Forced to Marry a Teacher

32. My Memory (Women Who Have Become Medicine For Me)

The man he hoped would be a source of happiness, has now become one of the causes of his suffering. A father who is always proud of him, is now like a stranger in his life. Although he lived at home, Janus and Adit never once talked like a father and son. Not even to say anything they did. I don't know what made Adit such a cold father. Whenever Adit crosses paths with Janus at home, Adit avoids him. His face looked sad every time he met his second son.

For four years Janus lived in a country that had thousands of islands. Without the presence of Kim Yu Na beside him, Janus grows up to be a child who has a cold nature and does not talk much. Janus read more books and spent his time learning just to get rid of the sadness that he felt every time. Too much he misses the figure of the mother beside him. Her tears flowed every time she remembered her mother. However, his feelings of hatred towards his mother also slowly continued to grow. The hatred grew, each time he remembered when Kim Yu Na left him.

Janus is now eleven years old. Janus is smart, at the age of 5 years he has been sitting in elementary school. Therefore, at the age of now Janus has entered the seventh grade. Janus is quite popular in schools, the name of a smart handsome man and the son of a prominent company owner became a conversation among school students. And on the bench of this Junior High, Janus was met with his two best friends Wandi and Rio, a friend who is like family in his life.

And since he lived in Indonesia, Janus has a sleep disorder and anxiety disorders are excessive. Every night Janus spent more time studying than sleeping. Not only sleep disorders and anxiety alone, Janus also has excessive fear with a pitch-black room. He often felt tight whenever he was in a very dark place.

Behari-day sleep disorder and anxiety disorder is getting worse, Janus decided to do an examination of his condition without the knowledge of his family. As a minor, Janus could have gone to a psychiatrist alone. Not wanting his family to know, he often asked his family's private driver to drive him. Every month he did examinations and therapy, but it did not produce results. In order to fall asleep Janus often took drugs recommended by doctors. I am very tired of the drugs I take every day.

Three years passed, Janus has now entered high school. And right this year, Janus is still doing regular checks to psychiatrists and psychologists.

In high school Janus still has the same role as a popular man in his school. Once in the 2nd semester in his class who was still sitting in the tenth grade. A beautiful woman named Luna comes as a transfer student. He was placed next to Janus, who made all the female students in his class jealous.

Luna held out her hand to shake Janus' hand. "Include my name, Luna, may you know what your name is?"

"Jan."

Janus' cold attitude did not make him intend to shake hands with Luna, he just focused on looking ahead without glancing at the woman sitting next to him. His attitude was very cold towards Luna, let alone to Luna. Janus was also cold to all the girls in his school. Janus' attitude makes Luna more curious and wants to be closer to the man who is difficult to approach.

Luna drew near to Janus and Janus avoided her many times. Then one day, Janus meets Luna at the clinic where he does regular checkups. Janus immediately felt uneasy, when he knew Luna was there too.

"What are you doing here?" ask Luna.

"It's none of your business, to know what I'm doing here."

A condition that is hidden, now must be known by someone. Makes Janus anxious, if Luna will spread about his condition. Then suddenly the psychiatrist came to Janus and Luna who were standing in the hallway.

"You know each other?" ask the psychiatrist.

"Yes, we're one class" Luna replied.

Janus, who seemed nervous, did a question that made him feel curious about the whereabouts of Luna at the clinic.

"Are you also doing the examination?"

"Who is your mother? ask Janus again.

A psychiatrist standing next to him smiled at Janus. "I'm Luna's mother."

Janus was made shocked, when he found out Luna was the son of a psychiatrist and the owner of the clinic where he did routine examinations. And since the meeting, Janus now began to be close to Luna.

As a child of a psychiatrist, Luna often advises Janus about his condition. Besides Rio and Wandi, now Luna became the place where Janus took out all his heart. For the first time a woman came to bring joy to Janus' heart. Every night, Luna calls Janus on her cell phone. Just talking on the phone makes Janus feel comfortable. And after every call with Luna, Janus can strangely sleep soundly without having to take medicine first.

Since his proximity to Luna, Janus' condition slowly began to improve. And slowly Janus was not taking drugs, even Janus was not doing the examination.

Every second and every moment Janus' feelings start to grow towards Luna. Now Janus has started to fall in love with a woman who has become a medicine for him.

When Janus was in the eleventh grade, Janus began to express his feelings to Luna.

"I love you. To the woman who has made me rise from adversity. To the woman who has healed the wound in my heart. Will you be my lover."

Knowing that a man who expresses his feelings also puts his heart on. Luna until she shed her tears.

"Yes I want to" he said, who then clutched the man on his knees expressing his feelings.

Janus smiled happily, as Luna accepted him as a lover. Now Janus and Luna have become lovers who envy everyone in school.

Now that Janus's days were filled with smiles, the woman had now become a source of happiness for Janus.

Two years ago, Luna became the lover of Janus Geo Sayuda. A family meeting with a business partner was held at Baskara Sayuda's house. The meeting was welcomed with dinner.

Suddenly Janus is shocked, when he finds out that Luna is the only daughter of a business partner invited by Baskara and Adit.

Although Janus and Luna have a relationship as lovers. But at the dinner, Janus hides his relationship with Luna. He only recognizes Luna as his schoolmate.

For years Janus had been hiding his relationship from all members of his family. And in the third year he was in a relationship with Luna, suddenly Luna contacted him by phone. His tone was like he was crying, a nasal sound in the together with a rush was heard from the phone.

"We'll just end this relationship" said Luna.