Heart Note

EPISODE THIRTY EIGHT

The move of Mas Leo to Yogya, became a happiness for me, because Mas Leo often met me at weekends, also accompanied Rio.

One side there is a desire for me to return to him, but I have not been able to forgive his mother. And I'm still afraid I'm gonna break my household back because of it.

Like tonight, after meeting at 10pm, I met Mas Leo at the inn he rented. By bringing some food for our dinner together, it just happened to be Sunday night.

"Here Mas move the plate, you rest yes" said Mas Leo while moving the chicken noodles I brought into the plate.

I followed Mas Leo's advice, to rest.

"I'm a really good laper" I said.

"I didn't eat it on purpose" I said again.

Mas Leo put a serving of Chicken Noodle in front of me on the table.

"This is for the laper" he said.

I grabbed that plate.

"Let's eat together" asked me.

Leo nodded. And put 3 bottles of mineral water on the table, and a plate of snacks.

"Enak" said Mas Leo.

Leo looks good eating chicken noodles.

"I'll go home first" I said.

Leo is still lying on the bed.

"It's 12 o'clock in the evening" I said again.

Leo got up from the bed.

"I'm anterin ya" he said while wearing his clothes.

"Don't do it, I'll bring a car, not far away anyway" I replied.

"Let's follow you with the inn owner's motorbike"

"I'm afraid you why-why Yu on the road" said Mas Leo again.

"Mas, no pa-pa really" I replied.

"I don't accept rejection well" Mas Leo gently stroked the top of my head.

I nodded resignedly.

Along the way Mas Leo followed my car from behind, fortunately Sunday night became quite crowded streets.

When I was in front of the house.

I saw Mas Leo also stop, about four houses from my house.

Leo called my phone.

"Yes Mas"

"Yaudah I came home well, you immediately rest" he said.

"***Iya Mas, thank you for notting me, you be careful on the road"

"Okay, I'm going home"

"Yes, be careful***"

Phone disconnected.

I put my car in when Pakde Johan opened the gate.

"Thank you Pakde" I said.

Pakde smiled and nodded.

"Non, how come it's night?" bude Sri asked as I opened the car door.

"Bude's weekly night" I replied, smiling.

"Oh yeah, Bude forgot" Bude patted his eel.

I laugh.

"Non, want dinner? Later Bude masakin instant noodles" said Bude who followed me.

"Well, have eaten Bude earlier with friends, Ayu want to take a shower immediately" I replied.

"Yes Non"

"Hmm Bude, Rio's sleeping?" my many.

"Yes Non, it was playing PS with Agus" replied Bude.

I'm nodding.

"Yes Non" Bude passed to his room.

After taking a shower, I lay my body on the bed. The shadow of my meetings and Mas Leo so far, like ABG who is in love. Churned.

Even though what we've been doing lately is wrong. But we enjoyed it a lot, the more stealthy our adrenaline spurred.

Every weekend, Saturday afternoon Mas Leo has arrived in Semarang. On Saturdays to evenings we spent time together, while on full Sundays he made time for Rio. And when Mas Leo comes to my parents' house to see Rio, we'll be normal, like there's no more special relationship between the two of us.

It's been two months since our secret relationship was established. Mas Leo never again talked about for us to be a couple, because to keep my feelings.

We have a relationship that will either end like what, only I ask Mas Leo to always be there for me, until whenever it is. And the pain in my heart towards her mother is recovering. I don't know when.

Rio's getting older, Rio's more reserved, not like he always expressed his heart in any condition. Maybe because of his more mature mindset, or because I was too busy to make him hold back.

I also asked Mas Leo if Mas Leo also looked more quiet. But according to Mas Leo it is natural, because the more the child grows, the more he keeps a secret, especially if the problem is in love. I calmed down a little after hearing Mas Leo's explanation.

But this morning, when I was sitting at home, enjoying a cup of tea. With a cold face, Rio asked for my time, to speak to her a little.

"Ma, someone wants Rio to come to Mama" he said coldly.

"What dear? Just a story" I said.

"It's not here Ma, in my room" he said.

"Look" I stood up and walked towards his room.

"Mama's room" he said as he headed to my room.

I followed him from behind.

Rio closed and locked the door of my room.

I've been sitting on the bed. Rio was sitting opposite me by pulling a chair at the makeup table.

"What do you want to tell? Really serious" I asked.

Rio looked at my face for a moment. And take a deep breath.

"Rio, you got a problem, son?" much worry.

"It's not me Ma, it's Mama" he said.

"Mama? What's with Mama son" I asked.

"About Mama and Papa" he said.

"meaning?" I'm getting more astonished.

"Rio doesn't like Mama and Papa like this" Rio's eyes turned red.

I'm silent.

My feelings are not good.

"Rio already knows, Rio saw everything Ma, Rio tried to hold back all this time, Rio did not like Mama and Papa like this, secretly in a relationship, out and in the hotel, overnight together, and so on, Rio knows everything" Rio's face flushed red.

My breath feels tight.

"If you guys get back together with Rio will definitely be very happy, but not this, Rio is embarrassed!!" Rio.

"Rio" I tried to hold his hand but he was holding it firmly.

"Give both of you behavior!!"

Rio took a deep breath.

"Maybe Rio is still in High School, you still consider Rio small and know nothing, but forever you keep the carcass, it will definitely smell too"

"Rio tried to hold back, Rio did not want to quarrel with Mama, but Rio already could not stand it"

"Mama always comes home at night on Sunday night, like last night, Rio know Mama met Papa at the hotel, you guys have fun, do stupid things, like ABG's son in love, drunk, you do not realize you are old man, old man Rio, give a good example to Rio, do not like this do disgusting thing for the sake of lust!!"

My tears are flowing.

"If Mama loves Papa so much, and Papa loves Mama so much, why don't you guys get back together again, Rio will be happy Ma, if you're like this shy Rio!!"

"Why don't you guys just go back, refer!!?"

"How about if you know what Mom and Dad are doing?!!"

"Answer Ma!!"

I can't hear it anymore.

"Why is Mama like this, so cheap!!"

Rio standing.

"Rio asks, if you can't be together anymore, get things done, it's enough that you just become parents to Rio" Rio passed by leaving me.

I'm alone, regretting my stupid actions, and hurting my son's feelings.

I'm so stupid!!