
It's like the numbness I feel right now.
My patience is running out with her.
The man I so loved with his heart hurt me mercilessly.
In an instant he destroyed all of it.
The affection, the feeling of love is still there, but I am disappointed now more than all its wolves.
It turns out that not as long as love can bring patience.
There was a time when he was tired and stopped.
After the incident last night I and Mas Pras have separated the room.I want her not to room with me anymore.
I'm still sticking with her because her parents aren't because of her.
Dan Ia tidak bisa menolak,karena Ia tau jika Ia bersalah.
I've also mengikhlas kan as if he wants to marry Davina, because his parents approve, I also must approve.
I don't have any choice right now.
So just let it all go.
This morning I'm getting ready to go, the plan is I'm gonna try to apply for a job.
I want to work like I'm ready so I don't keep thinking about this crazy thing.
I want to have busy.
I went downstairs, and I saw Mas Pras eating breakfast.
He was surprised to see me tidy.
"Where are you going???"Ask him to me.
"I'm going to apply for a job."Say it to him over breakfast.
"Who told you to work??"Ask me.
Anin smiled at me.
"You have no right to forbid me."Say me to her.
"You're my wife Anin.You have to hear what my husband says."Her words were angry.
"That's if her husband is right and doesn't hurt his wife mas.It's not like a husband!!!"Say it to her .
Mas Pras was silent.
"I'm asking you not to take care of me anymore, just take care of that woman.I won't interfere in both of you're business."Say me to her.
I also went to die.
"Anin, I haven't finished talking."Say it to me.
"There's nothing to talk about anymore mas," I said without looking at him.
I kept heading outside.
Suddenly he pulled my hand.
"If you want to go, let me drive you."Pras said to me.
"No, I can do it myself."Say it while you get in the car.
I also drove my vehicle died mas Pras who kept calling me.
Why did he forbid me, and he did not choose that woman.
I don't care about both of them anymore.
I have to be strong, though,,
I have to make myself happy.
I keep driving my vehicle, I don't really know where I'm headed right now.
I just don't want to be at home contemplating the situation.
Did I go to Mas Pras's parents' house??
Meet Papi, Mami and Kinan.It's not been a long time I haven't visited them.
But later, mas Pras would follow me there if He knew I was there.
Mama will definitely tell him.
The road this morning was very congested and crowded.
But I like it, because right now I don't have a purpose.
Accompanied by the strains of songs from my favorite singer, make me not feel the frenzy due to traffic jam.
I was too busy with my life problems to forget about self-care.
I went to the mall to go to my salon.
Once there I was immediately greeted by his servant.
His taste I forgot for a moment my problem.It turns out by going to the salon can make me refreshing for a moment.
Almost about three hours I was in the salon, without notice lunch hour arrived.
Maybe I can have lunch around here first.
I also entered a restaurant.
I also chose a chair in the corner of the room that can see the view out there.
Not far from me, a man in the park was talking to a man.
Shortly thereafter, men and women were seated in chairs with him.
Then I saw Davina with her friends.
Why should they be here??
I don't want to meet those people.
If only I'd come out now I'd have to get past them.
Ahh shit,,
Like her I got the wrong place.
Suddenly the man saw me, he smiled at me.
I pretended not to see it..
Why should he see me, do I come out now.
But if I come out, that woman will see me.
I looked out the window and hoped they would be done soon.
Before long it was seen that the people started to leave the place one by one.
Like their meeting is over.
Suddenly Davina appeared in front of me.
He immediately said to me.
"You want to come here, you follow me??"Say it with a sniff on me.
"Indeed this place to eat is yours so I can't come here??"I asked her.
He also laughed.
"People like you don't deserve to be in an elite place like this."Say it while laughing.
Some of his friends whispered and laughed at me.
"Want people who like to ruin the household of people who deserve it here???"I asked with a strong voice.
"You, how dare you be with me."His words were about to slap me.
Suddenly Davina's hand was restrained by the man.
"Would you like him??You know what your contract is??"Ask Davina.
"Ehh Ghian sir, this woman is looking for trouble with me."Say it again.
"What's your problem, so you guys fuss in a public place like this??"Ask the guy.
"He always bullies my future husband."Davina said again.
Basic women do not know shame, He is very brave to make up the story.
I stood up and wanted to leave.Before I said to him.
"Well, from now on you're fine with me, not until the child who is in your womb now does not have a father later."Say it as it passes from her.
The shocked faces of Davina and her friends.
They immediately questioned Davina.
Including the man, he was silent.
They may not believe what they just heard.
I don't care what they say, I just want to see Davina destroyed.
Evil right???
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