Girl Without Nasab & Ningrat Son

Everyone Has a Past

After the death of Bu Karti then Indi spoke with her husband. It feels so pity and filled with the fate of Bu Karti. Especially with Yudha's overt attitude as if ashamed of her own birth mother. Either that, shame because of the profession of his mother who was once a maid or now his mother who only farmed. While his biological father told Bu Karti is the son of the master, so of course from a background that is located.

"You must be thinking straight away?" ask Satria.

"Yes, Mas. Poor Mother. Where Yudha does not want to admit his mother. Mother's love is all the time. Behind all our stories in the past, but the child should still accept his parents. Don't be ashamed of our own parents" Indi said.

What Indi said is very true. Children today are often embarrassed by their parents who are not there and also do not have the degree and wealth abundant. Being sent by a parent on a butut motorcycle, or the appearance of a shabby parent makes the child feel embarrassed.

"The acceptance of each child is each, dear," Satria replied.

"I'm never ashamed. I am called a child without a nasab, a child of a batik seller, or a son of a liyan, all those words have entered my ears. However, I am not ashamed. Saddened? Of course, but if you're embarrassed, you don't" Indi replied.

Indeed from childhood no one sneered Indi as a child without nasab. Since childhood neighbors around him years indeed Indi is his daughter Mother Ervita and Dad Pandu. It's just that at school, sometimes his friends say it as the son of a batikman. His mother worked in the market, and so on. After the status of his prophet was revealed then sealillil people say him as a child without nasab. The connotation is often said that he is the son of adultery.

"Sad yes, Yang," said Satria slowly.

"At first sad, but why Farel his son Mr Firhan revealed that I am the son of the father without a nasab yes Mas? I never had a problem with Farel. Meet also rarely," said Indi.

As if Indi was disturbed by Yudha's words about Farel. Meeting Farel alone can be counted with fingers, but Farel could have said such a thing about Indi.

"Would you ask your father for that?" ask Satria.

"Other times go to Solo, Mas. If you ask through a mobile phone, it does not feel polite. It's okay, I won't think" Indi replied.

Satria then nodded her head. "Promise you well. Can't think. Then suddenly the night can not sleep because the mind continues. I know you very well, dear."

Satria reveals everything honestly that she knows Indi very well. His wife if he was thinking about something must continue to be unable to sleep. Just changed his position on the bed, but his eyes were reluctant to shut.

"I know the most I really do," replied Indi.

"You're sigaring my life. Half of me is you, baby. So yes, I already know. Whatever it is you already know," Satria replied.

Indi then smiled faintly. Understood by her own husband it feels very happy. However, a moment later he thought again with Bu Karti.

"Had Mas Satria taken care of Bu Karti long ago?" ask Indi.

"Ish, Den Satria .. so want to know your childhood," Indi replied.

"What the hell, Yang. You can see my childhood in Nakula and Sadewa. It's like this," Satria replied.

"Mother Karti well, Mas?" ask Indi again.

"good. I used to remember very often Gendongin Sitha. Kan Sitha as a child is often a tantrum. Cengeng is his son, so often tuh carried Bu Karti using a hold," Satria story.

"If I imagine how sad, Dad. Bu Karti separated far from his biological children, continued to babysit his employer's children what was not sad well his heart. Keep in mind is certainly the same as his own biological child," Indi replied.

"Maybe yeah, honey. I was too small at the time, so I didn't understand much. Now that I'm an adult, I know that I'm sad. Trying to channel his affection for his employer's son well. Though his heart misses every day to his own son" Satria replied.

"Then my story and Yudha's are pretty much the same. Although the biological father is finally responsible, still on the birth certificate listed only the name of the mother only. There is no Father's name there," Indi replied.

"If the wealthy family filed for document bleaching it could be, dear. Maybe that would be a disgrace," Satria replied.

Indi nodded his head. It is true that Satria said that it could have filed a document bleaching. Trying to change something with money. In the future so that the child is not ashamed of his origins without nasab.

"It could be. However, if it is true that at first there is shame and disappointment, Mas. I've felt it before" Indi replied.

Yes, if her husband's family used to come and cancel the wedding plan and question who the biological father is because the printed on the birth certificate only the name of the mother had made Indi sad and disappointed. Sad because he was with his father, apparently he was not his father's biological son. Second, disappointed that the mother never told him about the past. Just keep it to yourself. Until one day Indi who knows the truth himself. More disappointed because there is a shadow will not unite with the man who is also loved.

"However, your response was positive, dear. Disappointed and angry at the first time, after that can accept everything" said Satria.

"Yes, if I don't forgive you and so on it's no use, Mas. The past can never be changed. The ones that existed when entangled in the past, I would never be able to advance, stepping my feet forward. Hm, that's it."

"Everybody has a past. Everyone has their own response to their past. Don't blame the past. From the past we learn to map the future. Its alright. Human life is millions of colors, and all with the permission of God" said Satria.

"Yes, I hope Yudha can acknowledge her mother. Poor Bu Karti ...."

"Yes, hopefully. Yes, after this we go home. It was almost afternoon, time to bathe Nakula and Sadewa. Just this time we're nitiping a little while," Satria replied.

Indi nodded his head. It was nice to talk to her husband every time. Then, reflect on it for yourself. Because life is about learning to respond and Indi is always learning to do it. ^^^^^^^^^^^