Heart Note

PART TWENTY-THREE

After saying goodbye to all the office employees, and with a little farewell party tonight, I went home with three boxes filled with all my belongings that had been in the office.

"What's this?" asked Mas Leo who had just come out of the room, looking at the three piles of boxes in the television room.

"My stuff is in the office" I replied, drinking a glass of water.

"Why...."

"I'm resigning" cut me.

Leo looked me in the face, not knowing what kind of look he was giving me.

"You're going back to Semarang?" ask Mas Leo to sit next to me who is opening all the boxes.

"Yes, but not now, later" I replied turning to him.

"You mean?"

"I want to relax a little without the routine that takes my time" I closed the Box that I had opened.

"Maybe it's time for me to be happy" I stood carrying the box into the study room in my room alternately.

"The Staircase" said Mas Leo.

I just came out of the room, and wanted to make a silent cup of coffee hearing that name.

"The ladder that drove me home last night" said Mas Leo with a look at the television.

"Yes" I replied.

"And when I fell asleep drunk, what did you do?" said Mas Leo.

I just kept quiet.

"Last day I remembered everything, I was probably very drunk last night, but I could see it, I thought I was just a dream, but this afternoon I remembered it and it wasn't a dream, I saw what you guys were doing there!!" express Mas Leo emotion, while pointing to the front door.

I was frozen still. And I realized I was wrong.

"Why? Why did you do it Ayu!!" Mas Leo threw a TV remote at me, although it didn't hit me, but I was quite surprised.

"You want to avenge all my treatment of you ha?!!" Mas Leo emotion.

"I'm just getting carried away, I'm sorry" I said and brought a cup and passed it to the back porch.

Mas Leo chased after me and grabbed the cup in my hand and threw it at me. I was surprised to close both ears.

"Why when I ask for my right do you not want to give it, I am your husband, but with a man who is not your husband you voluntarily give that kiss, why? Why?!!" Leo was angry right in front of my face.

"Am I that bad in your eyes? Is that really your assessment of me? How many times do I have to prostrate and apologize to you!!"

"If you need warmth, why not ask me? Why should it be that guy?!!" Leo held both of my shoulders hard, it hurt.

Plaque..

I slapped Mas Leo. That's how low Mas Leo rated me.

Leo held his red cheek.

I looked into his eyes sharply.

"I admit I was wrong, I got carried away, I'm sorry for you, but I'm not that low, no, I'm not that low!!" I said along with tears dripping down my cheeks.

"I'm not that low, to avenge all your deeds, I'm not you, we're not the same!!" I wiped my tears.

"It is precisely your actions and your mother's that are very disgusting to me, but I have never lowered your self-esteem like this, everything and everything I cover up with this wound of mine, I cover up your bad deeds, I cover up, why can you say if I avenge all your deeds?!! Why?!! You don't want to look guilty here alone, do you?!!" clearly emotion.

"We've been devastated for a long time, it's just that I'm trying to stand here, trying to fix it for Rio's sake, I don't want him to also feel this destruction, either, I rebuilt the rubble of this destruction with glue wound in my heart, but everything was still broken, you had stuck a very deep nail in my heart, even though the nail had been plucked, even though it had been plucked, but the wound and the pain of the messih remained and felt" I picked up the shard of the cup that Mas Leo threw earlier.

Leo stood up without saying a word.

"Or do you want me to do that lowly deed, so that we can be one and the same?" my spoken.

Leo looked at me.

"I don't like you being close to him" said Mas Leo.

"Why? He's just my friend?" my many.

"But he likes you Ayu?"

"I know, even we used to like and love each other" I said. And I left Leo.

"Just...!!" Leo is after me.

"Why?" my many.

"Do you ever think if I like being betrayed by you and your mother. But why do you keep doing it, to the exclusion of my feelings and Rio, oh yes I know, all for the life of your mother who is good at lying" I explained.

"Quite Ayu!!"

I entered the room and closed the door hard.

Mas Leo sounded emotional, he shouted and was heard breaking things that seemed like my trinkets on the TV room buffet.

I cried loudly under the shower. The wound opened again and now I feel more pain.