hurting my heart.

"I've told you I can't forget Davina.If you can't accept her you can die Me!!"Say it to me.

He stood up and went up He went upstairs to the room.

I sat on the floor crying.

My whole body felt weak, I couldn't believe what I just heard.

Mas Pras really does not care about my feelings at this time.Just yesterday my heart was hurt because of this problem.And this morning He again made me hurt.

Once you're a mas,,,

Auntie came to me and hugged me.

"Patience is non," said the aunt in tears.

Maybe auntie feels sorry to see me.

"Bi am I a wife who is not good bi??"ask my aunt.

Aunty was crying looking at me.

"No Non, Miss is a good wife.Mr pras alone is not grateful to have a wife like miss."Say Aunt again.

"But why would mas Pras be like that to me bi??"I said to aunt.

"Patience is non, Miss Anin is a good person.Maybe this is a test in the household of the Miss and Master."Say aunt again.

I was crying in my aunt's arms.

God, what else is this trial???

Until when do I feel this sadness continue.I am tired of this situation.

If my beloved husband has hurt me.Who else would I trust???

I really feel alone right now,,,,, I,,,,

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