I Hate Loving Him!!!

Chapter 65

Anin,,, up,,,

Maybe it's too deep of the pain he's feeling for me right now.

Maybe there is no proper apology for all my actions.

He really wanted to end it all,,,

I don't deserve to be in defense.

After driving Anin home, I rushed to Davina's apartment.

Neither did Anin ask me where I was going, He just got out of the car without even looking at me.

Like him he doesn't care about me anymore.

After arriving at the apartment parking lot, I went straight to Davina's place.

"Darling, you have arrived."Smiling, she greeted me.

"How dear??there must be some good news, right??"Ask him to me.

"Everything's a mess,," I said to her.

"What do you mean Pras??what mess??"Davina asked impatiently.

"Anin wants to separate from me."I said to Davina.

"That's great, baby, good news," he said to me with a smile.

It was all this time that Davina had been waiting for, I parted with Anin.

"But I don't want to part with her," said I again.

"What do you mean Pras??"Ask Davina to me.

"I still love her, I don't want to lose her!!!"I said while looking at Davina.

Plaque,,,

Davina slapped my cheek.

"You crazy Pras, you can say that in front of me."Her words shouted at me.

"Sorry I'm Dav, I can't lie to my feelings."Say it slowly.

I don't want to lie to Davina, I still love Anin very much.

"I am pregnant with your child Pras!!!I mean more than that woman!!"shouts Davina at me.

"I know Dav, but my family doesn't approve of me marrying you."Say me to her.

"They're more willing to lose me than to accept you in my family."Say it to her again.

Prang,,,, uh,,,,

Davina slammed the vase on the table, and she screamed.

"I don't need your family Pras!!I just need you!!!I don't care about them!!!"Say it again with anger.

I tried to calm him down.

"Dav, calm down, people will hear your screams."Say me to her.

"Foolish with people.I don't care."Say it again.

"I just want you to marry me Pras!!"Say it again to me.

"Dav, calm down.remember the doctor said You should not stress, remember your content."Say it to her again.

"I want you as soon as she leaves that village woman Pras, and marries me."Say it to me.

"Dav, think of my parents.They really don't want me to separate from Anin."Say me again.

"Well, what about me??Don't you want to marry me??"Ask him to me.

"We'll just drop your womb."Say me to her.

I don't know which demon whispered those words to me, so I can say that to him.

At first I was happy to see Davina pregnant with my child.This shows that I've been fine all along.

But right now, I don't want that kid, I'm more afraid of losing Anin than that kid.

Plaque,,,

Davina slapped me again.

"You bastard Pras, really a bastard!!!"His words were full of anger at me.

"I'm sorry Dav, but I don't want to upset my family."Say me again.

"So you want to leave me Pras???"Say it to me.

"I can't promise anything right now Dav, because I don't have a choice."Say me to her.

"It's your life Pras, you can make a choice."Say it again.

Suddenly Davina took a shard of a flower vase and directly aimed at her stomach.

"If you don't want to marry me, let me die with this child."He threatened me while crying.

"Dav, you don't mess around.Take off Dav," said I tried to calm him down.

I didn't expect Davina to think like this.

I need to calm down, face him,,

"I just want to marry you Pras!!!"Say it to me.

"Well, I'll marry you.Take off Dav, please."Say it to her while slowly approaching her.

I took that shard of glass out of his hand.

He brushed my hand away, so that the broken glass hit my hand.

Periphery,,,

My hands started bleeding too.

"Pras, your hand is bloody Pras,"His speech panicked.

I approached her and tried to take the glass from her hand.

He took off the broken glass and hugged me while crying.

"I don't want to lose you Pras, promise not to leave me."Say it to me.

"Yes, I'm not leaving you."Say me to her.

I hugged her too, I can't argue.

I don't want to make Him do the no-no anymore.

Right now I need to keep him calm.

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I panicked when I saw Pras' hands full of blood, and,,

What have I done to her???

I've hurt her,,,,, I,,,

Which demon possessed me so I could lose my mind like that.

I'm like a man who lost his mind.

"Pras, your hands are hurt.We'll treat ya."I said in a panic.

I rushed to get the medicine box and brought it to Pras.

"Honey, I'm sorry, baby, I didn't do it on purpose."I said cry to her.

"It's okay, it's okay2," he said to me.

"Darling,, I really didn't accidentally.I'm sorry."Say me to her.

He also smiled at me.

"I'm fine, it's just a small wound."Pras told me.

After bandaging his hands, I sat down before him.

I'm so scared of losing you Pras,,,

I don't want you to leave you.

My tears kept dripping down my cheek, I'm sorry I hurt her.

Pras held my hand.

"Haven't cried again Dav, I'm fine."Say it to me.

"I love you so much Pras.I don't want to lose you again."Say me to her.

Pras just nodded and tried to smile at me.

I know that smile is fake, though,,

He just wants to calm my heart right now.

There was a feeling of sadness in me when being pityed by Pras like this.

Now it is not because of love that he calms me, but because of my pity.

But whatever it is, it's,,

Bodo time with all that.

Pras must be mine!!!!!

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