
Every question from Indi is a question that draws Firhan's heart. How not, it means Indi already knows all recognize its origins. Indi knew that she was a girl without a nasab. Although Indi asked politely, but Firhan felt very guilty about it.
"I'm sorry Indi, it's not completely wrong Om Firhan. Mother is also wrong because she cannot take care of herself, but the biggest mistake Om is to take responsibility for granted. The impact is not only felt by Mother 25 years ago, but Indi feel now."
Questioning all that, Indi really suppressed his emotions. He spoke politely. Although actually want to be angry and express all his disappointment. One thing Indi did he felt both sides were wrong. Yes, both his mother and Om Firhan are equally guilty. What Indi conveyed was the impact of all that he felt right now.
"All of that ...."
When I was about to explain everything, Om Firhan was confused. Not that he won't explain, but where should he start?
"Just explain, Indi has the right to know," said Aunt Wati.
"It happened about 25 years ago. We were both still sitting in college at that time, until finally the catastrophe happened. That's right what you said, son. The biggest sin is to escape and run away from responsibility. At that time, Om was not ready to marry young. Not a matter of marriage, but college children and do not have a livelihood where it can be responsible? Then, the ideals that the parents hung, made Om hardened his heart and would never want to be responsible. Forgive Om, Indi .. You became a girl without nasab also because of Om," he replied.
Indi listened carefully to all the explanations. The point is that Om Firhan never wanted to be responsible. Up to this part, Indi accepted it.
"I'm sorry Om, Indi. It's all because of Om. However, Om has already received all of his sentences. No father is willing to be called Om by his own flesh and blood. No father wants his daughter to be more affectionate to him. The child was born of my flesh and blood. Om accepted all this for decades. If Om can be honest, Om also wants to get love from you," Firhan said.
He has lowered his ego, but he honestly admits that it hurts to see his biological daughter more affectionate towards him. For Om Firhan, this was a life sentence that he had to shoulder.
"If you apologize, of course Indi forgives, Om. Allah alone is forgiving, but with Indi's nasab how?"
Om Firhan and Aunt Wati are both stuck. Indeed, if forgiving must be Indi forgiving. But what about the staff? Sorry I can't return the nasab.
"I'm sorry Om, Indi .. Om didn't think that far."
Aunt Wati who was also sitting there shed her tears. This was the most poignant drama he had ever seen. But all these stories are facts. Aunty Wati also knows when to get married some families question the bebet, seeds, and weight of prospective partners.
"Is there a man who rejects your familiarity, Indi? Do I need to explain?" ask Om Firhan.
"Yes, there, Om. However, it's okay. Maybe it should go like this" Indi replied.
"Who is he, son? If Om Firhan can help, Om will be very happy."
Indi shook his head. "It's okay, Om. It's over too. Now surely Indi already knows who Indi's real father really is. That's enough, '" he said.
Instead of blaming, Indi just wanted to know who his real father was. In addition, the reason to his biological father was not responsible, also Indi already knew. Indi is more accepting now, in every event there is a silver lining. Maybe if the mother does not experience everything first, Indi will lose the opportunity to become a princess continued Jayah Pandu.
"The indignant Om?" ask Om Firhan once more.
"Not angry. At first, Indi was sad and disappointed. Indi thinks Jayah Pandu is Indi's real father, just like Dik Irene. Apparently not. Indi just found out that the birth certificate of Indi only listed the name of the Mother there," the story goes.
"Thank God, Om Firhan thought you'd get angry and blame Om?" his reply.
Indi shook his head. "Dad Pandu says don't take revenge. Living with a grudge in the heart, it will burden yourself. God alone is forgiving and merciful, all human sins will be forgiven by God, the condition is only one, he opens his heart and repents. As long as you are alive, the opportunity to repent is always there" Indi replied.
Without repentance there is no forgiveness. However, when willing to subdue himself, God is the only person who has the absolute right to forgive the sins of all beings on earth. The teaching was always directed to Indi and Irene. Forgiving is Allah, For Allah is Most Merciful and Most Merciful.
"Thank you, son. Thank you for forgiving Om Firhan" he replied.
"Yes," Indi replied briefly.
"From now on, is it possible that you call Om father?" ask Om Firhan.
He thought if he had forgiven, if only Indi could call him father? Om Firhan wants to have a chance when his biological son can call him father too.
"Sorry, but ... Indi can't yet. All this time, Indi only knew and knew one father and he was Dad Pandu."
Hearing Indi's reply, Om Firhan returned sad. However, his position in the heart and life of Indi will never exceed the figure of Pandu. He should be satisfied with the call of Om only.
"It's okay" replied Om Firhan.
"Indi can call the others, Mr. for example," replied Indi.
Now the clear circle just flowed from the corner of Om Firhan's eye. Indeed Indi can not call him father, but Indi want to call him Father. All right, that's much better than just Om.
"Thank you, Son ... My son."
Tears are breaking. Om Firhan's voice was trembling. Decades, a quarter of a century at last when it came. In the presence of Indi, he can recognize Indi as his son. It is just a verbal confession. Because, what is listed on the birth certificate of India cannot be changed. However, being able to confess Indi verbally felt like it was encouraging Om Firhan.
"Thank you Indi, my son ...."
"Together, Father. At once Indi said goodbye because it was Dad had picked up," he said along with his father's car that came.
"Just play here, kid. Be careful, if you need help, do not hesitate" he replied.
Indi said goodbye by greeting the reverent to Pak Firhan and Aunt Wati. Angry or useless emotions. After all, all the answers he had already got. Indi stepped out his legs, slightly lowered the girl shed her tears and immediately wiped her own.
Now, Indi will focus on working. Related to Satria, later it must be if the soul mate meets again. If not a mate, God will prepare a match that can accept his greatest shortcomings.