
After a few days, Indi spoke with his father and mother. All because there was something in his heart. Everything is still related to its origin.
"Yeah and Nda, can Indi go to Solo this weekend?" tanyakanya.
Hearing the word Solo suddenly, Mother Ervita looked at her daughter. Want to know what to do in Solo on the weekend.
"Why are you going to Solo, Ma'am?" ask Mother Ervita.
"Nda, forgive Indi in advance ..., Indi wants to meet Indi's real father," he replied.
Mother Ervita and Dad Pandu look at each other. It feels like I want to know what Indi will do when he meets Firhan later.
"Dad and Nda don't have to worry, Indi just want to wonder, really" he replied.
Although Mother Ervita has told everything, but Indi wants to listen from both sides. Is the version the same or different? In addition, Indi wants to know why his biological father did not want to be responsible.
"We're taking you to Solo?"
Now it was Jayah Pandu who offered to deliver Indi to Solo. He just wanted to, always be close to Indi. When his daughter cries, Pandu's father will make sure to give a hug to his daughter. I will not let you cry alone.
"Yes, I can" replied Indi.
When Indi allowed it, of course it felt very relieved. Whatever happens, they will be with Indi. Covering Indi with attention. Making sure Indi does not go past the lowest point in his own life. After all, parents will always protect their children, making sure the child will still be fine.
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Weekend Arrives ....
Now Dad Pandu's family is headed to Solo. The main goal is to deliver Indi. While Irene did not participate because there are still lectures and activities on campus. So, Irene chose to stay at her Home until her Father and Mother returned.
"We're in Solo until Sunday, aren't we Didi's mom?" ask Mother Ervita.
"Yes, Nda. On Monday, Indi has to work. Although the office belongs to Yamah, work must still be professional," Indi replied.
A smile rises on the corner of the lips of Jayah Pandu. He is happy to see Indi who is professional at work. During this time, Indi was always active in working, and not at his own pace.
"Thank God, you really become a figure like Jayah" replied Mother Ervita.
"Indi has always idolized Yayah, Nda," he replied.
That was Indi's honest remark. He idolized his father. In his eyes, the greatest male figure was Jayah Pandu. Therefore, Indi admitted more heartbreak when he found out that he was not the flesh of Yayah Pandu.
Taking a journey of approximately two hours from Jogjakarta to Solo, finally they have arrived at their Eyang residence. There was a warm welcome from Eyang Sri and Eyang Agus. There was Aunt Mei and Om Tarto too, while her son Aunt Mei, Arka, was the age of Irene who attended Eleven March to take Computer Engineering. In addition, four years after the birth of Arka, Aunt Mei and Om Tanto were blessed with a daughter named Kharisma, familiarly called Risma.
They were all so happy to welcome the arrival of their own brothers. Of course Irene who did not participate was also asked because usually Irene always came when to Solo.
Being at the house of Eyang Sri first, then now Dad Pandu himself who drove Indi to go to the house of Firhan in North Solo. Along the way there were no serious talks from the three of them. While Indi as if compiling question after question in his heart. Estimating what questions he would ask Firhan.
"Well, this is his house, Indi. Shall we take you inside?" ask Mother Ervita.
"alright. Are you sure you're gonna be okay?" ask Jayah Pandu.
"Of course, Jayah. Indi will be fine. Safe," he said with a smile. Smile so that his parents don't worry. However, now Indi is also so deg-degan actually.
Feeling that Indi can be trusted, finally Jayah Pandu just drop Indi alone. In half an hour we will pick up his daughter. While every step that Indi took was full of consideration. He hopes not to get emotional later and can speak well.
"Assalamualaikum," said Indi by knocking on the gate of the black trellis.
"Waalaikumsalam," replied a woman who came out of the house.
The figure of the woman wearing the batik negligee was none other than Wati, the wife of Firhan. Seeing Indi coming, of course Aunt Wati felt confused. Never before had Indi come to his house.
"Loh, this is Nak Indi right? Come on, come in," said Aunt Wati invited Indi to enter her house.
"How's Auntie doing?" A question of formality from Indi to Aunt Wati.
"Alhamdulillah, fine. Tumben you're here? Usually we meet if you and your family play to the house of Eyangnya you," replied Aunt Wati.
"Yes, Aunt. Someone wants to ask Om Firhan. Is Om Firhan around?" ask Indi.
Aunty Wati nodded her head. She then said goodbye for a while, calling her husband who was in the room. Only a few minutes later, out the beak man who is actually Indi's biological father. Yes, he is Om Firhan. Not a stranger to Indi, because they often met when Indi came to Solo to Eyangnya's house.
"Loh, Madam Indira. Tumben came here once," said Om Firhan.
There was a strange contradiction in Indi's heart. There was a sense of annoyance, sadness, anger in his heart. The first impression of seeing the figure of Om Firhan now was that of disappointment. Why, the man had the heart to do everything and certainly made his mother suffer so much? However, Indi also remembered the advice of Jayah Pandu to pay respect to everyone.
"Assalamualaikum, Om," said Indi.
"Yes, Waalaikumsalam, Mrs Indira" replied Om Firhan.
Now, it seems Indi can not hold back. He had to ask immediately, getting confirmation from Om Firhan.
"Om Firhan, may Indi ask related to the past?" tanyakanya.
"Yes, of course you can," replied Om Firhan.
Indi came with a photocopy of the birth certificate which was only the name of the mother. Then, Indi began to ask.
"In the birth certificate Indi mentioned that this Indi was only born from Mother Ervita. Is it true that Indi's biological father is Om Firhan?" tanyakanya.
Dumbstruck. Yes, that was the first reaction of Om Firhan and Aunt Wati. After a quarter century passed, only this time Indi came and asked everything.
"I'm sorry Indi before, is it true that Om took the honor of Mother? Making Mommy pregnant, and finally Indi herself became a girl without nasab?"
A heart-piercing question for Om Firhan. The time had finally arrived, the time where his flesh blood would come and ask everything. While Auntie Wati was trying to hold back, she listened to Indi refer to herself as a girl without a nasab.
All the children of this earth would not want to be a child without a nasab. All children must want to be born in a legitimate marriage in the eyes of religion and country. However, not infrequently for past sins committed by parents, children also bear it. That's what Indi is experiencing now. She's already a girl without a nasab. Even katai as the result of adultery or the son of li'an. The painful truth. For the answer from Om Firhan, Indi came to Solo.