Forced to Marry a Teacher

50. With You I'm Calm

When Astrid arrives at the apartment, Janus anxiously approaches Astrid, who is still standing at the door, opening her shoes. Janus pulls Astrid's arm. "Come here let me treat your wound," he said, bringing Astrid to sit in the living room.

Janus took some drugs in the P3K box that he had prepared at the table. A bruise and a slight bleed were evident in Astrid's elbow. First Janus washed the wound using alchol, which then applied the wound ointment and then bandaged it using a bandage. Just a small wound, Astrid had already worried Janus to death. His facial features were seriously treating Astrid's wounds, but it was obvious that Janus was worried about Astrid.

"Why do you have to get involved with a jerk like the Stars. What in the world is just a Star is a man who you think is good and handsome. Why do you have to date a guy like him. Can't you judge which man is good and which man is a jerk" said Janus grumbling Astrid with a look on his face full of worry.

Astrid was silent in silence with both eyes drowned by the water. He bowed his head, turning his gaze away from Janus. And slowly his two eyes began to spit out water, wetting both his cheeks. Janus's nagging makes Astrid again remembered by the Star's ill-treatment of him. He believed that the stars were good men. But the truth is the Star is not the man he had been thinking about. He thought that only Astrid was playing with the feelings of the Star, just because she wanted to get rid of her feelings for the husband who only thought of her as the wife who would last two years. But the fact is that he is the one who is actually being played. Astrid did not feel heartbroken, because she did not have feelings for the stars. However, he feels pain with rude remarks and bad intentions from the man he considers a girlfriend.

Janus panicked for a moment as he looked at his wife in tears. Janus immediately clenched his body tightly, then rubbed Astrid's back to calm him down.

"Sttt, you don't have to cry for a jerk like him. He does not deserve to be cried, because your tears are expensive to remove only for crazy men like him," said Janus.

"I didn't cry for him just being left behind. I just cried because of her rude remarks to me. She called me an ugly, nora woman who wears knee-length socks. He also called me a woman who never let go of the horse.

"The word star is true. You always take care of your skin with some skin care products, but you can not beautify your look. Though I've given more monthly money," Janus recalls.

Instantly Astrid was getting louder crying due to the nagging of her husband. "Hiks.you are like a star. You son of a bitch, am I that bad" he said, repeatedly hitting the chest of Janus' field.

"You're not ugly, you just need to change your appearance a little. You know, when we went to her wedding, sister Bayu, I was amazed to see your beautiful appearance. Your face is not ugly, only your appearance is less than in good view," said Janus who panicked immediately as Astrid cried loudly.

"really?"

"It's true, so stop crying. The beautiful and strong past of the princess, crying because in the same ugly bed of a jerk like a Star." Janus wiped away the tears on both of Astrid's cheeks.

Janus's treatment and speech calmed Astrid down a bit, and she slowly stopped crying.

"Today I'll cook for our dinner. So, you change your clothes immediately. Oh yes, while waiting for me to prepare dinner, you can while studying. Because your exam is soon, right," said Janus standing up from his seat.

"Yes my exam is in a minute. But I'm not in the mood to learn" Astrid said.

"Remember, your grades must be good in order to get into the best university. The wifehood of a handsome and smart man like me, must have an ugly value."

"I've never felt like a real wife. But, if you want to think of me as a real wife, I will try hard to learn and get satisfactory results."

Astrid shook her head, then immediately went to the room to change clothes. After changing clothes, he brought some textbooks to the dining table. While at the dinner table instead of studying, Astrid was even in sports watching Janus who was cooking. His laziness cringed when he saw the writing in the book. Because for Astrid to see her handsome husband cooking, can relieve stress and can also wash her eyes after a day this he made heartache by the Stars.

Only with Janus, Astrid for a moment can forget all the problems that occur at this time. Neither the problems with the Stars, nor the problems that happened with her husband yesterday.

"Can you help me get these plates to the table" Janus said as all the cooking was done.

"I'll help you." Astrid went to help Janus bring dishes containing the dishes made by her husband.

Then on his face on the dining table. Finished bringing the plates. Astrid and Janus also began to eat dishes that are very uploading taste. Astrid's mood returned well as she ate delicious food. Janus who saw it was relieved, when Astrid greedily ate the food.

"This morning and yesterday, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry to blame you" Janus said without looking at Astrid.

"Yes I'm sorry. But I want to ask you one thing" said Astrid who is still busy eating food.

"What mean?" ask Janus.

"Hm, do you still have feelings for Luna?" ask Astrid.

"Hm, there's no way I have feelings for the woman who left me" Janus said.

"Then why did you endlessly look at him yesterday. Even you scolded me just because I said bad things to her" Astrid asked.

"While looking at her, I only remembered the memories with her. And foolishly why do I feel so sad that I cannot take my eyes off me" replied Janus.

Astrid placed her spoon and fork on the plate. "That's because you still hold a feeling for her" he said with a sad-looking face.

"Where may I still harbor feelings for the woman who has hurt me. It couldn't have happened" said Janus shaking his head.

"I can clearly see that you still have some feelings for him. If you want to erase your feelings completely, then you should be able to open your heart to another woman. At least you can try to open your heart to me" Astrid said forcing a smile to cover her grief.

Instantly Janus was made silent with Astrid's words. He took his eyes off Astrid. He returned to eating without replying to his wife. Until he thought about trying what Astrid said to him. However, thoughts mixed when the fear to leave, still crossed his mind. He hesitated to open the door of his heart.