Behind the Beautiful Smile

Have a sister

At the age of the mother is not young anymore, can tell that the mother is pregnant. I was confused and shocked, I who was the youngest child or last mother said to someone else. Enough to have children. If God wants you to get pregnant again.

I get the news is happy, my dream was to have a sister later could be my friend, Kaka-kaka I was busy with his friends, he said, so I if played with was not ignored even in the fight.

I can't wait for my mother's return, after my sister's birth mother and father will come home. Plus little sister. But I was rarely on my mother's phone, only Kaka I was called often. If you call my aunt, I am not loved by her aunt, just told doang mom called.

" Ren, your mother has given birth, she has a sister." Auntie

"What is my sister tan, boy or girl?" Ask me

"Woman again, you're doing the dishes, the dishes are up on the shelves!!" aunt's orders.

"I have a sister must be beautiful, you will be dear" murmured my own an, so happy.

I know all about the birth of my sister.

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When I went to school in the 8th grade, I started to joke with my friends sitting behind and side who like to be ignorant. So I'm not lonely.

I mingle with friends who appreciate.  I can also take an afternoon walk to their house. So know the area of the village my mother lived first, just using a new bike. Sometimes the mor of my bike almost off the seat, so often buy the mor. Maybe out the new ran is less strong, different bikes that used to be lost are strong if carried the streets rarely loose mornya.

I had to find extra money for a bicycle rightlin, from selling used bottles selling earrings, my aunt often love me earrings, often lost when I use stuck in the hood. Dryness is lost only one seed I sell only. And no more wearing earrings.

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Passing through the countryside that is still beautiful, up and down the streets, such as hills past rice fields, fields, rivers of flowing water, seeing work people puya (look for gold fragments in the river).

Very beautiful in view, if in the city has never seen this view.

We just stopped by the river flowing clear there are pebble rocks, we just wash your face and feet. Dare not shower because there is no one else.

Although we were in school less slang, less close friends of men. Different from other friends hanging out and hanging out with boys.

We still have adventurous souls as well. I am happy to have friends take a walk, sometimes visiting their homes with pleasure in serving sweet drinks with sincerity.

But it's only for a little while, because I want to move next year. They are good they want to be friends with me without having to put me aside.

There used to be no photo memories, because Kodak used to be owned by people who were, had aunty there but was damaged.

Sometimes I like to bring balsam school and eucalyptus oil to relieve my cold cough, small children of small stature behind me he often joked me, with his jokes.

"Based on the queen balsam, the smell of balsam, if you don't take medicine" he said

" You I smear the balsam well if you say so again, I take the medicine, but well still this way, you are silent sssttt shame me" said I

" Can't shut me up, you carry the balsam" he said

From there I rarely wear balsam, shame is also known to others if I smell balsam continues.

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My friend named Sanny happily laughed off me in the bully one class. Sanny is known to be calm this turns out he was gokil too, jutek and easy to snack. 

It turns out that the beginning of the wrong assessment that new know ordinary aja keliatan kalem, if you already know out jahil and juteknya.

"Ren I know very well with his family, you want me to matchlangin" Ika shouted (8th grade friend) .

Hahahahha, shouted the classmate.

" Not really, I don't like him, just amazed his good looks" I said

" What's the difference between amazed or liked friends? " ask Ika to her gangmate.

I just smile. Wanting to get angry at Sanny, I thought it was more ridiculous to laugh at them.

Until it sounds to her ears, I like her, but harya instead avoid amused by me.

Honestly I was embarrassed but only in the quiet, again Sanny mocked me.

" Ren was harya passing by, cieee" said sannyq

hahahahahha another laughs

I just smile silently, looking down embarrassed, want to tell the other that Sanny also likes another class Kaka. Afraid of Sanny, he's more cranky, before he won't talk to me.

Let him be happy, I'm wrong why I reveal his name iin. I think Iin also calm only me and Iin who know.

It turned out that my judgment of Iin was also wrong, Iin rarely entered class because he was often sick, as well as sick, so I guess it was safe the secret of the three of us who admired Kaka class.

Already I resigned the same situation, I admit I am a childish fool, oon, and slow. But I'm honest, unlike other clever skits and masked adult look. But the real hypocrite.

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At the age of 14 years, I was like a childish, easily sad and happy when there are friends who invite to play and walk without insinuating ridicule. There's a problem it doesn't feel so late in thinking about.

I said I want to move 9th grade to my city from living. They say don't forget us, they're from Ferli, lily, ana, and megi.

Only ferli and ana seem to know the tongkrongan men outside the school, if at school they are friends with us.

I am indeed a city person, but often in ridicule my clothes are just that - it is like a village. Although here in the village but their fashion is not left behind for the young young young.

I am ashamed to ask for clothes to mother and aunt, mother did not send money. Aunty often complains about the mother's promise to send money to me but say debt.

Though Aunty take a nini inheritance and kayi without a mother can be as much as. I do not express fear of disputes.

I look what it is, not so interesting.plus the insults, complete mockery already, but I have a pretty good face.

In the tease of my Kaka friends, I don't really like it. They just want to laugh so that there is entertainment of their friendship.