I Hate Loving Him!!!

Chapter 47

It has been two days I died mas Pras.I was deliberately not activated my mobile phone.Because I really want to calm down how many days today.

Many are my current considerations.Want further or separate with mas Pras.

The mother of the home has advised me, she said if this is a common problem in the household.May be told this is a test for me.

Humans are sometimes khilaf and can forget everything.Such as mas Pras today.

The mother of the home also advised me to give Mas Pras one more chance.Who knows he wants to change and wants to improve everything.

Because I've heard from Mas Pras if He married me out of pity to see me. Not because he loves me.

Maybe he made me his escape because he wanted to forget about Davina.

How clever of you to perform Mas,,,

You make me trust you, as if you really love me.When in your heart there is still that woman.

What am I supposed to do now??

I also activated my phone.I want to see if there is mas Pras contact me.

There are many messages coming from Mas Pras.

"Anin, I beg you to come back,,"

"Anin, I'm sorry,,"

"Anin please call me."

"Anin, please come home."

It seems he is worried about me,,

I read all his messages.Like he's sorry.

Do I have to give Mas Pras another chance??

Am I calling her now??

But wait, who knows it's just Pras' plan so I can trust him again.

So that he doesn't get into trouble from his parents.

Mas Pras is not his clever lie, for how many years I lived with his lies.

If only time could be reworked, and go back in time.

I don't want to know you, mas,,

Cring,, cring,,,

My phone rings.

Seen Mami mas Pras calling me.

'"Hello Mi,,"Talk me to Mami mas Pras.

"Anin, where are you, baby, why was the phone inactive yesterday??"Ask Mama to me.

Mami Mas Pras was worried about me too.

And he tried to contact me too.

"Yes Mi sorry.Handphone Anin broken Mi."I lied to Mommy.

Sorry Anin Mi, Anin had to lie.

"Destroyed why, dear??why did Pras not tell Mami.Pras was also hard to call how many days."Mommy said again.

It turns out that Mami mas Pras did not know if I left the house.Dan mas Pras did not tell her.

"Yes Mi, yesterday accidentally slammed with Anin."Say me again.

"Be careful honey, Anin Mama wants you to go to Mami's house today."Mommy said to me.

How is this, if I reject her Mami will definitely suspect me.But if I go there for sure I will meet mas Pras.

"Anin, why shut up, honey???Mommy wants to see you."Mommy said again.

"Yes Mi, Anin will be there by noon Mi."I said to Mommy.

"Well, baby, wait a minute."Mommy said to me.

Shortly after, Mami hung up her phone.

I have no choice but to go there because Mami is not because of Mas Pras.

I also packed all my things.

Maybe later I can bring my stuff home first to go home.

I can't possibly take these things home to Mami mas Pras' house.

He'll suspect me later,, though,,

"Mom,Anin wants to pay a shit."Say to the orphanage.

"Thank God if you hear what Mom says."Say it to me.

"Yes ma'am, hopefully mas pras can change."Say it to the mother of the home.

"Definitely son, I'm sure Pras will definitely change."Said the Miss of the home again.

I didn't tell Ms. Panti if I came home because Mami mas Pras called me.

"Hopefully, ma'am, Anin wants Anin's household to recover."I said to the Miss of the orphanage.

My mother hugged me.

"Yes son, my mother always prays her best for you.If you need a mother you can come home here.This is your home."Said the Miss of the home to me.

I really love the mother of the orphanage.He was the mother for me after my biological mother.He who took care of me from childhood changed my mother's position.

"Thank you mom."Say me to her.

After saying goodbye I went back home.I hope Mas Pras is not there.

I don't want to meet him yet.

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I don't know where else I should look for Mu Anin, though,,

You really disappeared like you were swallowed by the earth.

Why am I afraid of losing her??

At the beginning I was happy when Anin disappeared.I felt that there was no more bothering me and Davina.

But the more I come here I feel like I've lost Anin's figure, though,,

I miss hearing her laugh, I miss her attention.

Even I don't care about Davina anymore because I've been busy looking for Anin's whereabouts these few days.

I asked Davina to understand my situation until Anin came back.

And he also agreed.

Either he had to do it or he didn't.

I just want Anin back home.

At first I wanted Him to come back home because of Mami, but it turns out I also felt like I lost her.

I feel the house is so quiet there is no itself.

Nobody welcomes me when I get home from work.Nobody makes me breakfast in the morning.

No one accompanies me to sleep looking at my face and hugging me.

I miss her, though,,

Cring,,cring,,

My phone's ringing.

Davina called me.

"Darling, where are you??"Say it to me.

"Dikantor baby, what's the matter???"Ask me again.

"I want you to take me for medication, baby."Say it again.

"You still sick, baby??"I asked her.

"Yes, baby, and every morning I'm sick."Say it to me.

It turned out that Davina was really sick.He was really waiting for me to get treatment.

I thought yesterday it was just her wits to tell me to meet her.

It turns out he was sick, though,,

"Dear, baby, I'll be there soon."Say me to her.

"You really want to come here, baby??"Ask him to me.

"Yes, baby, wait for me."Say me to her.

"Yes, baby, thank you."Say it to me.

I rushed to get my work done.I want to quickly go to Davina's apartment and take her to the doctor.

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