Heart Note

PART TWENTY FOUR

Warm sunlight greeted me awake. The rising sunlight marked the day was already noon. I rushed out of the room, and the view I saw was that the house that was like a broken ship last night was now clean and tidy. It must be Leo who has tidied it up.

My stomach rang for filling, but the refrigerator was empty, no more foodstuffs could be cooked.

I took my HP and I opened the green ojek online app to order food.

While waiting for ojol to arrive, I took the time to take a shower, to make it look fresher.

Not long after the shower, my order arrived. Due to the uncompromising stomach, I ate with great gourmand.

Just finished eating, my HP rang.

Rangga...

"Yes hello" I answered her call.

"Well, are you okay?" tanla said.

"Yes I'm fine" I replied.

"Thank God" he said at the end.

"What's wrong?" my many.

"It's okay I'm just making sure you're in shape" he said.

"Tumben once" I said suspiciously.

"I'm just worried about you, I'm just thinking" Rangga said.

"Yes, I'm fine"

"What's Leo?" Rangga did not continue his words.

"The leo? What's up?" I am getting more suspicious.

"You guys got into a fight?" ask Rangga.

"Yes, how do you know?" askaku.

"So Leo came to my office" he replied.

"What's? Why?" my many.

"He just asked me not to come near you anymore" Rangga said.

"What else does it matter?" my many.

"He also explained, that he saw everything" explained Rangga again.

"***Then?"

"No more just that***" he said.

"He must have been rude to you" I said.

"Little, that's how fellow men solve problems" he said.

"Rangga, I'm sorry if you're dragged into my domestic affairs" I regretted.

"No, it's not your fault" he said.

I'm silent.

"Well, I'll be there if you need" he said at the end.

"Thank you Rangga, let me solve this problem myself, it's my household problem, I don't want you to get involved too far" I explained.

"Yes, I understand" he said.

"Then I want to continue my work again yes" he said.

"Yes" I replied. The phone was disconnected too.

And Mas Leo was already behind me when I turned my head.

"Who? The rangga?" says annoyed.

"You don't need to involve other people in our problems" I said while cleaning up my food.

"Why?" said it.

"He knows nothing" I said.

"He doesn't bother me" I said indifferently.

"Or are you bothering him?" said Mas Leo.

I looked her eyes sharp.

"No" I answered briefly.

"Then why are you doing it in front of me!!" Mas Leo emotion.

"I just apologized for the incident, I just got carried away" said I who was washing dishes.

"Armgh!!!" Leo ruffled his hair rough.

Leo came closer to me. Hugging my body from behind.

"I'm afraid of losing you Ayu" he said gently.

"You've lost me a long time, Mas, you only have my body" I said again.

"I'm sorry Ayu, so sorry, every day I go through everything with regret" he said.

"It's all happened" I said.

"But we can still fix it better Ayu, I'm sure" he said.

"Of course, my heart refuses to do that" I said and wanted to get out of his arms.

Leo hugged me tightly. I'm just quiet, flat.

"I'm jealous of Ayu, I'm jealous when I see you with Rangga, I don't want any other man to fill your heart" said Mas Leo trembling.

"It's not that easy" I replied.

"Or do you think I'm not jealous Mas, every day I always imagined when you were with him, married, and together with both, I'm very jealous, but not for now, the feeling is gone" obviously I and turned my body facing him.

"You are angry to see me with Rangga, which obviously has no serious relationship between me and him, the incident that day was just a mistake that we regret" I said again.

"You're angry because I refused if you asked for your rights, and my thoughts are reflected when you and the woman sleep together, which is why I don't want you to touch, so disgusting if I imagine" Leo was silent.

"My heart is broken into pieces" I continued briefly.

"I've explained it to you Ayu, I've never touched that woman, never had a crav" Mas Leo looked me in the eye to reassure me.

I'm silent.

Leo grabbed my body in his arms.

I'm silent.

Leo kissed my face. Gripped my lips, hugged my body tightly.

But I just kept quiet. I let it all go, drowning in pain.

I covered my innocent half with a blanket, Mas Leo hugged me from the side. I stared straight at the ceiling. I gave my body what it's entitled to.

"Mas.." I said.

"Yes" he answered, and sat down to face me.

"Let's finish everything" I said slowly.

"You mean?"

"I want to part" I said and cried.

"parted? Divorce you mean Yu?" Leo is confused.

I'm nodding.

Leo rubbed his face rough.

"Why? I thought we'd start it, fix it all, you've..." Mas Leo pointed to the state of us who had just had a husband and wife relationship.

"I can't Mas" I said again, tears were getting louder over the cheeks.

"Father..." Leo took my hand. Kissing my hand.

"I love you so much Ayu, so much" she said in tears.

We cry together. She cried because she couldn't get away from me and I cried because I was so tired of living it.