
I kept driving my vehicle.
As usual I will visit my most comfortable place.
My place to calm my mind.
The quiet from the hustle and bustle.
I need peace at this time.
The trouble comes to me.
Like there's no end to it.
Tears kept flowing down my cheeks.
The taste of it I do not believe if Mas Pras can impregnate Davina.
Did He not think of My pain when He did that.
The man I love has betrayed me.
I know that up until now I have not been able to give Him offspring.
But should he betray me like this.
Just yesterday he promised me to fix everything and I'd try to believe that.
But it turns out,,, it's,,,
It really destroyed me.
My world is in ruins right now, I don't know what to do now.
If I leave the mas Pras then Davina will definitely be satisfied.
But if I continue to endure, I will definitely feel sadness continuously because of the two of them.
Mas Pras' parents also made it hard for me to part with mas Pras.
Both of my parents loved me so much.
If I part with her for sure I'll lose my parent figure again.
I don't want that to happen.
Without feeling I've arrived at the park.
I parked my vehicle.
I walked to a normal place.
Seen by me the figure of the man I always meet every here.
Sitting pensively.
Does he come here every day??
This time he did not smile at me.
Is he also having problems??
"Ahh, that's it, why do I have to bother thinking about others."
I sat in the garden chair and looked at the pool.
So calm the atmosphere here.
I purposely left my phone in the car.I don't want to be disturbed right now.
I want to calm my mind.
Do I allow Mas Pras to marry Davina??
She is not pregnant with Mas Pras' child.
Pras really wants children.
While I have not been able to give her offspring.
If Davina can get pregnant, it means my contents are problematic.
*But am I ready to share a husband with that woman??Am I ready if Mas Pras pays more attention to him than I do.
Time mas Pras will definitely turn to the woman.And he will definitely forget me*.
I cried again to imagine what would happen next.
Davina will definitely hold her accountable to Mas Pras.
He won't want to abort his womb.
I also don't want him to abort his womb.
I don't want anything to happen to her.
The baby is innocent.
Nor does he ask to be born on this earth.
Can I make peace with this situation??
"Hi, are you here again??"I heard a man's voice.
Suddenly the man arrived beside me.
"Yes I just arrived."Say me to her.
"Are you here every day??"Ask her.
"No, I haven't been here in a long time either."Say it to me while smiling.
"Are you in trouble??"I asked her.
He also shook his head.
"There's no Anin, I'm just dizzy with work."Say it again to me.
Say it while smiling.
"You why are you crying?Are you having any problems??"Ask him to me.
I just kept quiet.
I can't possibly tell her about my household matters* right now.
There will be shame on me.
I want everyone to know that my marriage with Mas Pras is happy.
I don't want everyone to know my problem.
"Anin, why silence??if you have a problem you can tell me."Say it to me again.
"Thank you, I want to be alone right now."Say me to her.
"Do I bother you??"Ask her again.
"No, you can sit here with me."Say me again.
"How's your husband doing??"He suddenly asked me.
Why he asked about Mas Pras.
Does he know something.
"Do you know my husband??"Say me to her.
"No, I've only met her a few times."Say it to me.
"Meeting??Meet where??"Ask me again.
I wonder where he met Mas Pras.
"I met at the event at the office."Say it again.
"Is He with Davina??"Ask her.
He was staring at me.
"Do you know??"Say it again.
I just smiled at him when he asked.
Of course I know the relationship between the two of them.They are no longer afraid to admit their relationship.
'My husband is Davina's lover."Say me to her.
His face was shocked when he heard my words.
"How can it be like that Anin??"Ask him to me.
"The whole story I'm not talking about."Say it to her again.
"You're Anin's great woman."Say it to me.
I smiled at her.
Yeah, I was great.
I could feel continuous pain by Mas Pras.
"Have you been married to her for a long time??"Ask me again.
"It's been two years."Say me again.
"I'm sorry if I asked you so much.'Say it again.
"It's okay.I'm glad anyone wants to be friends with me "Tap me again.
"If you need a storymate, you can call me Anin.'Say it again to me.
I smiled at him too.
Turns out He is a good man.His cold nature makes Him so authoritative.
It is fitting that many people are disinclined every time they meet him.
Including Davina, I remember that time Davina was wrong when she met him.
'Anin why are you quiet??"Ask him to me.
"Do you like Davina??"Ask me suddenly.
He laughed at my question.
"Why are you laughing, is there anything funny."I said a little upset.
"Your questions make me laugh."Say it to me.
"I'm not wrong to ask, isn't Davina beautiful, you sure like her too."Say me to her.
Who is not tempted to see Davina, I admit, He is perfect.
"Davina open the type of girl I like."Say it to me.
"What kind of woman do you like??"Ask her.
"Like you Anin, I like people like you."Say it while smiling.
Now I'm the one who's astonished looking at her face.
Is he joking???
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