I Hate Loving Him!!!

Chapter 45

I kept trying to call Anin's phone, but Anin's number still couldn't be reached.

What would this be if He really ran away.What should I explain to Papi and Mami.

He may have gone to my parents' house.I tried to call Kinan, to ask if Anin was there.

Tuuut,,tuuut,, you,,

Kinan didn't pick up my phone.Where did he go??Doesn't He know if I'm freaking out now.

I can't go straight to my parents' house to find Anin.I can be outraged by my parents.

I also kept driving my vehicle.

I don't know where to find Anin.He doesn't have any relatives here.Even close friends don't exist.

My mind went straight to Ghian.Did He go with the man???

Yes they could have been together.I remembered the change in Anin's attitude now towards me.He had dared to answer my words and was arrogant.

He must have behaved that way because He was protecting her.Maybe it was Ghian.

Do I have to find her there???

But what I'm going to ask, I have no proof that they're really together.

I also imagined Anin with Ghian living in an apartment together, and doing the no-no.

Shit,,,

That's not gonna happen.

Suddenly jealousy enveloped my heart.I was really scared if my thoughts came true.

I tried calling Anin again.

His phone remains inactive.

Did I try Davina's office??I waited for Ghian there and followed him.

I could not go there and meet Davina to ask.Because at this time the atmosphere there is still very hot because of the incident of Anin and Davina last afternoon.Pasti people are still waiting for further news about Us.

I don't want to add to the problem by showing up with Davina.Maybe now I don't have to meet Davina.

I don't want to appear in public with Davina.I want to defuse the news first.

I do not want my name to appear again in the news.Papi and Mami can be very angry at me.

,kriing..

My phone rings.

Did Anin call me??

It was Davina who called me.

"Yes Dav, what's the matter??"ask me on her.

"Where are you, baby???"say it to me.

"I'm on the road looking for Anin."Say me again.

"Anin??what's with that woman??"Ask Davina again.

"He went out of the house and didn't know where."Say me again.

"It's good, baby, let him go.He always makes a mess."Davina said again.

"Not so dear, I don't want to find trouble with Mami.

"So you want to look for her??"Ask Davina to me.

"Yes because Mami wants to meet us both.What should I explain to Mami later."Say it to Davina again.

"The race should be you're happy if the village woman leaves.It could ease the way for both of us."Davina said to me again.

"Dav please,,, please understand me this once.I don't want Mami to be thinking."Say me again.

"As far as you Pras, look for him to see you."Davina said, turning off the phone.

I let Him hang up the phone.I'm not arguing right now.Because I'm really dizzy right now.

He always does not understand my current situation.He knows only about himself.

It's true what Davina said if Anin's departure can make things easier.

But not now, I have to find her first.

I've been trying to call her from earlier.Stay not connected*.

Where did Anin go???

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The atmosphere here is so calm.The front page of the house is very spacious and beautiful because it is grown grass and flowers make it beautiful for the eyes.

I miss this place.

My childhood place is over.

The place where I gather with my friends who also lost their parents.

We didn't understand anything at the time, we just played and played.

The love of the Mother of the Home made us not feel lost parents.Because We consider the Mother of the Home is the one who became a parent for Us.

We began to realize that We were orphans when we were in school.We have been taught what a complete family.From there I began to know that a family has a Father and a Mother.

Back home from school I immediately asked the mother of the orphanage.And the mother of the home explained to me.

I just realized that I and my friends in the orphanage have had no one.

We were just in this orphanage.And the orphanage Mother who took care of us lovingly.

We strengthen each other, though,,

Until the end of his time when Kami grew up We separated with his own.Because there are those who follow his husband out of town.Or there are married and busy with his wife.

Everyone has their own activities now.

"Anindya,"A voice shocked me from in front of me.

*Seeing the mother of the parlour called me.He was standing at the door.

It turns out I've been daydreaming from here.

I smiled at him too.

I also approached her*.

"Mother, Anin kangen."Say it while hugging her.

He hugged me too.

"Are you okay, son??"Ask the housewife.

I was silent, I was confused what to say to her.

"Did Pras hurt you??"Ask the house again.

As soon as later I tell the truth to Mother's home.He must know the truth happened to me.

Because it's just the mother's house where I tell other than Kinan.

"Anin can stay here first, ma'am."Say to the orphanage.

"Of course you can, son, here's your house."Say mother home again.

"Thank you mom."Say me to her.

"Yes, kid, come on in."He said while pulling me inside.

I miss this place.The atmosphere is still the same as before.Nothing has changed at all.

Looks like children like me are busy playing.Laughter boisterous they make the atmosphere so crowded.I smile at his look.

They do not know if later they grow up, they will face a cruel life.

Facing various problems alternately.Like me at this time.

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