I Hate Loving Him!!!

I Hate Loving Him!!!
Chapter 64



The heart of the woman who is willing to be hurt and betrayed.


What else does she love her husband so much.


Husband whom he trusted very much, his shelter with the heart to betray his love.


Who else should he trust??


Who else will he take refuge in??


This is what is happening to me right now.


*My husband betrayed me,,,


The household we built two years ago was destroyed by a third person, his past.


A*ku is still silent here.In front of the parents mas Pras, Mas Pras and Kinan.


They already know all of it.


Without the need for me to tell a story, everything just unraveled.


There was a feeling of sadness at seeing Mas Pras so adamant to marry Davina.


At first I thought if He was going to leave that woman, I was wrong.


He would rather marry that woman.


And made her his second wife.


Of course I would not, even though He said that He married Davina for her child status.


They both hurt me repeatedly.


I still love Mas Pras.But I'm sure if I'm still with her my life will be far from happy.


*That woman will definitely continue to threaten me to leave Mas Pras.


I admit, I have not been able to make Pras*.


Because until now, I have not been able to give He descendants.Definitely Davina more able to get the attention of Mas Pras than myself.


"I want a divorce from you!!!"Say me to her.


Those words just came out of my mouth.


At first I hesitated to say it, what else in front of the parents mas Pras.


But my heart is sore and wounded, and there is nothing I deserve to defend.


The surprised face of old man Mas Pras when I talk like that.


My mom held my hand.


"Anin, I beg you, baby, don't do that."Mommy said while crying to me.


"Mommy doesn't want to lose a daughter-in-law like you."Mommy said to me again.


"I'm sorry Anin Mi, maybe this is the best way for Mas Pras and Anin Mi."Said I was trying hard.


"Even though Anin was not the wife of Pras, Anin remained the son of Papi and Mami."I tried hard and smiled.


"Anin, I'm sorry, I beg you not to stay with Me. I married her for the status of that child alone.Not because I want to choose her."Pras said to me.


"Shut up you Pras!!!You're not ashamed to talk that way to your wife."Papi said to Mas Pras.


Papi looks very angry at mas Pras.Ia in the slightest did not give mas Pras a chance to talk.


Like him he was really disappointed in Mas Pras.


"It must be from the beginning You already know what the consequences of Your actions.Papi has reminded you.But you do not care the words of Papi" Papi said to mas Pras.


Pras was silent.


"Mas Pras really has the heart with brother Anin.Kinan hates mas Pras."Saying Kinan while crying.


Like his Kinan was also disappointed with mas Pras.


I was so excited to see them all care and love me so much.


They are also the reason I have been staying with Mas Pras for the past few months.


"Anin, listen to Mami, please let us find a way out dear," said Mami persuaded me.


I looked at Mami.


I really love this woman, she is like my own mother.He never differentiates me from Kinan.


He really thinks of me as his own son.


I held her hand.


"Mami, Anin really loves Mami, Mami is like Anin's own biological parents.But Mami also definitely wants to see Anin happy right Mi??"I said to Mommy.


"Anin has not found any more happiness in mas Pras Mi.Ia already does not love Anin anymore.Anin has tried to be the best for her.But Anin failed, Davina remains the choice of mas Pras."Say it to Mommy again.


"Sister, Kinan tau kak feelings Anin brother at this time, Kakak does deserve to leave mas Pras.Ia not worthy of being called a husband if it continues to hurt Brother."Said Kinan while staring intently at the mas Pras.


It seems that Pras did not dare to answer my words or Kinan.


He just remained silent without sound.


"But appreciate your decision, son, whatever Anin thinks is right do it."Papi said to me.


"Yes Pi, forgive Anin Pi if Anin's decision disappoints Papi and Mami."Say it to Papi.


Everything in this room is quiet.


Perhaps they no longer dared to persuade me.


After saying goodbye, I and Mas Pras went home.


Along the way, I was silent.


"Anin, please think again, I still love you Nin."Pras told me.


I smiled at her.


"If you love me, you won't do that mas."Say me to her.


"I am Khilaf Nin, forgive me."Say it to me while stopping the car.


He was crying while looking at me.


"I beg you, forgive me.I don't want to lose you."Say it again to me.


"Are you willing to leave that woman??"Say me to her.


"He was pregnant with my son Nin, I married him because of that child alone, I promise after the child is born I'll divorce him."Say it again to me.


As simple as that mas Pras said like that, He considers a marriage is a playful thing.Yang He can just end it.


"I can't mas, I don't trust you anymore."Say me to her.


"Didn't you love me anymore??"Say it to me.


I looked into his eyes,,


"Because I love you mas, I let you go.I want to live happily with that woman."I said to Pras.


I tried to toughen up even though the weight of my lips said she gave it to that woman.


"I don't want to part with you Nin, I still love you."Say it to me.


"But I can no longer live with you mas, I'm tired of being hurt by you."Say me to her.


He just fell silent looking at me.I do not want to be ineded persuaded mas Pras again.I'm sure He will not be able to escape from Davina.


I tried to give it to that woman.


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