I Hate Loving Him!!!

Chapter 9

After home Mami mas Pras I can not wait to quickly meet with mas Pras.I want to ask her directly where he went last night.I deliberately did not contact her, I did not contact her,because I'm afraid when He finds out I know He didn't stay at Mami's house last night, he'll avoid me.

The clock has shown at six in the afternoon, there are no signs mas Pras arrived at home.Honestly at this time my heart feels disappointed to mas Pras, why He could lie to me.What exactly is he hiding from me.

"Non, will Miss eat first??"ask auntie to me.

"No Bi, I'm not hungry.Let's just you eat ya."Say it to Auntie.

"Miss is sick??if miss is not feeling well let auntie flinch non,"Aunty said to me again.

"No Bi, I'm fine.thank you Bi."I said with a smile to my aunt.

My aunt passed from me.

Shortly after, I heard the sound of a car mas Pras into the yard of the house.I quickly headed forward to approach her.

"Mas, I want to talk." I said to him.

"You don't see yeah I just got to, I'm gonna take a shower first, hot."Say it as it passes from me.

Why did He relax once, did He know that I would ask Him about last night.I patiently followed Him.

About half an hour I waited for Mas Pras to take a shower.The feeling was very long.Now mas Pras came out of the bathroom.He stared at me.

"What do you want to say, Nin??"say it to me.

"Where did you go last night??why did you lie to Anin mas??"I said to Pras.

"Ohh that, so you already know yes, a lot of work that I finished last night, kalo I said to you I'm staying in the office You must be worried right, You're worried right,then I lied to you about staying at Mami's."Pras said casually.

"Why aren't you honest??honestly Anin so suspicious to Mas."My words while crying.Honestly in my little heart I did not believe the talk of mas Pras just now.Why my heart says that He is lying.

"You don't have to be lebay deh Nin, I don't say anything.You should as a wife should trust your Husband, not accuse me carelessly," said Mas Pras angrily.

"Sorry Anin mas, Anin just wanted to know where mas went last night," I said slowly to mas Pras.

"So you still suspect me??"Ask Pras to me.

"No mas, Anin believes Mas, it's already a mas not to be discussed anymore, Mas want to eat??let Anin be ready."Say it while smiling.

Honestly I am not satisfied with the answer mas Pras, but I do not want to fight with her.I prefer to give up.

"No, I'm not hungry.I want to sleep!!!"Say it to me.

"Yes already mas break if that, Anin want to go down first yes want to make a warm tea mas, let's make her sleep."I still try to smile.

Mas Pras just nodded, and I went down to make a glass of warm tea for him.

There is a feeling of sadness in me.If I have a brother here maybe I can tell you about my sadness at this time.I do not want to fight with my husband.But I do not want to also continue to suspect him.I want to continue to suspect him my marriage is fine.

I went back to the room, so I heard from outside the room Mas Pras again called happily.I also went into the room, Mas Pras's look was shocked.Not long ago He turned off his phone.

"Call from who??why turn it off??"I said ask her.

"Ohh, here's her warm tea mas, quick at the drink after that mas break ya."I said to Pras.

"Yes thank you." said Mas Pras while drinking his warm tea.

After that, he lay down and slept on my back.

I can only look at the back of Mas Pras who turned his back to me, honestly there is a feeling of longing for the past when mas Pras has not changed.His habit every want to sleep He must hug me, he must embrace me,telling me about the activities he had today in the office.But now don't tell me and hug me, sleep face to face with me he just refused to do.

Without my tears flowing, I'm sure He knows I'm crying, But He doesn't care about Me one bit.

I have to be patient, I can not be whiny.Maybe it is now mas Pras again a lot of problems in the office so that makes Him a little indifferent to me.

I have to trust my husband.I must not be suspicious of him.The end I tepis my suspicion.I also tried to close my eyes.Hope this night quickly passed.

crane,, kring, kring..

Suddenly the mobile phone mas Pras reads, I saw mas Pras pick up the incoming phone.

"Yes, what's the matter??"ask mas Pras to the one who called.Over time I saw mas Pras hear the person across there talking.

"Well, I'll be there soon.You don't go anywhere.Wait for Me!!!"Mas Pras turned off his phone.

"Who called you??"ask me curious.

"My friend, he needs my help again.I have to go."Say it to me while getting up and changing clothes.

"Who is mas??Where are you going these nights??"I asked Pras again.

"He needs me, I have to see him!!!"Pras said firmly.

"Anin goes with the mas,"My speech made Mas Pras shocked.

"Ehh, what, do you want to come??for what??it's late at night, you're home, it's not good to be out at night."Say it again.

"Why can't Anin go with the mas??who is my friend??"I'm just impatient.

"So you still don't trust Ku Anin???"ask Mas Pras in a rather high tone.

I just kept quiet, why did I feel like he was lying to me.

"No mas Anin believe mas, be careful in the way yes mas,"finally I relented, I relented because I was lazy to argue again with mas Pras.

"Yes, I go first, don't sleep last night."Pras said as he passed from me.

I just fell silent not answering his words.again my tears came out, honestly I do not want to cry.But every day mas Pras always create new problems and problems that make my heart sad.

I don't want to continue to suspect my husband.I want everything is fine as ever.Without any problems.I want mas Pras back to the way he was, who cares about me.

"I miss you mas," I said with a sob.

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